Breaking news today, boy band "SHINee" has disbanded due to unidentified circumstances. SM Entertainment has given no comment for the boys' whereabouts...

Jonghyun sat down carefully on the dust mite infected couch, his eyes flicking down to the dirty carpet, his bare feet cold despite the warmth of the floor. The words could repeat themselves for eternity but he would never get used to hearing the news breaking headlines. His family broken apart, never hearing the cheers of their beloved fans, feeling the thrill of dancing on stage and making others happy with their inspired music. Music he tiredlessly worked himself to the bone over, lyrics that touched his own heart, hoping to make that connection to the Shawols. To make them feel how he does. It was from his own selfish act that his heart twinged in regret. He reached for the remote and flicked off the TV and rose off the couch, hurling the plastic device across the room, a loud bang echoing in the deafening silence as it slammed into the plastered wall. He buried his head into his worn hands as he began to pace the dark motel room.

"Jonghyun? Is that you?" A quiet, strained voice breaks the silence of the room, his hands dropping as his eyes desperately search for the comforting voice of the visual of the group. The light from the the lamp post outside spilled between the curtains enough to illuminate the dark room, highlighting the sharp features of his best friend as he stumbled into the room. Kibums' usual glamourous clothes were replaced with a pair of sweats, a tank top. His beautifully sleepy expression was enough to cause a constriction in the heart of the elder. 
"Go back to sleep Kibum. Everything's fine." Jonghyuns' voice came out in a smooth whisper as he fell back onto the couch with a hearty sigh, his fingers pushing back his loose strands of hair..

The younger shuffled across the room and took a seat cautiously beside his elder. The defeated looking boy and reached out to gently touch Jonghyun's shoulder, whose mindless response was to brush his hand away. The silence between them used to be quite comforting but now it felt so heavy and strained. Kibums lips opened to say something but Jonghyun spoke over to silence what he was about to say; "Don't pity me Kibum. I'm too tired to hear you go through it again. It my fault why SHINee no longer exists." Jonghyun murmered.