Amber‘s POV

I pulled myself out on my bed and make a coffee for me. The kissed he gave to me still flashing on my mind, He kissed every corner of my face, I’m not an hypocrite to tell that I don’t like it, well I love it. When he did that I felt as if I’m the only one living in this world, I am the most beautiful person here in this world, and that nobody exists in this world except me and him. I know its sound so cheesy but I can’t help myself to feel this.

I took my towel and went to bathroom, I opened the shower and let the water slipped on me, and I closed my eyes and feel his touch on me. How he touch my face, my hand, how his skin brushed on me, And how he touch my when we were making out in the rooftop. Oh God I love you Kris.

Then I remember the reality of my life, I shouldn’t be in love with him, but how can I stop myself from loving him?

“Ambeeeer!!!” A pitch tone echoed on my house “Ppali were late!!”

“Coming!!” I shouted back and change myself into school uniform; my heart is thumping hard as I walk out of our house.  I don’t know but, the mood will be awkward if I will see him now. I gained all my strength and ride on Victoria’s car

“Are you okay?” she looked at me worried and touched my forehead “You look pale” she added

“I’m okay” I removed my hand on my forehead and look outside the window, I heard her sigh and continue driving I guess she knows that I’m not in the mood. I have so many things thinking right now, and I don’t have time to play around. I need to think, think, and think.

We enter the school and as usual all eyes on me as if I did something wrong that bothers in their life, but ignore them as I’ve said earlier I’m not in the mood to pay attention to their bulls crap.

I nod at Victoria signaling we need to part our way, I went to our classroom and the first thing that my eye did is to find Kris and I saw him, looking at me; I avoided his gaze and walked on my place.

I slammed myself on the chair and put earphones on my ear, I tried to think that Kris is not around but sadly I lost. He pulled my chair beside him and put on his elbow on the table and laid his head on his palm. “Look at me” He whispered

No, if I do that. I will fall for you more to the point that I can’t let you go.

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