My name is Moon Eun Ae. I'm 22 years old. I'm rich, but I have no parents. I do, but they don't love me. That's what I believe so. I have two sisters and one brother. None of them are close enough to talk to me whenever I need someone to talk with, except for my one and only brother. He's not our real brother though. He's our half brother. Our mother used to be an alcoholic, and she thinks she isn't anymore. I refuse to believe so. She conceived our brother when she still wasn't married to our father. Which concludes that my brother is our oldest brother. His name is Choi Dong Wook, also known as Seven of YG Entertainment.

He's a world famous korean singer. He's impressive, he has talent, all of my siblings have talent and I don't. I used to, but I decided to give up on my dreams. I'm the second oldest daughter in this house. My sisters are your typical chaebol daughters. They use our parent's money to shop, buy make up, buy cars, go to bars, and basically all the that you can buy around the world. How are we rich? Easy. My mother and father built their own company that holds different types of areas of work. Retails, restaurants, hotels, resorts, and many more. They even have their own supply of fire arms. All of us were trained to use those, even I, a crazy person, knows how to use it.

However, I can't get a hold of one, why? Because I'm a crazy person. My parents think so, even my sisters. But one person that gives me hope is my brother. He's always been there for me. When I need a shoulder to lean on, he's there. He tells me I'll get better soon, but I doubt it. I know I'm hopeless. 

What can I do? I just lie about my situation and pretend like everything is fine. I'm a good liar. I have painful and raging mood swings. I hit, punch, kick people who piss me off. The only person that can calm me down is my own brother. My parents don't even know how to calm me down. 

I'm a girl who needs a lot of attention, yet I have none of those.

I don't want any. My brother thinks I should get a boyfriend, but I don't want to.

To what? To get attention and sympathy? I don't want that . 

I don't want someone to love me just because I'm a hopeless . I never knew what love meant. I never loved anyone. I never had a first love. I never experienced puppy love, because ever since I was a child. I was always this cold, distant and hopeless girl that everybody in my family knew. The people of the outside world don't even know me. My parents refuse to introduce me because they think I'll harm their company. 

Honestly, I don't give a . It's not like I'm going to inherit the company anyway. 

But one thing that I don't understand is, why is Dong Wook oppa trying to get me out of the outside world when I don't even want to? I don't like interacting with people. They disgust me. Especially this one person that he introduced to me. He's disgusting that I want to puke when I see him. He's so conceited and full of himself. Don't get me wrong, he treats me nicely and all, but I don't like to be treated nicely. I would rather have someone treat me like than recieve sympathy from someone like him. 

I hate him.

I hate Kwon Jiyong. 

Author's note: Hi guys. Don't hate me. I know I'm starting another fiction.. And this is my 6th fan fic. I've been having these ideas and it would be truly a waste if I don't start writing them. :( So yeah. Forgive me for writing too much fan fics! Cope with me! LOL. Anyway. I hope you  guys like this. It has this eerie, hateful and hopless theme into it. I always take different approaches whenever I create a story. Just because I don't want to be repetitive. Anyway! Please support this too. :) 

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1st Fanfic: You Betrayed Me, You Regret It

2nd Fanfic: You Know Nothing

3rd Fanfic: My Long Lost Friend

4th Fanfic: The Vow

5th Fanfic: Vengeance

WARNING: Excessive cussing and inappropriate words. NO THOUGH. I'm bad at that.

Credits to sleep talking graphic shop for the amazing & awesome background+poster! ♥

Started on June 20, 2013, finished on May 8, 2014.