The New Beginning (Part 1)
Appa's DaughterNOTE: This is an alternate ending.
*Italics are Sica's thoughts.
I felt the mattress shift, then a poke in my left cheek, and another…. And another. Gosh, did Soojung wake up already? I groaned in displeasure at the
interruption of my afternoon nap. I turned my body sideways in an attempt to discourage her from poking me. It was all, but successful as I heard a
playful giggle, and the poking on my cheek continued.
I will not budge from my afternoon nap, no. “Soojung-ah, stop it. Go back to sleep,” I said sleepily, hugging the pillow as closest to me as possible.
I smiled when I felt the poking stop.
“Umma… who’s Soojung?” Eh? My Soojung’s voice sounded a bit different. Does she have a co– Nah… she and her Unnie might be playing a prank
on me again.
“You are,” I tried to sound as uninterested as I could. Keke~ Umma won’t fall for it again.
I was expecting them to make some noises, but all I heard was silence. Weird… they would usually be noisy. Oh well, more sleep for me, I guess. My
eyes instantly flew open when I heard a soft whimper. Did I say something wrong?
I turned my body around to comfort my crying Soojung, “Oh, sweetie, what’s wro–” My eyes widened in shock, my mouth gaped open. I shot up from
bed instantly and rubbed my eyes to confirm if I was hallucinating… but I wasn’t. Is my mind playing tricks on me? I looked at the weeping child in
front of me, bewildered and shocked. The one poking me, the little girl in front of me was my daughter…
“Yoona?” I asked her and reached out to hold her hand, wondering if what I was seeing was real. She’s real… I quickly wiped her tears away, hushing her
not to cry. I gently pulled her into my arms and wrapped her into a tight embrace. Am I dreaming?
“Umma, you made Yoona sad. How can you call me, Soojung? I am not Soojung! Don’t you love Yoona anymore?” My daughter cried out in a shaky voice,
looking up at me with teary eyes, her lower lip out in a pout.
I leaned in to give Yoona a kiss on her forehead. “That’ll never happen. Umma was just dreaming about a little girl named Soojung, who looks so much
like Yoona.”
“Really?” She asked, looking astonished. I simply smiled at her and nodded in reply.
“Then that means Soojung is as pretty and cute as Yoona. Right, Umma?” Yoona asked with a hopeful look on her face.
“Yes, Yoona.” My child grinned. She leaned her head on my shoulder and tightened her arms around me.
I looked around nervously, trying to find a calendar and a clock. I spotted a cell phone on the bedside table. I unwrapped one of my arms from my little
girl and reached for the phone.
I looked down at the phone in my hands, dumbfounded. This phone… This was my old phone that I’ve used 7 years ago… What’s going on? I quickly
the device to look for the calendar. And I saw…
The month was November 2013, and the day was the 15th. This date… It can’t be… so today was the darkest day in my life; today was the day my Yuri died.
I scanned the room and noticed that there were sunrays seeping through the curtains of my bedroom window. I felt hope beginning to surface in my
heart. Then… that means that Seobang is still… I felt my heart beating loudly against my chest. I looked at the time at the upper right corner of the screen.
It read, 4:34.
~O~
I was sitting on the couch in the living room and kept glancing at the clock, as I watched Yoona trying to color Mickey Mouse from her coloring book on the
carpet floor.
5:45, the clock read. I remembered this scene happening 7 years ago. The lone difference between the past and the present was that my focus was
not on my daughter, but instead, it was on the grandfather clock ticking. I was waiting for the call. 50 minutes left. My heart’s beginning to beat fast. Wait!
I think I'll call her! I immediately fetched for my phone on the coffee table in front of me to contact Yuri and warn her about what might happen.
I tried to ring her, only to hear... "The caller cannot be reached." Are you ing kidding me?! Yuri, you fool! Why is your phone turned off, for goodness sake?!
I huffed in frustration and had the impulse to hurl my phone away until I was reminded that I wasn't alone in the room.
“Umma, look!” An odd-looking Mickey Mouse was shoved into my face, snapping me back to reality. I almost scolded Yoona for startling me, but the
adorable sight of her made me bite my tongue.
“Isn’t Mickey pretty?” My daughter asked me with a toothy grin on her face, fully expecting the answer that she wanted. I instinctively smiled at her,
momentarily easing my anxious heart.
I chuckled at the ridiculous and bizarre new appearance of Mickey Mouse, “Yoong… Mickey is a man, and he’s supposed to be colored black. Why did
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