The Five Promises

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Does the promise to love someone forever really exist?

What is love? Is it simply our desire to give in to our primal urges or is it something deeper? Is it a fool’s dream or is it destiny? As we walk through this difficult and lonely life, we secretly dream of a love that will stand the test of time. Living our lives surrounded by the hardships and disappointments of this world, we softly pray that there is just one person out there worth living for and secretly hope that when the time comes, we will have the insight and courage to recognize it in its true form.  As the world turns, and turns again, we suffer love and loss, hope and disappointment, and ups and downs, all in the attempt to find true happiness. 

For Jung Yunho, life was simply existence.  Son of a poor family, Yunho spent his childhood watching his family struggle with providing day to day necessities. His mother, a seamstress, worked late every night without a day off but always made time for Yunho when he needed her. She spent many nights, working until dawn, mending the clothes for some of the world’s most affluent aristocrats. She worked her fingers to the bone and suffered in silence, simply to make sure that her little Yunho would never go without. His father, a construction worker by day and a taxi driver by night, worked double and triple shifts often, just to make sure that his wife and son wouldn’t starve. As his parents suffered through their harsh and unkind life, they never neglected Yunho or his feelings. Ever supportive, his parents encouraged him to pursue his lifelong dream of becoming a singer and spent their lives doing all they could to help him on his journey.

Growing up with such a loving and supportive family, Yunho became a well rounded and highly motivated young man. Spending countless hours and nights perfecting his musical abilities, he quickly became a hot topic among his neighbors. When he was fifteen, he landed his first official performance for the public at a local club. Excited by the opportunity, Yunho would have never imagined how that one moment in time would change his life forever. That’s where he met her, his beloved Min Hee. She was beautiful, kind, fun, loving, and perfect. They instantly fell for one another and were constantly by each other’s side. Yunho knew that she was the one. The one he would love until his dying day. He spent the next year blissfully happy and truly felt that his life would be like this forever. However, that fate would quickly and painfully change the winter of his sixteenth year, when Min Hee suddenly collapsed and died from brain aneurysm at his birthday party.

Haunted by Min Hee’s death, Yunho became cold and distant to everyone around him. Now believing that love was just a fantasy for children, he spent the rest of his life despising the word love and focused solely on his career. Forever closing his heart off to the world, Yunho spent the rest of his days striving to reach his goal of becoming a top star in the Korean music industry. In the summer of his seventeenth year, he signed an exclusive contract with one of Korea’s most influential entertainment companies, instantly gaining worldwide success. To the world, he became a y, suave, and caring man with a heart of gold, but that public persona was just simply his mask.   

Over his fifteen year career as the top Hallyu star in Korea, he had done nothing but play at love. Taking sincere confessions from a myriad of highly attractive and highly influential female stars in the business, he manipulated their feelings and gives false hope of a happy life with them, simply to use their affluence for his own gain. A playboy and womanizer through and through, he was content in the life he had chosen.

 

For Kim Jaejoong, life was bittersweet. He was born and raised by a semi-affluent family in the outskirts of Seoul, and spent most of his life sheltered from the world and its dangers. Son to an overly protective father and distant mother, Jaejoong spent his life craving the affection of his family. His father, CEO to a multi-million dollar corporation, was rarely home and his mother, tormented by the demons of her past, spent the entirety of Jaejoong’s childhood looking at him through the bottom of a liquor bottle.  She treated Jaejoong harshly, never looking at him directly, and constantly rejected any of his affection. That pain and neglect left deep scars on Jaejoong’s heart and he spent the majority of his life desperately seeking the love that he had never received as a child.

His only solace in this world, the only place he could escape to, was the realm of music. Music had been his passion ever since he was a very young child sitting in front of the family piano for the very first time. At the age of eight, Jaejoong had surpassed his instructor’s expectations and was considered to be a musical genius in some circles. He penned his first composition at the tender age of ten and planned to live a life surrounded by music, until his world came crashing down the summer he turned fifteen. The sudden and horrific death of his one and only father plunged Jaejoong into a spiral of depression that took him almost four years to pull himself out of.

By the age of nineteen, Jaejoong had turned from a promising concert pianist with a dream, into a street thug with no will to do anything meaningful. Spending his family fortune as fast as he possibly could, he spent his days surrounded by sinister characters and loose women, until he met Kim Junsu. Meeting him randomly one night at Seoul night club, Jaejoong was instantly intrigued by this handsome young man that seem to draw the eyes of every girl in the room the second he appeared. Jaejoong, curious about this never before seen stranger, spent the night watching him interact with all the patrons and when his curiosity couldn’t be contained any longer, he struck up a conversation with him.

Junsu was an overly suave and cool guy, who took pleasure in making the lives of everyone around him as happy as humanly possible. Junsu’s kind heart and overly supportive personality slowly began to pull Jaejoong out of his life-hating mentality as they became fast friends. Over the next two years, they became very close and in the winter of Jaejoong’s twenty-first year, Junsu offered Jaejoong a position at his public relations firm.  Jaejoong gladly accepted the position, and immediately traveled with Junsu to the company’s main offices in New York City. Although Jaejoong had never once again dreamed of being a concert pianist, his background made him a perfect fit at Junsu’s music-centered PR firm and he quickly became the best in his field, garnering accolades from some of the biggest American artists and celebrities. 

 

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*Disclaimer: This is story is a complete work of FICTION! I do not own anything, save for the plot. Story is written under artistic licensing and in no way is meant to resemble anyone, alive or dead. All situations, subplots, names, relationship pairings, and references that could be construed as based on real life people or events, are completely unintentional. Work can, and does, contain sensitive themes, violence, strong language, and situations not appropriate for all ages. Discretion is advised. "The Five Promises" is copy/paste locked to deter plagiarism or republishing on other sites.*

Foreword

 

"Yunho?" purred Sira as she gently placed her hand on his chest "Time to wake up."

softly from the pain throbbing in head, Yunho grimaced as he reached up and rubbed his forehead. He slowly opened his eyes and glared confusingly at Sira. Looking at the strange woman beside him, his memory suddenly flashed over last night's escapades. Disgusted with himself once again, he rolled away from her and slowly sat up on the edge of the bed. As his feet hit the cold floor, he glanced up at the clock on the bedside table and then looked at his surroundings. His posh New York loft-style appartment was in shambles. Empty liquor bottle and half eaten food littered the tables and floor, clothes were strewn all over the room, it reaked of alcohol and body odor, and three people who he had never seen before were laying passed out on the overlong sofa and plush chair. 

"Yunho, why dont we get some breakfast?" asked Sira coyly "I'm hungry."

"You still haven't left yet?" questioned Yunho with an aggrevated tone. "Why are you still here?"

"I just thought..." started Sira as she sat up and pulled the blanket to cover herself.

"Don't think. It's not your forte." said Yunho cruely "Get out."

"But, I thought..." sniffled Sira. "I though we were together now."

"Did you think you were something special?" scoffed Yunho in digust as he stood up from the bed "You were just a new toy! Get out and take your friends with you!"

Sira broke down into tears as Yunho's words sunk in. As she watched Yunho walk from the bed towards the bathroom she couldn't understand what she had done wrong. 

"You better not be here when I get out." growled Yunho right before he slammed the bathroom door behind him. 

The second the door closed, Yunho leaned against it and sighed heavily before clutching his throbbing head once more. Turning on the shower and then turning to look at his reflection in the mirror, he looked at his face and wondered "What the hell was I thinking?" Looking deeply into his reflection, he noticed that his once flawless good looks had begun to fade and the life he was living was manifesting itself in his face. The lines on his face seem to have gotten deeper, his eyes were bloodshot and puffy and the dark circles beneath them had crept even further down his face. Rubbing his eyes once again, he turned and quickly climbed into the warm shower. As the water flowed over his aching body he really wondered if this was all his life was worth. 

"Why do I even bother?" whispered Yunho as he dropped his head into the showers downpour. 

 

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1000love
#1
Chapter 36: wow, I've never been so occupied with reading that I ignore everything around. Also, my heart, gosh! My heart was literally squezzed throughout the chapters and I can't breathe, seriously. I feel something, like sort of pain right now. I love this to the bits!!
kyuwonfan #2
Chapter 37: please make epiloge or drables or one shot.....story about jae come back.....but it a great story....I like it...
JungAiry #3
Chapter 37: mmm.. what bout this.. an epilogue and a drabbles? hehe
samirajoon #4
Chapter 36: oh.thanks god that jae finally came back and didn't listen to mark's words. babe. great job and thanks for sharing it with us
samirajoon #5
Chapter 35: jyj and their " i don't deserve this happiness cause i'm worthless" .oh. i almost give up on their union
samirajoon #6
Chapter 34: it's so stressful.what if jae did something stupid to himself?
IssiVel #7
Chapter 36: oh oh i really liked your fic! I couldn't stop reading hehehe I loved the plot and your writing. My only complaint is that the character of Jaejoong finished boring me but that's just me xp I'll go read your other stories~~
Kyung1Ari #8
Chapter 37: I would like to read an epilogue.I want to see if Jae stay for good.
purpleangel #9
Chapter 36: I'm just really disappointed in Jae because even after everything, he still couldn't believe in Yunho's love for him. He let Mark fill in his insecurities, and was willing to not go back because of his cowardice. If eunmi didn't convince him then he probably would even chosen to stay in the US. I'm rally disappointed in his choices. That's why it made me think, what difference does his promise to stay this time different from all his previous promises to stay?
kamilia501aktf
#10
Chapter 37: Drabbles sounds great!