Dear Sooyeon,

Maybe this will be the first and the last time I write letter for you. And because of it, maybe this will be really long and I wish you won’t fell asleep before you finished read this. But honestly I even still can’t understand why I start to write this letter, but mostly I want to tell you the truth, about my feeling for you.

Thank you very much to let me know about you from head to toe, inside and outside. Thank you very much to let me be close with you even as a friend. Thank you very much to spend almost half of your life with me. And thank you very much to make me have this feeling for you.

Yuri ever said that you’re melting ice, but since the first time I know you, I would say you never be cold to me. You never be the ice. Even you gave me English name, Summer, I think it suit better for you. But I’m glad that I’m the one who always see how warm you are.

You always try your best to make me smile when I’m feeling down. You always wipe my tears when slowly it fell down. Or give me your warm hug when you know I need it. Unlike other who wants to know my problems since they always share with me, you never force me to tell you what I feel inside when I have problem but you will always be there when I need someone to listen. You always understand me better.

Maybe people can’t see it but you always taking good care of other too, that’s actually make me jealous. Yeah… I’m jealous to see you easily hug someone else even that person is one of our members. I know you just show them your affection because you care about them, but why you never hug me on the stage? Until now, I can count you only did it once when we win award, right? Mostly I’m the one who will reach you. Are you trying avoiding me in the stage? Why, Sica?

I’m sorry if I’m complaining, like I said, I’m jealous. I’m jealous with everyone who tried to be close with you. I’m jealous with Lee Dongwook oppa who can freely kiss you on the screen. Unlike me, I almost kiss you but I need to restrain myself because we’re idol and we don’t know what our fans will react if I really did it. I’m jealous with everyone if I can honestly show it to you.

Sica, thank you for spend your 12 years with me. Thank you for sharing your room with me even now we chose to go back to our home. Did you curious why I’m jealous and it seems like I don’t want to explain it? I did it on purpose so you will be more focus reading this letter :P

Okay, Sica, I think I should stop being random and go straight to the point. But actually I’m afraid. Mostly I’m afraid with your reaction. I’m afraid you will disappoint if you know the truth. I’m afraid you don’t want to be my friend anymore after this. I want to tell you that.... I’m in love with…. Kimbap in restaurant next our dorm :P

Aish… why I’m really coward to thing like this? Even in letter I still can’t spell it out to you and trying made a joke from that. Why Sica? Why you always make me speechless? And did you know how many times my eyes stuck on you just because I want to see your smile?

Sighed… I think I have no choice. I already write this long letter, I think I should really go to the point why I write this right?

Sica… I’m really sorry to tell you this, but I’m in love with you. I don’t really understand why I have this feeling for you. Please don’t ask me to explain.  At first I tried to fight back and think maybe I just admire you because of your beauty or your voice or your warm heart or many reasons I could tell. But since I know I’ve been jealous for countless times with everyone, I start to know, I think, I’m in love with you.

Just ignore this letter if you don’t have the same feeling, pretend you never read this. I already feel glad finally I can tell you my feeling before I left the dorm to go back home. Thank you very much to let me learn this kind of feeling. And I’m really grateful you’re the one that I’m in love with.

-Sooyoung-

“Choi Sooyoung!!!!! You’re an idiot!!!!!”

Every eyes locked on the ice princess who crying after throw a crumpled paper to Sooyoung who left dumbfounded with her sudden act.

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since I'm not in the mood to type, see you next time in the next chapter :P