EPILOGUE
Stupid Love, Why Don't You Just Die?
DONGHAE'S POV
I was fidgeting with my phone, still having second thoughts of whether to call her or not.
Stupid. Idiot. Coward. Those are the words to describe me.
Stupid. I'm just too stupid to think that Maggy still likes Kyuhyun even though she already chose me. I did this because Kyuhyun is my dongsaeng and he's really like a brother to me. I know he loves her and that he also have that space in Maggy's heart.
Idiot. For lying to her... I never meant to lie and tell her that I love Jessica more than I love her. I loved Jessica and I love her. I love her so much that it hurts.
Coward. For not trusting her choice and being incredibly a coward person, thinking that I couldn't make her happy. I'm scared that what if one day, she'll realize how much Kyuhyun means to her and then just leave me. I'm scared that she didn't choose the right person and in the end, we'll both be hurting.
I know. I'm such an idiot. You don't need to repeat that again. I just want Maggy to have more time to think about who'll she'll choose. I love her so much to the point that I can be happy with whatever her choice will be. I know it won't be easy, but I will accept anything... for her. All I want is to see her smile genuinely... Even if it's not with me.
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