The Emergence of Fears

Description

In which Yesung retreats into his mind to hide from reality when he tastes jealousy for the first time and Kyuhyun drowns in frustration and injury, until they both come to an understanding.

Foreword

Welcome :)

The Emergence of Fears

This is my pet, my wonderful monster...all of 85K as of now. Its something that came from a prompt I intended to write but evolved into something much deeper and greater . At its end, it is perhaps a true investigation into the continuum and how it is to be interpreted. It resolves around significant growth and I am afraid to say, it is quite sad as well. I do hope you will enjoy it, even if it is angsty as hell.

This story was written as a one shot but since it is so heavy with emotion and feeling I thought it best to split it up into chapters. As it is there are 24 chapters. The chapters do not have natural breaks and will not be similar to chaptered fics as it was not written in that way. Your understanding in the matter is appreciated.

This was written in December, so circumstances have changed. Yesung no longer lives at the dorms, so forgive the oversight. It was too hard to go back and fix. There are other little real life inconsistencies, so I beg you to remember that at the end of the day this is still fanfiction. Even if I do try my best to get it as close to reality as possible, I do take some creative liberty.

Interestingly, I was told to mention this to you guys...lol:- This was plotted in its entirety at a murder trail I had to attend...maybe that can explain why its so angsty...lol

Warning:- This is different from my usual stories, in that it is ually suggestive in parts and there is profanity. I will not mark it M as there is nothing graphic relaly, but there will be some profanity use in later chapters. Please be advised accordingly. I am sorry for speaking like a lawyer, but this is important. I will not field complaints later.

Procedure/Comments:- One chapter will be posted a day or two depending on my mood. I will not make a comment bar and I am not inclined to friend lock it as the purpose of the story is to make Kyusung shippers happy. I will only say however that my mood is very dependent on the feedback I get. I will not force anyone to leave a comment but I do think that after I spent my Xmas break writing a novel lenght fanfic, I deserve to be atleast have people to spazz with. I do hope you are guided.

 

Finally, today, the 26th of February marks the 1st Anniversary of the Continuum. Thank you to everyone who has gifted me support and encouragement. Unnies, you know I can never do this without you and to the dongsaengs that I love, you guys have made this a truly wonderful experience. Thank you truly :)

P.S :- Thank you for the banner Rhen ♥

 

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Liza_Blessedx2 #1
Chapter 25: What a soul stirring and very emotional fic. The effort and thought put into it makes it the awesome story it is. Thank you <3
vpurple #2
Chapter 25: omg this was so, so, so incredible i don't even know what to say!!!! you're such a ridiculously talented author, i was completely mesmerised by this story. their emotions were so vivid in the early chapters, i actually had to pause to calm down because kyuhyun's anger was so relatable lmao!! and the fluff was soooo sweet and lovely i want to cry. you captured their relationship so wonderfully, it was a joy to read!! this beautiful story will definitely stay with me for a very long time, thank you so much for writing and sharing <3 <3 <3
lov_fan_Y #3
Chapter 25: I've read all your stories in order ... and I don't want them to end.
I love how you write, I feel like the characters are so real, I always get angry and jealous just like Kyu.
Thank you for writing such beautiful stories.
359359 #4
Gosh, everytime I go back to read this story I fall in love with it more and more. This has got to be one of my most favorite fanfics of all time! Bless you for tasking the time to write this because I literally love and appreciate every word. I love how individualized they are, they are so well developed here they could practically write themselves. Their train of thoughts are different and unique to them, which makes the story a thousand times more intriguing. I love the whole plot and I thought that this is a very plausible thing to happen to Yesung considering his low self esteem. I can't understand why though because he is absolutely brilliant >_<! Don't worry Yesung, Kyu will never leave you! And Kyu's reactions are soo, well Kyu XD. Though I completely see why he would extremely upset considering Yesung's actions. I just love how much thought you put into their thoughts and never waste a single line of dialogue. I find a lot of writers here will have a lot of dialogue but fail to develop the characters with real description of their perspectives. I guess that's why I love you so much because you take time to do that and then some. It was a lovely read, thank you for this <3.
_tattoorose #5
Chapter 25: I haven't had the time to read the last few chapters because of the uni workload, but now that the things have settled a bit I'm back to indulge my shipper heart.
This ended up being so cuuuuute! It gave me so many feels. And so many kisses and cuddles. They are really precious. You really have a way of making everything so sweet and meaningful.
Good luck with everything you decide to do :)
ice420 #6
Chapter 25: OMG, I loved all the chapters leading to this but this one is such a fun to read :D Not the Yesung hurting part and definitely the pairing you thought up in the dream *glares at you*. OMG, can't believe I haven't commented yet. Sorry for the super long delay. Anyway, a boring fanfic. *rofl* nice one Kyu. But Kyu was right they should've been doing the horizontal tango by now, but hey, your KyuSung writes their own story *winks* You gave me a scare there at the beginning. I thought, what? Then.. okay. Happy April Fools Day!!!

Oh, yeah, Day 2 of Yesung in the military and Kyu is somewhere so I needed a fix. And here I am :D Again, if I haven't said it way to many times, THANK YOU for this. I love it.
angelye #7
Chapter 25: I am so so so proud of you!
You know I love you right?
And I am happy for all the things that you have done as a writer and as a Kyusung shipper. I am saddened by the fact tho that you have put down the pen and decided to end your writing path. You are an awesome writer I do hope you realize that your works will be missed by all of us Kyusung shippers.
But I do not lose hope that one day you will take the pen once more to write for our lovely stupid OTP. ( And hopefully when you do, we might get some more 'intimate' plots and scenarios ;) )
I love how this story turned out. This without a doubt is my fave out of all your 50 something fics ^^
<3
lalilula413 #8
Chapter 25: so, this really is the end? :(
thank you for completing this ^^
i hope I'll see you (and your works) again.
summrxx #9
Chapter 25: This was sooo good! I love how you finished this I was totally fooled for a second where I thought how come they aren't together? What happened? It was a bit cheeky lol
I cannot get over the character development you have managed to create not just in this story but in your entire continuum. Every story will have some tiny action or something they say that has taken them a step further in their relationship. It is so detailed you should be proud to have written this :)
I'm actually not sad its finished cos it was so much fun to read :)
thank you for taking the time and effort to write this and update :) i know it can be hard to find the time to do so so i appreciate the effort you've gone too
<3<3
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