He was kim Jonghyun of the famous band SHINee. Im just me. He looked out into the sea of one million. They were roses. The fans were gorgeous, they were sweet, delicate and they glimmered with the intensity of the sun. I look out and realize Im just another rose in the Shawol flower garden. But every rose has it's thorn and secrets weren't meant to be kept.  In more than one way Jonghun and I were both one in a million.