[At the airport]

 

 

I really want to tell him my feelings. It feels like I am going to explode anytime soon. I really like him but I am not expecting that he likes me too. I am literally out of his league. OK  I admit. I am expecting that he likes me to but just a bit. ^^

 

 

 

"Liza pack your things we will go to CN Blue's concert after 20 minutes" Athea said as she cling her arm to her boyfriend, Hong. 

 

 

These lovers are making me jealous. -____- They are playing with each other's hands. 

 

 

"YAH! You Two! Stop that!” I scolded them and look away

 

“You’re just jealous. Kkkk~” Hong said as he back hug Athea

 

“You two looks like you will not see each other again. Hong! Ya! Athea will go to Korea next week right?” I ask him but he seems to be busy talking with Athea.

 

I push both of them and then they realize that I am talking to them “Wae?? What? I thought you two will go together to visit us at Korea??” he ask me but his eyes are still glued to Athea

 

“Ne~ we will go together for Korea, she is just emotional seeing both of us. She’s just jealous! KKKK~” Athea tease me as she pick up Hong’s guitar

 

“Liza-ah! You don’t have any plan on telling Heo what you feel? Look almost all of knew about it except Heo” Hong said as he prepare himself to play a song for Athea

 

“Can’t handle you two anymore. I’m going to Blair unnie” I leave them and Hong starts to play ‘I’m Yours’ by Jason Mraz to Athea.

 

 

“Pfft! Good for you Athea!” I hissed as I am walking towards Star unnie, Blair unnie and Regina.

 

“LIZAA-AAAAHH!! Come here come here!!! Taste this velvet cake. This is so good!!” Blair unnie shouts at me from the moment that she saw me walking towards them.

 

“Unnie, you’re eating again?” I ask her

 

 

“She said that she’s already hungry after pigging out the sandwich and iced latte” Star unnie said who is eating velvet cake too.

 

 

I sit in the middle of Regina and Star unnie and in front of Blair unnie. I drop my bag on the floor and put my elbow on the table and rest my chin to my hands.

 

“Yah~ eat this!” Blair unnie said as she shove spoonful of velvet cake to my face.

 

I eat it and then look around. I keep on sighing and looking around the airport. Hoping to see Heo and then when my gaze turn into the glass door I saw him. I saw Heo standing in front of the mirror checking on himself. as usual. hahah  

 

 

"Liza-ah! He will never know that you like him if you will just stare at him like that!" Regina said and push me towards Heo. Blair unnie also help Regina to push me to Heo. 

 

 

"Faster! Talk to him!" Star unnie said and continue eating her velvet cake. 

 

 

Blair unnie and Regina are half dragging me towards Heo. 

 

 

"Yah~ Heo oppa, can Liza talk to to you for a while?" Regina ask Heo who is sitting in front of the mirror. 

 

 

"yeah sure! Hi Liza" his smile almost melt me. please, do that again and I will punch you straight on your face. 

 

 

"hello oppa~" I can't look straight into his eyes. it feels like I am going to melt if I will look into him. 

 

 

"So, I heard that you and Athea will go to Korea next week. Hope to see you there. We will tour you there just like you did to us" he said. I am staring at his face but when he looks at me I look away,. I AM SO SHY. 

 

 

"Uhmm. yes. we will go to korea next week. At Masan to be exact" 

 

 

"Jinjja? You're not going to Seoul?? We can tour you at Masan if that's the case" he said with an exciting tone "We can also go with you with our favorite restaurants same as you did to us" 

 

 

"Sure~.. hmmmm" Should I tell him now?? How?

 

 

"So, you're going to tell me something? Right?" 

 

 

"hmm. Yes. I am going to tell you that I really like you.... I like you oppa" I look at the floor and cover my face due to embarrassment. I know that he will tell me that he doesn't like me.

 

 

It feels like my heart will explode. I said it. I finally said it. I told him that I like him. My soul will be at ease. I am OK with this now. I don't care if he like or unlike me. My main goal is to tell him what I feel. 

 

 

"uhhmmm" he murmurs

 

 

"Please don't say anything. I know that our feelings are not mutual at all. I just want to tell you this that's all nothing more nothing less. I want to tell you this before you leave Philippines" I grab my bag at the floor and stand up without looking at him. "oppa annyeong!" 

 

 

I start to walk away from him. That is the only thing I want to tell him my feelings. He doesn't respond so I conclude that he doesn't like me back.

 

 

I walk away, first step..... second step away from him... third...... forth... forth... fifth.

 

 

I look to my unnies and friends who are waiting for me.

 

 

walk

 

walk

 

walk

 

walk

 

walk

 

 

My friends look worried I think they knew that Heo oppa doesn't like me back

 

 

"Yah! Liza-ah~" Heo oppa shouts my name.

 

 

I am STUNNED.

 

 

It is the first time that he calls me by my name. It feels like I am floating away to cloud 9. It sounds like a trumpet being played by an angel.

 

 

"Liza-ah!" he calls my name again and at this moment I look back at him.

 

 

He is looking straight to my eyes with a serious face. "Waeyo?"

 

 

"Can you please say it again?" he ask me

 

 

"Wae?"

 

 

"Please~" he look around 

 

 

I am shock when I notice that almost almost all of her batch mates are looking to us. They are waiting and watching what will happen next. 

 

 

I take a deep sigh

 

 

"Heo oppa~ I like you. I really like you" I blurted out with my eyes close

 

 

Heo oppa chuckles. I look at him and he turn around to look at the people who is watching us. 

 

 

Is he having fun of my feelings? I didn't expect that he will have with me. 

 

 

He walk closer to me and hold my shoulders. At first, I didn't look at him because I am embarrassed but he made me look at him. 

 

 

I look at his unblemished face, his perfect skin, very white skin, his dark brown eyes that totally captured me when I am looking at it, his nose that perfectly fit with his face and his red lips. 

 

 

He is staring at me, feels like I am going to swoon anytime soon because this is the first time that he stares at me like this. 

 

His eyes smile at me and his lips start to form a bright smile "Look into my eyes and say it again"

 

I like you oppa~" I did what I have told. I say it again but now I am looking into his eyes.

 

 

He smiles at me and rub my shoulders "Liza-ah, nado~"