Purging Kim Jongin

Description

A KaiSoo fic in which Jongin is an overworked danseur with a bitter personality and a whole mess of problems, and Kyungsoo just might be the innocent optimism he needs to regain his sanity. 

 

 

Inspired by Justin Timberlakes "Blue Ocean Floor"

Graphic by Katy13 <3

Foreword

It’s early January, a few weeks before his birthday, when Jongin finds himself wandering aimlessly through the night. His hot breath rises in front of him, visible by the street lights that line the sidewalk. Snow falls softly, crunching under his feet. His eyes are fixed on his shiny, black shoes as he trudges along, step after step, letting his feet take him anywhere. Jongin doesn't know what lies beyond the corner, and he doesn't want to know. He doesn't like thinking, or asking questions. Because asking questions leads to answer you don't want to hear, and eventually you break all over again. 

 

But what he finds just beyond this corner is something different. Something b with light and goodness. Something gentle and soft, and everything Jongin could never even hope to be. Something Jongin desperately needs, and he knows it. The question is, will he accept it? 

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bubblegum365 #1
Chapter 8: Beautiful ㅠㅠ
paintedDaisy
#2
This story is always gonna be my all time fave
kfnye98
#3
Chapter 8: This story was freaking beautiful from beginning to end! I love it! ❤❤
thisishell
#4
Chapter 2: LMAOOO. ..jongin ..hahahahah. .what he did in that shower , only two awkward meetings and few word's exchanged and he just ..lolololol
berry_dlight
#5
Chapter 8: This is so beautiful T_T
runlater676 #6
Chapter 8: T_T cried every chapter
anneber
#7
Chapter 6: WAIT A MINUTE!!!! WE will be free?? WE????? What is Soo hiding??
anneber
#8
Chapter 6: I wish Kyungsoo would hold ME like that......#jealousbuthappy
FurryConfetti
#9
I've read this story before and now I come back again. I honestly love this
shihyuks
#10
Chapter 8: this story was truly a gem. hurt/comfort fics are always a soft spot for me and you nailed it with kai's characterization. your portrayal of him was very realistic and exactly something that i've been looking for in kaisoo fanfiction. it's so rare to find one that's centric around one person's character development and thought process rather than just narrating facts and feelings. you really managed to allow us to feel what ji was going through and it pained me so much and i loved it so much hughghh. i loved the fact that i felt so frustrated when kai was had his solution in front of him but couldn't reach out in fear of destroying his only source of hope and the hesitance/tension between both soo and ji had me on my seat the entire time. i literally screamed at their first kiss bc it'S SO difficult to make scenes like those emotional and heavy with love without making it cheesy, and the atmosphere and mood really led up to that moment was honestly perfect and i was extremely satisfied ty somuch. soo's character still remains an enigma to me though and i'm really curious as to see what it would have been like from his point of view, and if he had experienced something similar to ji in order to be able to empathize with him. i'll definitely be checking out your other works thanks so much for a great read :)