Donghae drew back...caressing her cheek. She pulled away and looked at him apologeticly. "Oppa, I know you're hurting...and if it's cause of me, I'm sorry" She wrapped her arms around his waist and pulled away as the elevator bell rang. She went out carrying the bag of aspirins to her friends, once again smiling and laughing. The doors closed on Donghae but he didn't care. He chose to sit in there alone. He slammed his fist against the wall and slid down. Yeah it is your fault you pabo. You tell me you're single, yet you seem like you're dating Kyuhyun. Isn't he a fricken Cho anyways?! HUH?!

Donghae thrashed around the empty elevator, flailing his arms around kicking the air. He couldn't take it and let out a scream. The doors opened to reveal two other girls. Donghae scowled. "Take the next one." He reached up and pressed the Close Door button. He sat back down and pressed the button to reach his floor. He's a Cho, you're not even suppose to be anywhere near him. What will your parents think huh? Your parents don't even like him nor his family, THEY LIKE ME. SO WHY CANT YOU!? 

The doors opened and he picked himself and trudged out. He dragged himself to the couch where Eunhyuk lay with makeup drawn all over his face. Lipstick lined around his eyes and eyeliner mustaches were drawn. He looked over to see the guys giggling. The party was getting cleaned up since it was 3 A.M. By now. He shook his drunkard of a best friend awake. "Yah~ pabo...wake up" 

Eunhyuk stirred wiping his face causing all the makeup to smudge. "We're going back to the hotel. Cmon." He dragged his best friend up and supported him on his shoulders. Everyone was gathering their things, and getting aspirins from Juli. He glanced over as she looked at him. He turned away and dragged his best friend to the elevator where everyone gathered. They went outside and soon the bus came.

I reached my hotel room and went inside. I shoved my clothes into my luggage. After ripping apart the closet and drawers, I zipped up my luggage bag. I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth.

There is no use for me to stay here if all I'm going to do is sulk over Juli. I just need some time away from her back in Seoul. Maybe I'll go up to Mokpo for a week to go visit our vacation house. Should I tell anyone? ...eh I'll tell Hyuk...he can tell the others. The others will understand, Ryeowook said we could leave if we needed to right? They won't mind if I'm gone anyways. Not like anyone important is going to notice. 

I wiped my face and went back out. I hopped onto the bed and grabbed my phone and booked a flight for 6:00 A.M. I have less than three hours and there's no use of sleeping if I am just gonna wake up soon anyways. I the TV and leaned my head back on the head board. I watched Panda and the Hedgehog. 

Ko Seung Gi....he's cool, and chill. He's a man....I wish I could be like that and not be such a cry baby. No girl wants a sensitive, crybaby. I should change...I have to change. 

I promised myself that I would recreate my image. Not for Juli, but for myself. I decided to start writing my note to Eunhyuk before I left.

Hyuk, I am going up to Mokpo. Don't ask why, and if the others ask, just say there was an emergency back home. Got it? I know you're not good at secrets so I'm not telling you why. Have fun, I'll text you later. Merry Christmas 

Lee Donghae~ 

I decided to go on the Internet and just to pass my time.

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It was 5:00 A.M. Before going downstairs to check out I slipped my note under Hyuk's door. I walked past Juli's door once more...I wanted to knock but I stopped myself. I shook my head. I went to the lobby, left my room key. Before I left I told the worker to deliver my present to Juli and went outside to my cab. 

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