MY POV 
I hesitated at first, thinking about what happened a while ago... But what would I reason out if I didn't take his call? Sighs. I took a deep breath before answering. 

----------start of conversation--------
"yoboseyo?" I answered, almost a whisper. 

"yoboseyo? Babe are you free tonight?" he asked, I just bit my lip. 

"why?"

"umm... Because if you're free... Maybe we can go out for dinner?" he asked me. 

"o..okay..." I replied. I hope that I won't regret this. 

"really?!" he seemed beaming. "I'll pick you up in an hour!" he said excitedly. I let out a fainted smile before nodding. 

"okay see you~" I said then hang up. 
-----------end of conversation---------

Ayssi. I just don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I really enjoy Donghae oppa's company, I mean I really do! It's just that... I'm afraid he'll fall for me even more (not that I'm saying that he's obsessed with me or something) and that I'll just hurt him in the end. 

I sighed as I looked at my hello kitty wall clock; he said he'll pick me up after an hour, so that means I still have time to prepare. 

I took a quick shower as I still think about those things. 

'why did I agree in the first place?' I thought. 

'because you wanted to give him a chance.' my conscience said. 

Sighs. Okay maybe I really wanted to give him a chance... I want him to prove himself to me. And I should do what's right-- which is to forget about my past and move on with the present.  I know that it will not be that easy, but I know Donghae oppa will be there for me, to guide me throughout my past. :) right now, people might think I'm a real and for what I'm doing, I mean using another man to forget about my past... but at least I didn't forced him to be with me, right? It's like a win-win situation; I will get to forget about my past; he can date me for 3 months; we will fall in love with each other :D

After taking a quick shower, I walked to my cabinet and looked for a dress. Well I myself don't know why am I going to wear a dress... But I think since this is like our first official date, I should at least be formal, right? :)

I found a black tube dress that has a pink rose belt wrapped around its waist. Simple, and not too fancy. I got it as I lay it on top of my bed.

I sat on the chair beside my bed, facing the mirror. I started putting on some light make-up by putting foundation all over my face. I got the eyeliner as I carefully draw it over and under my eyes. After that, I got eyelash curler as I curled my eyelashes. And then I got my mascara as I slowly brush it into my eyelashes. Lastly, I got my pink lipstick as I spread it through my lips. I smiled to my reflection as I started brushing my hair. I wanna curl it, but I don't think I have enough time... And I don't want to be late in our first date you know. :) and so I got up and wore my dress; after that, I walked over to my shoe shelf as I got a black and pink 3-inched stilettos, just perfect for my dress. 

Just then, the doorbell started ringing. 

'oh he's here' I thought and walked to the door. 

I took a deep breath before finally opening it; Revealing a very, very gorgeous Donghae. He was wearing an all black suit, with diamond patterns on the necktie. We stared at each other for a moment before he broke the silence. 

"you looked... Gorgeous as ever." he said as he eyed me from head to toes. I felt my cheeks burning at what he said. Damn it, he always makes me blush!!! >///< 

"y-you too.. I mean... You looked really hot..." I felt myself blushing even more for what I've said. I heard him chuckled and so I looked up to him and slightly punched his chest. Crap. Why is it so hard? >.< "y-you're working out?" I stupidly asked him, he nodded. 

"'ya like it?" he grinned, I nodded a little. "so... Let's go?" he asked me as he offered his arm. I looked at him for a moment before clinging my arm unto his. I locked the door first before making our way to the elevator. He pressed the elevator button while we waited for it to arrive. 

"oppa, where are we going to eat?" I asked him, he just looked at me and smiled sheepishly. I pouted when the elevator 'dinged'. 

When we got in to his car, I asked him again to where we are going, but then he's still not replying, instead, he will just look at me and smile.  >.> 

After the ride that seemed like forever, oppa finally parked the car as he opened the door for me. I don't know where this place is 'cause I haven't been in here. He offered his arm again which I gladly cling onto. We started walking until we reached a garden-like place. I stopped walking and looked at him with pure curiosity. 

"don't worry, it's going to be fine." he smiled at me as we continue walking again.  

After few more steps, I finally saw what was prepared for us... 

It was a dinner for two, with a round table that was located at the center. It was a very romantic atmosphere; The trees surrounding the table has yellow lights that made the surrounding really beautiful. I stared at everything in awe. 

"it's beautiful..." I muttered to myself, but he seemed to hear it. 

"really? But it's not as beautiful as you." he said as I looked at h