"She really did move on," Jay was read on the internet. "and decided to pick a 2PM guy." Jay scoffed.
Jay read the article about Taecyeon and Jessica going out together and such. Indeed he was heartbroken but, it made him realize how stupid he was. Stupid to believe in her. It made him move on, just like that. Eversince his comeback, he tried avoiding bumping into Jessica at Music Stations and everywhere and also, he tried avoiding contact with the 2PM guys.
"Did you try to contact him?" Jessica asked Taecyeon while sipping on her cup of coffee.
"He changed his number, he didn't let our manager hyung contact his manager, so, I don't know how." Taecyeon looked down at his drink.
"Why did I believe that he'd still love me?" Jessica burried her face in her palms.
"Hey, relax, maybe, he's just..."
"He's just what Taec?" Jessica raised her voice a little bit then she sighed. "Sorry, I'm just..."
"It's all good Sica, I understand." Taec smiled. "So...how's my girl doing?" Taecyeon grinned.
"Oh my god, I'm in need of some advice and you're thinking bout' your girl!" Jessica groaned.
"Hell yeah! Of course I'd rather pick thinking bout' her than thinking bout' advices for you!" Taecyeon teased.
"I'm gonna tell her you treated me badly!" Jessica pouted.
"She's gonna kill me!" Taec said a little bit loudly.
Jessica made a call. "Hey, Tiff." Jessica glanced at Taec. Taec's eyes lightened up at the sound of her name. She turned on the speaker.
"How's your date with my best bud?" Tiffany asked.
"He's so boring!" Jessica smirked at Taec who pretended to look hurt.
"Now you know how I feel," "Hey! What kind of best friend are you?!" Taec said.
"I was kidding, Big Ears!" Tiffany said through the phone and Jessica started to burst out laughing.
"Fany, stop it. Damn, I hate you for that..." Taec pouted.
"Stop pouting, it's not cute!" Jessica exclaimed.
"Oh come on, oppa. You know you love me!" Tiffany giggled. Jessica raised her eyebrows at Taec whose face is turning red.
"Tiff, I'll talk to you later."
"Alright, tell me everything later." Tiffany said.
"Sure, later!" Jessica replied.
"Not saying goodbye to me?" Taec said.
"You big eared sulky baby, I'll call you before I go to bed, okay?"
"Okay." Taec can't stop smiling widely while Jessica gagged.
Jay needed some fresh air and decided to walk around but he paused when he spotted two very familiar people being very affectionate to each other, laughing and having fun. That scene broke his heart that was in a million pieces into a billion pieces.
"I thought there might be a little hope, but I was wrong..." Jay whispered to himself. "Jay, you should just give up." Jay walked away.
Jessica felt like she saw someone familiar at the corner of her eye but she ignored her feelings.
The next day at a music show recording, Jessica and her girls were fooling around as usual when they bumped into Jay. It was really awkward for the girls but Sooyoung decided to break the ice and just greet him.
"Hi, it's been a while." Sooyoung bowed and smiled. The other girls followed along except for Jessica.
"Yeah," Jay gave them a small smile, bowed and left. Jessica frowned.
When the girls went into their waiting room, Jessica started complaining,
"What's his problem? Being so cold. Wasn't he the one who told me to wait? Now he's not even initiating a conversation!"
All the members could do was just listen, they didn't know what else to say. It's just very complicated. After recording, Jessica went to the bathroom alone and on her way there, she saw him.
To her eyes, he was looking so fine. He looks just like how he looked when he left but with a different hair color. He didn't notice her standing there, so, she took that chance to just observe him.
"Jessica!" Tiffany yelled, distracting Jessica from her thoughts. Jay heard her name and saw her standing a few metres opposite him, facing him. That was the first time in a very long time, their eyes locked with one anothers. Jessica gasped when Jay looked at her and froze until Tiffany came. "Yah, what are you doing here? I thought you were going to the bathroom! You can't stare into space here!" Tiffany grumbled on but Jessica was still looking at Jay. "Sica yah, what are you..." Tiffany turned her head to see what Jessica has been staring at. "Oh..." "Let's go," Tiffany pulled her away and went back to their waiting room.
Jay felt his beating really fast and that hasn't happened since the last time they saw each other.
In the waiting room, Jessica can't help but think about him. All of sudden, memories of their times together rushed back. It was Jay's turn to be on stage and the television in that room played a live broadcast of his performance. First Jay sang a short version of 'Demon'. Jessica kept her eyes on him.
"Doesn't the lyrics sound like it was meant for our Ice Princess?" Tiffany said. Jessica blushed a little bit.
"It's in English, how should we know." Hyoyeon pretended to be serious.
A while after, he performed 'Star'. When he wrote this song, the one that was on his mind was Jessica. Even if he doesn't want to love her, he still does.
Jessica, on the other side, was focusing on his words, wondering. Wondering if those words are actually for her. Wondering if he still does love her. Unknowingly, her tears started flowing.
"Aigoo, why are you crying?" Sunny took a piece of tissue and wiped Jessica's tears. Jessica just smiled. Her members gathered around her.
"I'm sure, very sure, that that song is for you." Yuri gave her an assuring smile while the rest nodded.
"Baby, you're my Sicarrr~." Taeyeon sang while the rest laughed.
"He's probably just warming up, to talk to you." Yoona said.
"But, unnie, you have been in scandals with Taecyeon oppa these days." the sensible maknae spoke. The girls looked at Seohyun, speechless.
"That's probably why!" Sunny said.
"I'm so stupid~!" Jessica leaned on Yuri. "I shouldn't have met Taecyeon!" Jessica started sobbing more. "I should have asked Tiffany to join us..."
"Ehhh? Why me?" Tiffany blushed.
"Fany, the whole world knows." Sooyoung tapped her shoulders.
Jay got off stage with his heart feeling lighter. He sang that song with real emotions going through his mind. He meant every word he sang. Jay was about to walk pass SNSD's waiting room when Jessica walked out, and then, they were face to face, again. For 10 seconds, they just stayed there staring at one another until Jessica showed him a small smile. The rest of the girls walked out and they went on stage, leaving Jay shocked.
"She smiled," Jay said to himself.
I AM SOOO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING!
All of sudden I didn't wanna do Jaysica, I don't know how to explain. But now, since I've gotten into SNSD, I have an urge to write this story again. So, this story is alive again(:
And, I hope you guys won't mind, I'm gonna pair up Tiffany and Taecyeon, I'm sorry. I just, like them together. Hehehe.
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P.S: Sorry if it isn't that good, I haven't been writing lately so, I've lost that touch. Please be patient with me, I'll improve by next chapter(:
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