Back In Time
Stupid Love, Why Don't You Just Die?
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MY POV I’m a high school student who studies in Yeomkwang High School. Our school used to be a girl school, but this year, they started accepting male students. I wonder what if feels like having a guy classmate? Sighs. It’s our first day and it irritates me because all of my girl classmates were gossiping about our guy classmates. They would go... "hey how do I look?" "hey that guy is cute!!" "do you think I should approach him and ask for his number??" ayssi. I hate them. Hello...? we came here to study and not to flirt with guys! After few minutes, our teacher went inside our classroom and all of us did our self-introduction. Actually, when I was in front, I was very nervous. Maybe because now there are guys? Ayssi. I don’t know, anyway I was kinda stuttering, but at least I finished my introduction. After my intro, the next one would be a guy, so every girls’ were squealing. “Anyeonghaseyo, Cho Kyuhyun imnida.” the guy said then smiled while looking at me. After he said that, I was captured by his smile and then my heart starts to beats very fast. Okay Margaret Kim what was that about?! He just smiled, there’s nothing wrong with smiling. And because I was talking to myself, I didn’t really hear his self-introduction. sighs. ~skip~ As time passes by, I think.... no.... I can feel that I really like Kyuhyun. He’s kind, smart, down to earth person, and of course, cute! I am planning to tell him that I like him, but I think I don’t really have the guts to tell him. Ayssi. But what if he likes me back?! 'Ya Margaret Kim, not because he treats you nice it means he likes you! He does that to everyone!' I scolded myself ~~skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiip~~ It’s Valentines’ Day! So I’ve decided to give Kyuhyun a chocolate and ask him out. I’ve been keeping my feelings for him since we were 1st year and I really wanna tell him what I feel. There’s no harm in trying, right? So I asked him to meet me at the gate during dismissal. It's already dismissal and now, we are at the gate. "Kyuhyun-ah," I called him, handing him a box of chocolate. "I like you." I finally confessed, but he was just staring me with shocked expression. "umm.... just please accept this chocolate." I told him as I saw him finally accept the chocolate. "gomawo~" he smiled at me while I just looked at him with hopeful eyes; then I saw his smile faded. " you’re really a great gal... but I like someone else." he told me directly. "ohh...." I let out a fainted smile. "it’s okay. it’s not like I’m expecting you to like me back. ummm... anyway Happy Valentine’s Day. I need to go." I told him. "we’re still friends, right?" he asked me, "umm... yeah. bye~" I said before running out of this place. okay. I lied.... I kinda expected him to like me back. I hate myself! Why did I get my hopes up?!! Aysii Margaret Kim you’re so stupid!!! Now I can feel my cheeks are getting wet from the tears that are falling out from my eyes. ~skip~ After few weeks, I found out that Kyuhyun has a girlfriend. It hurts me a lot since I still love him even though he rejected me. But I’m still convincing myself to be happy for them, because I know Kyuhyun is happy, so I’ll try to be happy. ~~skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
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