Guys I'm sorry :( I know you've probably totally forgotten this existed but~ please read!!

I haven't updated in almost a year even though I have other stories going on because I'm not feeling this one right now. I thought it would be good for me to get it out on paper (re: computer) because while the plot is true, it's not my story to tell so I couldn't really talk to my friends and family about it in person since it would be revealing secrets n . So I thought ok why not fanfic? No one knows who I'm really talking about and I enjoy writing so it'd be a good way to talk about what was happening, but I'm just not feeling up to it anymore.

Things happen and I've had a lot going on in my life more recently than the events included here so it's a bit irrelevant to me now. I wanted to finish it anyway (I was just going to do one more chapter set in the future) but I don't think I will. I'm sorry and I know it's selfish.

I was just going to delete it altogether (because this is one of my earlier stories before I actually got okay at writing lol and I'm super embarrassed about it) but I know I hate it when I have older stories that I reread sometimes suddenly get taken down by the author no matter how poorly-written they were. So I'll leave this up and just tell you what my plan was going to be for the last chapter:

University! Kai's mom supports his decision to go away to college, and pays for his apartment just off campus that he lives in with Taemin, who is working atm to save up for his own 'higher education.' He has scholarships & benefits lined up for when he's ready, thanks to Onew's tutoring as well as his less-than-fortunate past circumstances. Kai and Taem see the same psychologist:3 they go separately but it's a qualification they set for their relationship that they both seek help for their problems and work towards bettering themselves. Happy ending for all~

Sorry for being like this :'(