H-E-N-R-Y!” I said trying to wake him up,

He hugged his body pillow, I smiled a bit, and pecked his cheek,

“Meh~” he mumbled, I smiled, and kissed his nose, he mumbled again,

“Henry~” I said, “If you don’t wake up, I’m going to kiss you~” I smiled, he didn’t wake up, I smiled a bit, and bumped lips with him. His eyes slowly opened and he jumped a bit,

“W-WHAT?!” he yelled, staring at me,

“Henry! You’re awake!” I smiled and sat on his bed,

“W-w-what are you?!” Henry sounded shocked,

“It’s almost 11, usually you would be at practice now~” I said, and kissed him again, he gentle pulled me away and blushed a bit,

“I-I’ll get ready” he stuttered, and almost fell off his bed,

“Ah! Henry!” I said trying to catch him,

“I-I’m fine!” he said and walked away,

“H-Henry…” I said as he walked away

Well… It’s been 3 days since that certain incident with the kissing happened, and things between us have been pretty awkward. I’ve been trying to get Henry to stay… But… maybe I’m being selfish…. I mean, he IS in his 20’s! … plus… he probably wants to find a girl who isn’t dressed as a guy… Also, why would he stay in Korea when he has no work?

Oh well…
I dunno… Maybe him in New York would be better…

~~~~~~~~~~LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nothing beats shopping for the famous idiots! 
Today, I’m gonna make Kimchi soup for them! (haha, so asian!)
I walked home, it’s only 5, so I have enough time to make it for them,

“Is anyone home?” I asked,

“I am~” Kyuhyun replied sitting on the sofa watching TV,

“Is Kimchi soup ok for today?” I asked him,

“Yeah~ Anytime~” Kyuhyun turned around and smiled at me,

I started to cut up the vegetables for the soup, and then Henry came into mind,

Idiot! Alex! You shouldn’t have kissed him! You should had just shrugged it off about him going to New York instead of telling him you liked him!

What if I just had actually listened to him say “It’s only for the summer” more carefully?! I would had never had admitted that I liked him! Aigo…

But if I hadn’t told him that, I wouldn’t have known how he felt… I kinda… Sorta wished I had told him earlier though…

Stupid me… Idiot me! Why didn’t you tell him earli-

“OW!” I suddenly yelped when I cut myself while cutting the cabbage,

“Are you ok?” Kyuhyun asked running towards me, I silently nodded,

“I’m fine, I was just being a little bit clumsy haha…” I awkwardly laughed,

“You’re bleeding like crazy!” he said staring at my cut, I looked at my finger, and he was right…

“Oh, well, I’ll just take care of it myself” I said, but Kyuhyun grabbed me and pushed me on the sofa,

“Stay!” he said, I listened as we walked out of the living room, and back into the living room again with a first aid kit.
“Good boy” he said patting my head, and opened the first aid kit,

“Kyuhyun-ah~ You don’t have to do this” I said staring at him as he was getting the disinfecting spray out… CRAP! IT’S GOING TO HURT!

“D-Don’t” I said, before he was about to press the spray button thingy,

“Then what else do you want me to do?” Kyuhyun asked staring at me, I gluped,

“A-anything but that!” I said,

“Well the blood is going to have to stop one way or another” Kyuhyun sighed,

“P-Please?” I pleaded,

“fine” he sighed, and sprayed the disinfecting thing into a cotton ball, and dabbed the blood,

“T-thanks” I said, as he wrapped the bandage around my finger, “But I could had done it myself~”

“I know, but you’re the one who cut yourself. I’m pretty scared to find out what else you can do to hurt yourself” he smirked,

“Meanie~” I mumbled,

“But are you ok? You seemed dazed out” Kyuhyun said staring at me,

“I-I’m fine!” i said, wow, he can notice?

“No, usually you don’t cut yourself while cooking” he said, “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing is silly!” I laughed,

“You know you can tell me anything right?” Kyuhyun stared at me,

That’s right! Maybe… Just maybe I can talk to him about it!

“A-Alright, but you have to swear to never tell anyone about it!” I said puffing out my cheeks, Kyuhyun nodded,

“I won’t!”

“Okay, well… Let’s say that I got my friend Al-ice to come to the Super Junior dorms a few times, and she would sometimes spend the night here… and then she started to like one of the members… At first, she tried to just ignore him… But then, she couldn’t help it… Even though she thought and only wanted to just be just her friend… She couldn’t help but fall for him… But when she told him that she liked him, he told her that he didn’t feel the same way, but in the end, they ended up k-kissing… But then awkwardness came between them… and she really doesn’t know what to do… What does she do now?” I stared at Kyuhyun, who, surprisingly, looked like he understood,

“Well, if the guy just kissed her but didn’t like her, than he’s not worth it”

“But, he’s been so kind to her for so long…. Also, he’s one of her closest friends!”

“Then why did she tell him she liked him?”

“Because she found out that he was leaving for New York soon”

“OK! I think I got a solution!” Kyuhyun said after 5 seconds of silence, “If those two were real friends, they wouldn’t let that thing get awkward. I think the girl should go to the guy and say ‘It’s ok if you don’t like me, but I’ll start crying if we can’t be friends’ or something like that, then it should be ok!”

“But what if she wants him to like her?”

“How would the guy feel? You see, when it comes to love, it doesn’t matter if one person likes that person. However the other only thinks of her as a friend”

I sighed, I guess Henry and me can’t be no matter what,

“I see” I mumbled and walked back into the kitchen to finish cooking like a good girl.

I guess… I can’t be with Henry….