Jonghyun entered the van that already waited for them at Incheon airport and took off his sunglasses. He his phone. Oraemaniya, phone... He already ignored his phone in this two weeks. Because CN Blue’s schedule in Japan was really thick. He even couldn’t sleep properly. Usually he slept for two or three hours a day, but in Japan he could only got one hour sleep a day. Good job, jjong. Your eyes already called panda-eyes but you made it became worst and worst... Since most of CN Blue’s times was spent for practice, he rare to turn on his phone. He just turned it on once, when he called his family. And finally he can turn it on now. There’s so many notifs entered as he turned his phone on. He read it all and opened the ktalk. He noticed that Yoona is still on ‘new friend’ list on his ktalk. Oh, I almost forgot that I already had her number... Should I contact her now? But what for? I—

“Kids, listen to your schedule today.” CN Blue’s manager said and made Jonghyun back from his mind-talking. He put back his phone to his bag and paid attention to the manager since he’s bad at remembering the schedule.

“You will perform at MBC show today. We can rest for two hours at dorm and go to MBC. After that, Jungshin must go to filming set and Jonghyun had another show at SBS.”

“What kind of show, hyung?” Jonghyun asked with husky voice. He’s very tired now. He only got some sleep on the flight and it’s not enough because he didint get sleep yesterday.

“You’ll perform there. Aish what are we going to do with your panda eyes?? It getting worst than usual...” the manager said worriedly to Jonghyun.

“Actually Jonghie hyung is always had panda-eyes, hyung. He never sleep more than two hours a day. So it’s normal to see your panda-eyes.” Jungshin chuckled. “But manager hyung was right. It’s getting worst, hyung. It because you sleep less than two hours around these days...”

“I’m not the only one who exhausted guys. You too...”

“Yes, but since you already got that eyes before, our eyes is not too worst like yours.” Yonghwa patted his arm. “By the way hyung, when will we go to London?”

“London??” Jonghyun asked bluntly. Everyone grimaced at him.

“Aish this kid, dont tell me you forget about this too? Did manager hyung already tell us about our concert in London?” Yonghwa patted Jonghyun’s head.

“Ah... Right...” Jonghyun finally remembered. “So when will we go?” he asked nonchalantly.

“I dont know what’s wrong with your memory about schedules, Jjong.” The manager sighed. “You’ll perform in London at Sept 22th. So we’ll head to there tomorrow. You’ll have two days for rehearsal time.”

“Seems like my dark circle is getting more just by hearing it...” Jonghyun mumbled and lowered his head.

"And not to mention about Arena Tour..." Yonghwa sighed. "Of course we're excited. But if we remember the time-after-concert... I really looks like a walking-zombie because of tiredness."

 

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SNSD Waiting Room

“There’s such a big uproar outside...” Sooyoung entered the room after back from toilet.

“Wae? What happened?” Fanny asked curiously.

“KARA, Secret and other girls group are talking about Jonghyun’s hairstyle. You must see them. They really like crazy fangirls...”

“Actually all of us were just like them too when we saw him...” Fanny giggled.

“But we didnt yell crazily in corridor just like them, unnie...”  Sooyoung rolled her eyes. “Pity them, because Jonghyun is on our side...”

“Since when Jonghyun oppa is on our side?” Yoona asked, didnt understand what did Sooyoung mean.

“Well, since he will become our future brother-in-law...” Taeyeon replied and giggled with each other. Made Yoona blushed.

“Aish... dont be shy, Yoong. We all knew it...” Yuri hugged her. “You even couldnt stop smiling when you’re back from Japan... and even that muffler, you really took good care of it...”

“Aish, unnie, stop it!” Yoona nagged and pouted. Fortunately, the staffs suddenly called SNSD to do rehearsal. Yoona exhaled in relief. Thank you so much, the staff ahjussi! You saved me.

 

**********

“Oppa!!” Yoona waved to Jonghyun happily as CN Blue finally down from the stage. Jonghyun waved her back while bowed politely to other girl groups who were surrounding and congratulating him like crazy fangirls. She smiled when she saw Jonghyun finally approached her. Omo! Omo! I’m melting! Cincca!! He looks mooooore hot than the photo this morning.

“DAEBAK, GUYS!” SNSD praised when CN Blue finally approached them. (let's skip the part of SNSD members praised about Jonghyun's new hairstyle hihihi ^^ ). The four boys bowed politely and said thankyou. Jonghyun looked at Yoona and smiled. “How are you?”

“I’m fine as usual.” Yoona answered happily. But she suddenly noticed about Jonghyun’s appearance. “Oppa! You looks very exhausted!” she said in concerned tone. His panda-eyes are really getting worst.

“When we’re at Japan, Jonghie hyung only slept less than two hours everyday...” Jungshin complained as he heard Yoona’s concerned tone.

Yoona crossed her arms and looked directly towards Jonghyun. “Why did you do something bad for your health??”

“But it’s my normal sleep-ho—“

“ANII!!” Yonghwa cutted his words. “Your normal sleep-hour is two or three hours in a day. But these days it became less...”

“Hyung...” Jonghyun sighed and looked at his hyung, but Yonghwa just grinned innocently with that ‘i’m telling the truth’ looks on his face.

“Oppa! Are you trying to kill yourself???”

“It’s not like that. How come I tried to kill myself...” Jonghyun giggled as he heard Yoona’s words. “Dont put a gloomy face like that... Or should I lied down here right now? To take some rest? To erase your gloomy face?” he said playfully.

Yoona couldnt help but finally smiled upon his joke. Jonghyun laughed in relief as he saw Yoona’s face became bright again. “Seems like you like the ‘I lied down here’ idea?”

“Yes. Should I take a pillow for you?” Yoona grinned cutely. Jonghyun patted her head and smiled.

“YOONG!! Ppalli we have to perform now!” Yuri’s voice suddenly made Yoona became aware about the situation. Aish why I lost my attention to other when you were near me? “Ddeh unnie!” she yelled and ran towards the other members. “Oppa! See you later!” she turned her head and waved to Jonghyun.

“Ddeh. Fighting!” Jonghyun made a fighting gesture and smiled.

“Can we watch SNSD's perform??” Jungshin asked but his hyungs dragged him to waiting room.

“Didnt you remember what manager hyung said? We must leave after this perform because our next schedule! Ppalli!” Yonghwa ordered although he’s a bit sad too because he couldnt watch Seohyun’s perform.

“Just watch the broadcast later...” Jonghyun said nonchalantly. “Kaja!”

 

 

SBS Building

Jonghyun out from one of SBS studio while stretching his body. So tired... He just finished his personal schedule and had to go home alone. It because he felt sorry to his tired manager, so he offered to go to SBS alone so the manager could rest at home. Beside, he only perform one song and he could leave after that.

Jonghyun walked towards the cafetaria. Better to buy some snacks before I left. He entered the cafetaria and noticed someone familiar who was sitting there alone. “OH? Yoona?”

Yoona, who was sitting there after finished her schedule and felt thirsty so she went to cafetaria, turned her head to Jonghyun and her eyes became wider as she noticed who was calling her name. She stood up right away and approached Jonghyun. “Oppa! You were here too? Right after MBC show???” she asked surprisingly.

“Ddeh. How about you? When I left MBC, SNSD was still on stage.” Jonghyun asked confusedly.

“I went to here right after our perform too, oppa. And my schedule here just for one segment so I finished as soon.” She explained. “Are you alone, oppa?”

“Ddeh.” Jonghyun nodded. “Seems like we are in the same situation.” Jonghyun said as he saw there’s no one except Yoona and some people on the other seat.

“Yes, I’m alone too. Uhm, let’s talk later oppa. Just buy yours, first.” Yoona pointed at the nearest seat. “I’ll wait you there.”

Jonghyun nodded and started to choose the menu while Yoona was waiting him on that seat. Jonghyun finally approached her while bringing his caramel macchiato.

“What are you doing here while eating? Waiting for your manager?” Jonghyun asked as he sat in front of Yoona.

Yoona shook her head. “Actually I’m a bit thirsty after that show filming. So I went here. Manager oppa couldnt pick me up. So I just go back by taxi later. How about you oppa?”

“I just dropped in here, from the MBC show and my manager left a car for me since I said that I’ll go home alone so they can rested at home. The managers were really tired these days...” he explained. “And since I’m here, let me send you home.”

“Andwae! Look at you, oppa. You looks so tired. You must go home faster.” She denied it.

Jonghyun smiled. “And let you went home alone? What kind of man am I?” he patted Yoona’s head gently when he saw that Yoona still looks worried. “Or should I go by taxi? And let you drive the car?” he said jokingly. Yoona couldnt help but smiled as she heard his joke.

Tsk! Again. Everytime we meet, you ALWAYS like this. Being a truly gentleman. You must stopped this or all girls will crazy because of loving you...

You always worried about me... Every little thing about my health, you always can noticed it. And I feel good with it. I mean... When you took care of me, I just feel... warm? I dont know what I’m feeling actually... but it’s not a bad feel. It’s a good feel... so good feel...

*****

Jonghyun drove the car while Yoona sitting quietly beside him. Actually not quiet, Yoona was searching something on GPS because they decided to have a dinner first before went home. ‘Dinner together’ already made Yoona’s heart thumped crazily when Jonghyun asked her.

“How about this one, oppa? I ever have a lunch there with my sister and their pork rib soup is so good...” Yoona gave a suggestion while pointing at GPS.

Jonghyun glanced at the GPS and nodded. In 15 minutes, they arrived at the restaurant. Fortunately, Yoona knew the owner so they can get a private room for their safety from public. The restaurant's concept is traiditonal. So there’s no chair or something. Just a table in each room. They entered one of VIP room and ordered the food.

 

 

“Oh, I’m so full!” Jonghyun said as they finished the food. Yoona nodded in agreement. After they ate the main dish, the dessert is placed on the table. The waitress served some fruits and puddings. And she turned to Jonghyun and Yoona and asked politely.. “Do you need something while you’re resting and enjoying the dessert, Lee Jonghyun ssi? Im Yoona ssi?”

“Oppa, do you need something? They even can lend you a guitar here...” Yoona asked to Jonghyun.

Jonghyun suddenly sitting straightly. “Oh? Cincca?”

“Ddeh. Many customer always need some instruments when they had a gathering here. May I take one for you, sir?”

“Ddeh. Please.” Jonghyun said enthusiastically. Actually there’s a guitar in his car but since he’s being offered so let just use it.

In five minutes, the waitress back with an accoustic guitar. Jonghyun and Yoona said thanks politely to the waitress before she left the room.

“Do you want to play, oppa?” Yoona looks anticipated while her elbow leaning on the table and her hands is on her cheeks.

“Should I?” Jonghyun asked and smiled to Yoona. “What song do you want to hear?”

“Uhm... anything... ballad song, please?” she smiled cutely.

Jonghyun nodded and strumming his guitar softly. He sang Love Note. Song by Ailee.

 

All day I keep getting a fever

Dont know why I’m like this

When you smile at me

When you pass by me

 

My heart keeps beating

Dont know, I get happy

I think I’ll know a little, a little

Love, Love, I call it Love

 

That first feeling of love

I’m getting happy, my heart is trembling

Each things is making me sweeter

I’m flying in that sky

 

I just fall in love

I smile and smile

My love, my love has come

Like a dream, it softly comes to me

We are in love

 

The sunlight is so warm

Dont know I’m all smiles

Now, Now It think I know

Love, Love I call it love

 

Yoona’s eyes locked at him while he’s singing. Am I dreaming or what? Seeing you were singing in front of me. Just two of us... And you’re singing one of my favorite song. And... we looked each other. Truthfully I’m very nervous and embarassed but I couldnt avoided your sharp but soft eyes. I can feel the emotion of that song when you sing it. You know, your voice really can make girls heart melted in a second. Just like me... She smiled when Jonghyun smiled to her while singing the reff part. Oh, that lyric... am I feeling the same? But... aish... Love? That lyric is too straight for me. I dont think that Love is resemble my feeling right now. Yoona tried to deny the ‘love’ words and continued to enjoy the song. Oh... My heart is really thumping like crazy but feel very blissful at the same time. How can you made me so uncontrolled like this? It is my dream too. Someone who has a sweet voice is singing for me, only for me... and you’re the first guy who realize my dream, for two times...

 

It’s my first time singing for a girl only. It’s you... I usually kinda awkward to sing a serenade for a girl. It’s different if I sing for the fans. But you... you could make me sing without feeling awkward or anything. It just flow like this. And I feel relaxed when I’m singing for you. And even when you’re smiling to me, I got that warm feeling again in my heart...

 

“Woah! Daebak! It sooooo good!” Yoona clapped happily as Jonghyun finished the song. “It’s my first time to listen this song in male version. And it’s really good... I wonder if I can sing so good like you, oppa... and Ailee too...”

Jonghyun smiled warmly. “You’re already a great singer... Well, want another song?”

“Ddeh!” Yoona clapped enthusiastically. “But eat this first. It’s good for recovered your stamina.” Yoona feed him a slice of banana without realizing what is she doing. She just finally realised when she saw Jonghyun was looking at the banana. “Ah. Mian oppa...” she looks very embarassed and about to take back her hand but Jonghyun stopped it and eat that banana by fork that Yoona was holding. He smiled as he saw Yoona’s face became more blushed.  

“What are you apologizing for? It didnt seem like you’re going to give me a poison...” Jonghyun laughed calmly and patted her head. “Gomawo...”

Yoona tried to recover her blushed face and nodded. How can you be so calm like that, Lee Jong Hyun? I even can die because of embarassed right now but you still know how to recover it. And you know how to make it not become too cheesy. Because I didnt like something very cheesy. You always know how to make me feel better...

Jonghyun looked at his watch. It already 9 PM. “I really want to play another song but I guess we must leave now. I’m afraid your sisters will scold me if I sent you at midnight...”

“Ddeh, oppa.” She then followed after Jonghyun paid for their dinner and went in the car.

 

 

“I heard CN Blue will hold an Arena Tour in Japan soon, oppa?” Yoona asked while they’re on the way to SNSD’s dorm.

“Ddeh. It will start next month. Actually we’re back to Korea just for today’s schedule...” Jonghyun replied while driving.

“So you’ll go to Japan tomorrow?” Yoona asked curiously.

“Anii. We’ll take a flight to London tomorrow. Our concert there will hold at 22th this month...”

Yoona sighed quietly. You’re going again? Tsk... I thought you back to Korea for take some rest before your Arena Tour started... But... Yoong, why you acted like this? Isnt it good if CN Blue was busy with their schedule? It means their popularity are becoming increased more and more... Why you feel gloomy? Jonghyun even is not your boyfriend. Why if you’re apart for such a long time with him? It didnt seems like he’ll miss you like you did...

Jonghyun stopped the car as he saw the traffic light was red. He glanced at Yoona, who was sitting quietly while looking outside the window. Hm? Why your face suddenly looks gloomy like that? Did I say something wrong? Or did something bothered and made you disappointed? If it like this, then what’s that? “Yoona...” he called in soft tone.

Yoona turned her head and looked at Jonghyun. “Ddeh?” she replied weakly. Sigh... I couldnt hold my sudden gloomy feeling...

“What’s wrong? Did I say something that hurt you?” Jonghyun asked in concerned tone. Please dont put a gloomy face like that... I feel sad just by seeing you like this...

Yoona was going to answer but suddenly their car being klaxoned by other cars behind because the traffic light already turned into green without he noticed. Jonghyun immediately handle the wheel and started to drive again. But he didnt follow GPS instruction. He turned the car to other way and stopped at near the Han River, which is a bit quiet tonight because of a sudden rain right now.

“Oh? It’s Han River. What are we doing here?” Yoona, who just being lost in her mind a while ago, just realized that the car stopped. She stared at Jonghyun confusedly.

Jonghyun pulled off his belt and stared to Yoona. “Can you tell me what happened? Why your face turned into gloomy so sudden? Did I do something that made you hurt? Or what?” he asked worriedly.

“I—I” Yoona stuttered with Jonghyun’s question. How can I tell you that I’m suddenly feeling gloomy upon heard your words? How can I tell you that I always feels gloomy everytime we’re apart. Dont you know that you ALWAYS come to my mind everytime? And today I’m very happy to spend a whole day with you but suddenly I heard about your thick, very thick schedule... I dont know what I’m feeling right now... I’m happy that you’ll hold a tour concert. Of course I’m happy... but at the same time, I feel gloomy... it’s like we couldnt meet for about a month or more... This two weeks already made me crazy and it will be longer?? Yoona sighed. “I... Mian oppa, I cannot say it...” she avoided Jonghyun’s eyes. You must be annoyed with my answer, right? Mian oppa... I really couldnt tell you...

Jonghyun stared at Yoona for some minutes while Yoona still avoiding his eyes. Then he exhaled a breath softly. “Why you’re saying sorry to me?” he asked in very soft tone. “Of course you have your privacy. Not all of thing can be shared to others. It’s normal... Dont feel bad towards me. I’m the one who must said sorry because I’m too curious...”

“Anii!!” Yoona denied it quickly. Why you’re being a truly gentleman again and AGAIN? “You didnt do anything wrong oppa. It’s my fault. My mood suddenly changed, not knowing the time... I’m so childish...” she scolded herself. “Mianhae, oppa...”

“Ok, let’s stop with that ‘sorry’ words. It wont ended until one of us gave up for saying it.” He smiled warmly. “Since you said that your mood is kinda not good right now, how about if I did something to make it became good again?”

“Oppa...” Yoona lost her words. It’s even not your fault why you sacrificed again? AGAIN? “Oppa, andwae. I’m fine. Cincca... Don’t mind me... i’m fine now...” she tried to smile at Jonghyun.

“Dont pretend to be happy suddenly...” Jonghyun laughed and patted her head gently. “Just wait for me, here. I’ll back in some minutes.” He smiled and out from the car before Yoona can asked and stopped him. Yoona just looked at him worriedly inside the car when he out and walked to somewhere. Aish... fortunately his jacket had a hoodie to put on at raining like this...

After ten minutes, Jonghyun back and entered the car. His jacket already soaked by the rain. But seems like he didnt care. He handed a paper bag that being covered by plastic to Yoona, who still looks puzzled.

“Oppa, what is this?”

“Just open it.” Jonghyun replied and smiled.

Yoona followed his words and opened it curiously. She squealed as she saw three boxes of imported premium chocolates from that paperbag. “Oppa! Where did you buy this????” she asked surprisingly.

“Well... actually I want to buy an ice cream for you. But it’s raining right now. It wont be good to eat ice cream at this weather. And I knew there’s chocolates shop right there. So I just went there to get one for you...” he smiled. “Do you like it?”

“OF COURSE!!” Yoona’s face brightened up and she smile blissfully while holding the box tightly. “Oppa, gomawo... jeongmal gomawoyo...”

“Daenghida...” Jonghyun smiled happily but suddenly Yoona squealed once again. “Wae??” he asked worriedly.

“OPPA! Look at YOURSELF! Your jacket is wet!!” she just realized about Jonghyun’s condition. “It because you’re walking in the rain! Why you didnt use umbrella or something? I bet there’s one in this car!!” she said worriedly. “Took off your jacket oppa. You might catch a cold if you still wearing that.”

Jonghyun followed her order diligently and took off the jacket. Yoona hang the wet jacket on her seat and helped him to wear his dark blue coat, that Jonghyun used before when he was recording show in SBS. Then she took the tissues and wiped the waterdrops on Jonghyun’s face. She just realized what is she doing when her hand accidentally touched Jonghyun’s forehead. Her mind suddenly got blank. She just frozen in her position, with her eyes locked on Jonghyun’s sharp eyes, which is starring at her eyes directly. They frozen in that situation for some minutes until Jonghyun finally left out a little laughter.

“Did someone press a pause button of yourself right now?” he asked playfully.

Yoona taken aback with blushed face. Fortunately the muffler can covered her cheeks a bit so she hoped that Jonghyun wont noticed it. Aish stupid stupid!! Why you did the same act for two times, yoong??? First, that ‘feeding him’ and now... Aish so embarassing!!! Why you couldnt do it properly? If you acted like this, he might think that you’re kinda strange...

“Aniiya... it justt... it just...”

“Ara. Thanks for helping me. Gomawo...” he cutted Yoona’s words and smiled gently. Then he turned the car on and started to drive again casually, like there’s no-something-awkward happened before. “Let’s go home...”

Yoona exhaled in relief and nodded. See? You really know how to make me feel good in a second. You know that I wasn’t able to reply your words properly so you handled it... Stop it Lee Jong Hyun. Or else, you will see I’m falling for you...

 

 

 

“Oppa, annyeong. Have a safe drive.” Yoona waved when Jonghyun sent her until the dorm’s front door. Jonghyun waved back and entered the elevator. Yoona entered the dorm with smile on her face. Sooyoung, Hyoyeon, Fanny and Yuri were watching a SBS show in living room when they noticed the smiled-Yoona.

“Where are you from with Jonghyun?” Yuri blurted out, made Yoona surprised.

“Unnie, how did you know that I’m with Jonghyun?”

“Oh, so it’s really Jonghyun!” Yuri clapped happily as she succeed made Yoona caught into her trap. “Manager oppa just said that you told him that you met a friend there and he or she will sent you home...” Yuri giggled with others as Yoona turned into blushed face. “So where did you go?”

“We just have a dinner and went home. Nothing special in it...” Yoona answered. Pretending to be nonchalantly.

“Actually you hoped that there will be something special happened, right?” Sooyoung .

“Yya! Of course not...” Yoona pouted.

Suddenly Hyoyeon noticed that Yoona is holding a paperbag. “Bwueya?” she asked and pointed at the paperbag.

Yoona followed Hyoyeon’s point and realised that she was holding that paperbag with chocolate from Jonghyun.

“Omo! It’s chocolate!!” Fanny squealed as Yoona took out the three boxes from that paperbag. “Look so yummmmmmyy!!!”

“Give me one! Ppalli!!” Sooyoung’s hand looks ready to receive one.  

“Me too!!” Hyoyeon, Fanny and Yuri shouted in unison.

“Aish... it’s only three. Beside, these are for me...” Yoona pouted and hold her chocolates childishly. Jonghyun oppa bought for me... ONLY FOR ME.

“Aishhh... this girl! Those are three boxes! Just give us some!” Yuri said impatiently. “Since when you’re being stingy towards your sisters???”

“Arasseo!!” Yoona pouted and handed a box to her four-loudly-sisters. They accepted it happily. But Sooyoung still nagged. “Yya! You still have two. Give us one box more...”

“Aishh... ssiroo!!” Yoona pouted and hold the boxes tightly. “I’ll eat and share with you later!!” she entered her room while still holding her chocolates. Her sisters looked at her with confused face.

“I guess this chocolate was important for her. She didnt act like that normally....” Yuri mumbled while eating the chocolate happily.

“By any chance, are these from Jonghyun? Because she acted the same with that phonestrap...” Fanny suddenly found a right reason.

“Mm... RIGHT!” Hyoyeon nodded enthusiastically. “It must be from Jonghyun. That’s why she looks hesitated when we asked her to share...” she laughed. “Aigoo... so childish...”

“Yeay! Love Jonghyun and his chocolate!!” Sooyoung yelled while eating the chocolate. “Mian, Yoong. But we can’t help since this is soooo good!!” she yelled and giggled with the others.

Yoona put her bag on the table and lied down on her bed, ignored her sisters who were yelling happily outside. Why my heart is still thumping like crazy right now? Especially when I remember about those two ‘accidents’ . Aish it so embarassed... He must think that I have a strange personality... aish aish... but... he really really really gentle... he knew how to make me feel good again after being blushed and embarassed so many times because my stupid act. He really knew how to make me feel good... Did I already warned you, Lee Jong Hyun? Dont act too gentle! Or I’ll fall for you... aish!

 

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done again hehe...

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see you next chapter. (actually I want to post this chapter in this morning, but my conncection is having a problem. it just getting normal again just now. mianhae for the long waiting *hopefully you're waiting for this story hehe* )

 

*COUNTING DOWN FOR BLUEMOON IN BEIJING... burning souls will spread the jjongasm hehehe...