11 Vacant of Heart Completed!

Characters

DBSK, SUJU and others... [YunJae]

Description

Tittle: Vacant of Heart

Author: Kimbab ssi_김밥ღ

Genre: Drama, angst, romance, slice of life...

Length: Series

Character:

-          Jung Yunho

-          Kim Jaejoong

-          Kim Junsu

-          Park yoochun

-          Shim Changmin

-          Choi Siwon...and others (not much come out in the scene)

                      (Main Yunjae)

I'm not own any character in this fiction and also it’s purely fiction. The other character that not listed will appear depends on the storyline as it keeps going.

WARNING: This is BL story…which mean (Boys Love) just skip read it if any of you against this kind of story. I don’t want to put any bad feeling on others.

Here, come my first story…as my other fic ‘This clumsiness’ already end… So I just decided to continue my first 'stuck’ story that still unfinish! ^^ This story has been abandoned about two years by its lazy writer, and that's me of course. I decide to post it here and maybe for certain chapter will be change a little from the original one as I’m not really satisfied with my old writing style and the flows of the story a bit slipped from its main storyline... Pardon me.

I’m not use to provide summary in my fiction before as I always went straight with the flows of the chapters. But here I would like to summarize a bit about this one. ^_^

Summary:

Jung Yunho, the man which was always resilient and capable of bring people to relied on him had turned to be the one who was helpless, each days he remain in mourning for his late lover. His life had changed into this misery by one night incident. This made him still couldn’t awake from his dismal and darkness state, as he still been chased by the guiltiness and catastrophe of the past incident that had also brought him to lost his precious one, the one he dearly loved. With only one night, the entire life of him turned into a darkness. He lost to find any solace and happiness after the person who used to give him those colors of real life, was gone. Then he just lived as he's still breathing, he just stayed as he feels so, but his soul seemed nowhere in this world. So, he just ended up to go through this life with only a vacant heart…

Until one day, someone appeared in front of his door. The person totally looked like his precious one which he had been mourning over his death. But, this one… even he had the same look like the one he had longing for, there still have a differences between the two. This one with a black hair not blond one like his lover used to looked like, and his eyes was full of hatred toward him, not like the other one that used to gazing at him with eyes full of love.

What will happen when that person appeared from nowhere just only with one motive, as he had carried a hidden bluff within his sudden appearance to enervate and destroy the Jung Yunho which already in his crestfallen and dismal state. He had come on his trails with heart engraved by resentment for the other man, to seeking revenge on his identical twin brother's death. He believed the man was the main cause for his brother's death.

But, who knows... we only could carry out with a plan but what comes after is just beyond our control…

Foreword

*****

“I, just one person, just to you,
I'll be part of your beautiful world…”

You are my happiness…
You are my soul…
You are my heart beat…
You are everything in my life…

Isn't it sweet if someone you love slips out those words just for you.
That's what you love me to say for this long time right?
Then, where are you when I wanted to scream this entire out just for you?
When I really bad missing you…
I can’t even count how much tears that I had let it wasted because of you…
You've against our promises…
You leave me…

People always say that everyone are creates to form being a pair in this world, and it’s depends for the person to find it…
But sometimes destiny has carried the duty and makes it happens…
As the time passing by, they will face with difficulties during their lifetime together…
And then like almost people said, let the hard time to lead in your life…then the happiness will come after…
That what I belief for these past...
But now…what else I can hold onto? When all these prickled times we'd been through together did not been paid with the happiness that I hope for.

What become after…
Were all the darkness that I've go through without you be by my side…
I lost you…

What else I wanted in this life when the only one I had in this life, my precious one had been taken away from me…
I lost you…

I’m being haunted by the darkness, after…
I lost you…

Will you be back to me?
When I throw this question towards them…
The answers I always get… “Please wake up, don’t be crazy…”
I laugh to myself…because let myself become crazy like this, yes..crazy for you…
after…

I lost you…

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A/N: First phrase had been taken from ‘Love In The Ice Lyrics (YUNJAE LINE).

I just think that’s sweet!

CREDIT: changminXmc -- Thank you for this awesome poster again! ^__^

(Sunset Avenue)

[Sat, 13 Feb 09]
Kimbab ssi_김밥ღ

[Re-Post: 03 June 11]

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