Seriously, I hate this new look...really...

Anyway, it's been a while and almost 3 months I'm taking a break from writing, not that because I'm getting boring with writing but because working at my family business, so please cut me some slack if you found this story getting boring...

Please? Pretty please?

Happy reading everyone!!

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Taecyeon couldn’t come to filming today since his schedule must force him to goes back at Japan. But Jessica still stays at MT area for filming or whatever their managers do. Of course Jessica couldn’t get close with Yuri since her managers are here.

So they just enjoy the water while watching family playing around the lake. Some goes fishing, some goes swimming, and some goes sunbathing. Why the fans calm like this? Because they want to give their idol relaxing times before their hectic comeback schedule.

“WOOOOOWWWWW!!!!!” Yoona roaring loudly before diving into cold water, Yuri is just right behind her and dragging Taeyeon and Sooyoung with her. Sooyoung grabs Hyoyeon collar and dragging her along too.

Because of Yoona loud screaming Seohyun who read book just close her book and look at Yoona and smiles to her, she actually know Yoona who just awkwardly with blushing face smiles back to Seohyun.

 “Let’s have team chicken fights!!!” suddenly Yuri shouts.

“The loser team must cook ramyun and rice for today!!! Using their own money!!” Yoona add the rule, before she could ask someone else become her partner, Yuri already grabs her and hug Yoona.

“Where are you going? You are with me dear!” before Yoona could say anything to refuse Yuri, but Yuri already whispering this to her. “If you want your Seohyun, you must impress her and make her jealous with our chemistry! If you do it, she might notice you! I even volunteer to be your fake girlfriend to make Seohyun jealous! Do your acts if you want her to notice you!”

It didn’t even take long for Yoona to hug Yuri like koala, “Sure, I’m with my darling Yuri then!!”

“Wait!! I don’t have any partner and I’m not going to be judge here!!!” Taeyeon is looking around and found her alone, since Sooyoung and Hyoyeon partnering.

“Taetae!! I’m playing with you!!” Tiffany already went to Taeyeon side and hugging Taeyeon, since they’re in same company of course their fans know their good relationship.

The whole game, Yoona act really clingy even more severe than Yuri could thinks. This Yoona really fool in love with Seohyun then that make her unable to think anything straight.

I mean, who will use jealousy attack these days to make someone notice you?

Yoona will do anything, anything to make Seohyun notice her. She even kisses Yuri on the corner or Yuri lips when their team wins the battle, since Yoona seem okay with kissing Yuri just like that making them looks like they often kissing each other without any awkwardness.

Jessica of course watch the whole scene just balled her fist.

Last night Yuri didn’t even come to her bungalow, “Unnie did you waiting for someone?” Seohyun ask her when she arrives at bungalow. Jessica sits at the living room and with eye full with excitement and hope.

“Yes, I’m waiting for Yuri…”

Seohyun nods her head innocently, “Ah, Yuri-ssi! I just watch her with very beautiful girl alone at her tents from bathroom! They very friendly even more than friends could get, she’s must be Yuri-ssi best friend forever!”

Jessica raised her eyebrow, “What do you mean?”

“Ah, I mean because that girl hugging Yuri-ssi when they meet each other! But don’t worry unnie, they hug in very friendly gesture and nothing more than that…maybe since it’s dark out there! But that pretty girl…she must be the Innisfree CF star!”

Is this the girl that Seohyun see? She indeed beautiful but Yuri, you couldn’t do this to me!

Jessica is just glaring at Yuri who didn’t even care about Jessica. Yuri even hugging Yoona tight enough that make her almost choking Yoona neck. She knows that Jessica already furious enough with Yuri act, since Yuri didn’t even show up last night and all.

Using someone like Yoona is all-kill because Yoona indeed pretty so it will put extra to Yuri plan, not to mention Yoona really all-out for this fake-affection now.

“Is friend doing that kind of things with friends too? They more like lover in love instead of normal friends…no, don’t think something weird now” Seohyun innocently mumble that words to Jessica. She makes it look like she talking to herself, but she know Jessica besides her also hearing that. 

Jessica is still trying to keep her expression normal, lucky for her that she’s wearing sunglass because her eyes keep glaring at Yuri.

 

“Who’s that girl?! She cannot be just your friends if she could kiss you like that!” Jessica’s still trying to control her emotion, trying to play it soft with Yuri who looks nonchalantly with Jessica feelings.

Now both of them sits on Jessica bungalow, alone because the other member out right now with their girlfriends and friend. Yuri already knows Jessica already at the edge of exploding. “She’s just a friend or maybe more than just friends, who know?”

She admits that Seohyun really good with manipulating people too, I guess for her unnie Seohyun will do anything. But Seohyun work more than perfect, more than Yuri could hope for. Only one day she already makes Jessica doubting herself.

Now all I need it’s just to play my role now, Seohyun-ssi!

This arrogant tone and answer make Jessica almost lose her tempers, almost but she still keeps it because she didn’t want to fight with Yuri over this simple matters.

“Yuri, I’m your girlfriend, I’m still your girlfriend and you are mine…you couldn’t do this to me!” Jessica sit in front of Yuri, but looking from Yuri blank expression, “I know I’m the one who fault for not telling you about this whole WGM things but you must understand that…it’s just a acting!”

“You got me wrong there! I didn’t angry with your WGM things, it’s your jobs as idol and I do think you suits for him!”

Jessica raised her head to see Yuri eyes but she found blank eyes that really scared her so much. Is this person really my Yuri?

Looking how Jessica taken back with her facial expressions Yuri is inwardly smiles, “Why don’t you date him for real? Two-timings, that’s sound not bad! It’s cool for you and somehow suits you too!”

Hard slap on Yuri face, but instead of angry Yuri just smile. Jessica is looking at her trembling hand, look pained with Yuri words and actions.  “You have changed so much Yuri…at first you really kind and warm but now it’s so different and…I’m very tired with your antic now! Just what did I do wrong so you change like this?”

“Nothing! This is just me! The real’s me, the real Kwon Yuri!” Yuri just smile, she’s almost success with her plans. “It’s a common if first meet, you must make impression as perfect as you can to capture everyone hearts, so that’s what I do! Good impression! But now it’s getting boring here!”

Jessica buried her face at her palm, no she didn’t cry because she tired with all this nonsense. All stress that she got from work and now from Yuri, she’s really tired over this kind of drama. Group comeback that so successful, Japan album preparation, their company world tours, and variety show. This slowly killing her, that’s for sure.

“So…everything is just…is just that for you? That’s?” her tone is so monotone and her face is blank but there’s something tell from the way she standing, something disappears from her soul…something that make Jessica look so opaque now.

Yuri just hum with cherry tone as answer.

She inhale large amount of airs and look at Yuri eyes, “Yuri, it’s better that if we take a break? Don’t you think the same too? I’m so busy with work and you too, very busy with your work and your other activity…until our head clear, we should take a break from each other…”

Yuri applause happily, “Now, that’s clever move! Okay, we break! You should think this sooner!! Really!”

Jessica just let out hollow laugh, “Are you that happy now? Are you that happy break up with me?”

Yuri let out cool smug smiles, “Can’t you tell? I bet my lips will get cramp because I will smiles for next 24 hours!”

Jessica bites her lips for a moment before smiles to Yuri, bitter smiles. “It does seem you really want to break up with me since you found me boring now…fine, have it with your way! We break up for real Yuri! We break up and from now on, we are stranger! I hope you are happy now!!”

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It’s been more than one week or ten day and 9 hours after their break up, not once Jessica shed any tears. Not once, because she busies herself with works and works also works. Any kind of work even that’s makes her will busy like robot. 

Even if she had free time, she will practice her dance routine again and again. Practice her vocal, her dance, doing another photoshoot or CF, everything,

Tiffany, Sunny, and Nicole confuse why Jessica could break up with Yuri, her perfect seobang. But they respect Jessica decision for breaking up with Yuri.  

Yuri and Seohyun plan success, Yuri even suggest if Seohyun should play matchmaking on Jessica or hook Jessica with other guy or girl and do it subtly enough so Jessica won’t notice this. But Seohyun said, they will be busy and there’s no time for dating now.

Seohyun give her report to Yuri after observing Jessica condition after breakup, our plan is success and she seem fine now!

Yuri also busy with her restaurant part-time work and skater works also to add it Min stupidly make them enter street dance competition with neighbor dancer. It’s somehow illegal dance things since there’s one times that they must jump to river in the middle of raining night because police chasing them.

Why would she do something like this? Because this will help CL to earn more money, by took her photo when they’re dancing and sell it. Risky but so highly challenge things to do, not to mention their usual skateboard park for duel in the middle of renovation.  

She barely manages to stay awake in day times. It drains her energy because lack of sleep and also that unhealthy lifestyle…she eats junk food, with all those junk food that she eats and also alcohol. It’s miracle that her stomach still at fine conditions. Not only her worst eating habits, but underground works mean sometimes there will be a brawl.

Like today, Yuri almost broke her arms and it’s only manages to give big sore and big bump on her head also pains on her ribs. Fight between the gangs at street dance, like usual. Also almost getting caught with police is a big no for Yuri.

That’s life but Yuri loves it so much!

Everyone have their own life that they need to take care by themselves and soon…they will forget about easiest simple little things like this…

Seohyun and Tiffany went to Boa office to vocal training and also lyrics discussions. Seohyun sharp eye caught Yuri photo, “Is this…”

“Yes, she is my handsome daughter. My one and only handsome daughter, Kwon Yuri…”

This of course make Tiffany and Seohyun widened their eyes in surprised, they never know that Boa already married and her daughter already this big…Boa notice this look on their face just smiles sadly, she really regrets this…even though so many years passed but she still regrets it so much.

Boa took the picture and smiles at Yuri photo, “It’s been a while since last time I seen her, since I’m very busy with work, goes to Japan for my promotion, goes to America for movies, and all…I really miss her and I wonder if she take good care of herself…”

Notice that uneasy expression from Tiffany, Boa just smiles because she know the reasons for that but seeing Seohyun face that still calm…even boa unable to draw any conclusion. “We didn’t know that she is…your daughter” Tiffany just agape, while Boa smiles in understanding manner.

“Yes, I’m married with Hyori-ssi…” this almost makes Tiffany fall from her set for sure and even Seohyun couldn’t hide her shock this time.

That’s mean Yuri is Hyori daughter and that’s mean Hyori-ssi…

Boa eye sparking with excitement, this is the first time someone know Yuri or maybe Yuri friends. This is the first time, she talk about Yuri in front of anyone else and she’s really happy more than anything. “Did you guys know her?” her tone sparks with excitement.

Seohyun nods her head, “Yes, we meet her at Honey Pork restaurant. Yuri-ssi working in there and she work really diligently!”

Boa just nods her head, “Ah, she works there…I didn’t know about that…” looking how confuses Tiffany and Seohyun, boa just smiles and lightly nods her head. She took memo about where Yuri work place before she forget it. Boa even put it at her phone memo too.

“If I go to her work place, she will angry at me again and maybe create some trouble for her…” she smiles at confuse Tiffany and equally confuse Seohyun, “Because she hate showbiz people, maybe she also hate me too!”

“She hates showbiz?”

“Yes, she’s really hate it so much…” boa put Yuri picture in front of them, “One day…when Yuri age 16 years old, she get into a fight with her umma, Hyori. They fight because Yuri feel disgusting with working as MV model for Hyori, which lead us to know that Yuri hate showbiz and I don’t know why Yuri hate showbiz…so, Hyori just decide to give Yuri lesson…she kick Yuri from home, since it’s from showbiz money! The only thing that we pay is Yuri school intuition and nothing more…never once she come home or anything…never once!”

“Why?”

“Seohyun-ah, Yuri and Hyori do have something in common which is their big ego beside their skins color! Yuri really have big ego, even put lion in shame…she will do anything to defend her ego even though that will make her look stupid!”

Seeing confuse face of two of them, Boa just chuckling. “It’s like when you say to her that she can’t beat your eating ice cream record! Instead just break your record, she will eat the ice cream in the middle of winter without her warm clothes and using her own hand instead of spoon!”

“That is so stupid and so ridiculous!!” Tiffany exclaims and she clearly annoyed. 

Boa just chuckle from Tiffany cringe face, “Also…she is…hard person, really hard!”

Seohyun just let out short breath of realization, the meaning of Yuri forced smiles to her. It’s a hatred that she trying to hide because her hatred for showbiz people like them. But why she dating Jessica-unnie if she hate idol and…why she seem changed so much from the picture in Jessica phone.

In Jessica phone, Yuri smiles really cute one and so free spirited kind of smiles. But now, it’s always half forced smiles and also cold one too. 

Tiffany then finally realize about Jessica former relationship with Yuri, “Then why she da—!!” Seohyun already garb her hands and shake her head at her Tiffany umma.

“Hm, what’s wrong?”

Seohyun quickly shake her head, “Nothing, my umma want to ask why she hate showbiz or since when she hate it?!”

“I don’t know since when but maybe…it’s been since beginnings?” Boa clasps her hands and smiles to them, “Okay, our breaks is over and let’s talk about our MV now!”

When the on their way return to dorm, “Why did you do that?” looking at Seohyun confuse expression, “I mean, why did you stop me from asking why Yuri dating Jessica?”

Seohyun slowly nods her head, “Umma, we should probably keep this as secrets since this will put lot of stress to Jessica-unnie if she know anything about this! Telling Jessica-unnie now will be cause her nothing but pressure and make her unable to concentrating on her schedule!”

“But…”

Seohyun just put her sad smiles and shake her head, this make Tiffany slowly agree with Seohyun plea. “Because Jessica-unnie might take Yuri-ssi into different perception if we tell her now since we didn’t know much about Yuri-ssi! Also, Jessica-unnie look lot of better now without Yuri-ssi, so I don’t think we should bring old wound reopen again!”

Tiffany look uncertain with Seohyun words because she know every night Jessica will crying in her sleep and she even will wake up in the middle of her sleep, drenched in sweat. Tiffany or Sunny must stay with Jessica till Jessica sleeps again.

“Do you really think so?”

Seohyun nods with confident gesture, “Yes, I’m so sure of it! 100% sure of it!”

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Yuri is skating leisurely at nearby park, after return to CL garage. It’s still noon but she do meet them at noon not only at nights. “What should I eat for today? I already eat too many ramyun, should I eat fried chicken? Because I already got my salary~~~”

Yuri randomly singing and she even do some simple skateboard trick. CL photo hit daebak, someone buy her photo…Yuri in the middle of air and doing flips with her hoodie of course, someone buy that photo with high price and without even negotiation.

In the middle of thinking what to eat her phone ringing, she look at her caller id it gogoma and that’s mean Seohyun. “Yes, Seohyun-ssi? We need to talk? Hm, okay! Where do you want to meets? Eh? You’re already here?”

Yuri turns around to see Seohyun calling her from inside the car. “So, you know it from her! Yep, I hate showbiz world and anyone who involved into that as entertainer!”

“So you hate me too, right?”

Yuri nods her head slightly but she let out dorky smiles, “Not really and it used too, since when it comes to you…it’s like I’m talking with Taeyeon or Yoona! I don’t know why though, but I’m not really…dislike you Seohyun-ssi! It’s like befriends with someone like you is not that bad!”

“It’s likes double standard Yuri-ssi!” but Yuri just raised her shoulder nonchalantly.

“That’s me! I used to hate you but knowing you, I really like you because you and I, we have lot of similarity! Why? Are you angry at me?”

Seohyun just smiles, slightly nod her head, “But what’s done is done and nothing we could do to change it over and also that’s your choice and your reasons, I must respect it!” Seohyun words earn Yuri approval nods, “Hm, so we are friends now, right? Let’s have some lunch as friends for the first time then!”

Seohyun could careless about what happened in the past, no use to dwelling on that since it won’t change anything and she have something important to mend.

“Mind you, my money not that much!”

Seohyun is just laughing, just simple laugh between friends. “I’ll pay for you, since I want to talk something with you, Yuri-unnie! Something very and highly important! Anyway, unnie is that the reasons why you want to break up with Jessica-unnie?”

“Yes, at first I didn’t know she is idol, even I know it when we two almost three months dating and it’s through Yoona phone! Then when I know it’s a big no for me to dating idol! So, yeah! Because of that reason! Now, I finally break up with her! Thanks for our alliance Seohyun-ah!”

“So, you…change because she is idol?”

Yuri just nods, “Okay, let’s be honest here! When I didn’t know that she is idol…I’m very warm and kind to her but when I know…everything changes! I couldn’t see her in the same light anymore because she is idol! As stupid as it sounds, but this is me!”

“Pardon me of saying this then, you are so heartless, jerk, and also stupid!”

Yuri just nods her head, “But think this in alternate way, would you like to see Jessica dating with someone that couldn’t even appreciate her or do you want Jessica break up with someone because her stupid reasons when she treat Jessica like just dirt?”

Seohyun nods her head with firm nods, “I choose number two, you should breakup with her and I never regret my decisions for making Jessica-unnie breakup! She deserves someone better and lot of better than you!”

Yuri hit her knee in satisfaction, “That’s right! I like your style, Seohyun-ssi!”

When they enter the restaurant, Jessica and Taecyeon inside there and filming WGM. “I didn’t know anything about this!” Seohyun whispered to Yuri.

Yuri just smiles and draped her hands on Seohyun shoulder. “Yes, I know. You are the one who help me to break up with her and it so funny if you are the one who planning this!” Yuri whispering to Seohyun, from certain angle it looks like Yuri kissing Seohyun cheek. “Come on, I’m already hungry!!”    

“Alright!” they choose seat bit far from Jessica, that Jessica does a great job to keep her face as poker face but she keep her eye on Seohyun and Yuri.

“Okay, before we get down into business that you want to ask me! Can you sign this for me? I promise that Yoona if she gives me her food, I will give her your sign! My wallet got cancer!”

“Sure, unnie!” Seohyun sign Yuri notebook, while Yuri playing with her Polaroid camera.

“Then, what do you want to talk with me?”

Seohyun look at Yuri, scanning Yuri face and Yuri even showing her cool pose for Seohyun. Seohyun of course ignoring this kkab from Yuri, “Unnie, do you want to work with me for new MV?”

“Taeyang sunbae-nim needs someone who can dance in his MV! Before you ask or reject my idea, first no one will recognize your face! Because you will pay as male shadow dancer with tattoo all over your face and body! No you won’t but wearing that skin color clothes and the MV will monochrome too!”

Yuri eyes already as big as her plate now, “You want me to be male dancer? My hair, what will happen to my long beautiful hair? Anyway, I do have , okay? Even though…so it’s impossible for me to be half- male dancer!”

Seohyun just sighs, “Wig, unnie! They will use some kind of vest to make your body manlier! No, you are not alone because I’ll be your partner and I will get that tattoo like you too! The payment big enough, since I will give you half of mine! As compensation prizes from me for you, if you’re agree!”

“What the reasons to use me?”

Seohyun let out confident smiles, “Simple, I want this MV successful because all money from album selling will give to orphan! Using you, someone who overload with charm and pheromone, it’s the guarantee way to be successful! Not to mention your eyes, there’s something about your eyes! Also, I notice you use Yoona-ssi to make unnie jealous, so I will use you to make Yoona jealous too!”

“You’re really evil, Seohyun-ssi! Really evil, but I like that!”

“So, unnie? What you’d say? I’ll even help you to keep your secrets if you want! Please?”

“I really oppose the idea working at showbiz again!” but slowly Yuri nods her head, “I really need money now! There’s something I want to buy and working with someone like Taeyang-ssi pretty okay for me! But before that!”

Because gang fight, Yuri destroy her phone and she need to buy new one…even Taeyeon lend her this phone but she need her own phone and also she need to buy new winter clothes too. Yuri showing Seohyun her camera “Let me take your photo, 2 or 3 so I could sell it Yoona for food money!!”

“Sure, I’ll sign it for you! The entire photos, so you could charge it extra! Should we put kiss mark on it as well?” Seohyun already kiss her photo and this didn’t escape Jessica eyes, the way Seohyun kiss it and smiles that Seohyun gives to Yuri after that…

“Then, we have the deal, Seohyun-ssi! But come to get me for filming, okay? My money is not on brighter side lately!”

Seohyun nods her head, “Of course! We need to keep the mysterious image for you after all!”

The rest of lunch, filled with laughter from their table, mainly because of Yuri speaking nonsense about Yoona. They didn’t know Jessica keep looking at their table. She wants to forget Yuri but every time Seohyun teasingly punch Yuri arms or Yuri ruffle Seohyun hairs, she almost went to their table.

What hurt her most is how Yuri voluntary offering Seohyun to take photo with her, in very close pose. She never does that before with her. She never ever smiles to her after she knows that she is idol. Jessica notices that but she didn’t know the meaning behind Yuri sudden change attitude at that time.

“Anyway, I heard you got new CF with Yoona? That kid come to my apartment and barging me about this all day long!”

“Yes, I have Shirt CF! LAPER brand with Yoona-unnie! Speak about apartment, can I get your address unnie since I need to…”

Yuri nods her head and write her address for Seohyun, “Here you go, my dear angel~”

That what Yoona always call Seohyun with, “Stop it unnie, that’s sound so creepy when it comes from you and that sound so ert too! Why are you put my name as gogoma?”

“Because you like gogoma, I know this from Yoona! But why using unicorn as my name?”

“Kwon Yuri…Yuri Kwon…unicorn!” this make Yuri and Seohyun laughing, more likely Yuri laughing out loud while Seohyun giggling.

Finished her WGM filming, Jessica race to her dorm because she needs to talk with Seohyun but sadly she couldn’t find Seohyun in their dorm or anywhere. “Where’s Seohyun?” she asking Tiffany, Sunny, or Nicole or anyone that could give her answer.

“She went for meeting with SM, why? Is there something wrong with Seohyun that make you look so pale or angry?”

Jessica glaring at Yoobin, “She’s talking with Yuri and really friendlier! What exactly happen between Seohyun and her that make them look so close like that?!” 

Tiffany raised her eyebrow, “Did you sure that Seohyun with Yuri? Since Seohyun didn’t even know anything about Yuri! She’s not even friends with Yuri! Even if she know, she must be know it from Yoona!”

“But!!”

“Also, you’re already breakup with Yuri-ssi, right? I don’t think it should be problem if Seohyun getting close with Yuri-ssi since we know Seohyun crush is Yoona, not Yuri! Even if Seohyun likes Yuri, I don’t see why you getting all worked a…” this comment from Yoobin makes Jessica enters her room and slamming the door hard with red watery eyes.

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To Be Continue

 

Honestly, am I the only person that haven't watch TTS - Holler?

I will buy the CD but...I don't think I will like this song like I like Twinkle...but oh, well!

Anyway, what about this chapter? I hope I didn't drag it and make it like dead wood!

Please give me some comment because I miss you guys! Anyone miss me?