"I already wanted to end my life the day i knew about my heart disease.. " Suho said calmly while laying on the hospital bed

"But you came in and changed everything .. You made me feel that my life is worth living. and I am worth having.. "   the bed ridden guy  uttered as he run his weak fingers to his girlfriend's shivering hands

 "I want to live my life with you forever.. if time would just allow me.. but if not, i simply wish to spend my last hour, last minute, last second, last breath, last heartbeat with you in my arms" suho continued. He tried to get up and sit beside the love of his life but he failed and stumbled back in bed. 

Krystal started to water her eyes, she feels  pity for her boyfriend, it pains her to see her world breaking apart, in a bed, inside a hospital.

"just be strong please stay with me.. " she said as the tears escaped her eyes .. Suho lift his weak hand to wipe off her girlfriend's wet cheeks

d She started to cry as she grabbed the hand of her nearly dying boyfriend. She never had imagined that this will happen, that time is slowly killing and taking away from her   her boyfriend. her first love. the guy who stayed with her when the rest of the world turned their backs.

Suho pulled his girlfriend's hands and placed it at the top of his thin chest.. Krystal could even feel the bulging bones and ribs in his chest

suho stared at her eyes ..

"can you feel my heart?" suho uttered 

"It's weak right? .. Hah! I'm so weak.. I'm so sorry if your super hero is so weak.. " He said and  Chuckled

"My heart might be weak .. " He whispered "But not my love for you .. "  He continued as his eyes started to wet with tears

"Every heartbeat.. it's beating for you .. Even though it might stop anytime.. I will still love you.. I'm sorry if i will be the first one to leave

But.. I promise you, that i will watch you from here.. " he said and pointed at the ceiling 

"J-just .. bb-be.. S-strong o-okay.. ? " suho tried to complete his sentence despite of his dry and hard cough

The next thing happened  ....