Destiny Love (Iris OST) and Rain Sound

Author's Note:

Play it at the same time to add more feelings if you want. I don't know why, but I was so inspired when I made this chapter. I hope you will like this one as much I liked writing and re-reading it a couple of times. haha. ^^

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Eun Joo

It’s over.

 “I am…” I cried and cried. My own friend left me, my own neighbours at my apartment told me hurtful words and accused me about what happened to Mr. Kwon and I remembered what my friend’s ex-boyfriend told me. “I hate myself... my life. Everything...”

“You should disappear in this world.”

“You’re a monster!”

“No one even knows you exist.”

“Yes, I heard yells from her room that night.”

“Mr. Kwon went into her room last night. I saw him. I think it’s the last place he went before he died.”

“When it comes to her, something bad always happen. It’s because she’s always alone. I told you there’s something about her. She will not have that tattoo for nothing.”

I keep clutching onto my chest hard. Wanted to erase the pain I’m feeling inside. I know that the pain I’m feeling, there’s no cure for it. Like a disease that is slowly taking my life away. It’s breaking me into thousand pieces. I’m chocking on my own tears and can’t even walk evenly.

The sky is mourning with me. The rain is very hard, I’m drenched but it doesn’t matter. The sound of the thunder is just making me feel worse. My tears were mixing up with the rain. Warm and cold water in my cheeks.

Walking lifelessly along the street, I’m letting my feet drag me anywhere.

I want to end my life. I don’t want to feel anything now. I want to die.

I climbed up the rooftop of a tall building. The only solution I could think of is this. My tears streaming down my cheeks I can feel the warm water dripping down my cheeks, but my eyes were dark and empty. I can’t feel anything besides the pain in mychest. “This is such a cruel world.”

A tear fell once more.

Without thinking twice, I stepped and let my body fall from the tall building.

I am going to die. This is better. I want to die. No one will even notice I died. I could feel the wind my face and my hair flying. All I could hear is the wind gushing in my ears, I can feel the raindrops hitting my face as I near the ground.

I’m just waiting for that hard ground that will kill me.

I can’t take this feeling anymore.

It’s taking me really slow for my death. While my eyes were closed, a bright light flashed just in front of me.

My eyes fluttered open and to my shock, a guy is falling the same as me. Same speed, same direction. Both were upside down but our faces were just inches away from each other. He’s not even drenched unlike me.

My free fall became slower than I expected. Am I dreaming?! Who is this guy?

His eyes were clos