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I don't know why I can't turn Rania's "Dr. Feel Good" off, but I feel like a total perv watching the video. And I just keep thinking "How could I use this.." but nothing comes to mind. Nothing good, anyways hahaha....
If anyone has seen the ML Adventures with YG Entertainment [Tae Yang episodes] then this whole chapter will be super familiar. Other than the parts I changed, a lot of the dialogue will actually be found in the videos. If you've not seen them, just google it. it's a 4 part documentary (parts 1, 2, 3a and 3b) and it's really cool to watch. I love Shaun ever since I saw these. ML is the best!
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"I miss you."
Young Bae smiled into his phone, pacing back and forth in the corner of a practice room, "I miss you too, yeobo. I'll be able to see you soon," he promised, "As soon as I'm done practicing and filming for MNET, you get me for three full days."
"Yeah, but then you leave again," she pouted, stretching out across her couch, "What am I supposed to do with myself?"
He chuckled, "You told me yourself you work all week. Didn't someone go on vacation?"
"Yeah..and the newbie is off because she's got some kind of sickness and I don't want it. So I get to work every day for the next seven to ten," she sighed.
"It'll be worth it. You know you hate having nothing to do."
"I know, but I'll miss you."
"I know, and I will too..but I have to go, Shaun is here."
Their phone call ended and Lena looked at the screen of her phone before tossing it onto the end table.
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"Have a nice day," Lena smiled, handing a customer their change as Mari hustled past her with a tray of coffees, venturing into the tables around the cafe.
Glad to see the line gone, she wiped the counters down, grabbing a clean rag and heading to clean tables.
"Hey Na-Na."
Lena looked up to see Seung Hyun sitting a few tables away, newspaper folded in front of him.
"Hey," she smiled, "What are you doing here? I thought you had a break! You should be relaxing."
"I do," he nodded, "I am relaxed. This is calming to me," he gestured to himself to show his comfort level as he leaned into the booth, arm across the back, "Do you work all day?"
She nodded, cleaning another table, "All day every day til at least Friday."
"I'm sorry," he replied, a half-hearted smile on his face, "I'm enjoying doing nothing," he smirked.
Lena rolled her eyes, smiling as she waved to him, walking back to the counter. Taking yet another order, she turned to return to her friend when she saw he was gone, newspaper forgotten.
"Hey Mari..where'd Hyunnie go?"
"Mari left."
Lena looked to her co-worker, eyebrows furrowed, "Where'd she go?"
"She's done for the day.."
She sighed, shoulders slumping. There went any chance of entertainment for the rest of the evening.
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"Thank you for calling, how can I help you?" Lena answered the phone cheerfully, surprised when she heard a familiar voice.
"Hey jagiya..I hope I don't get in trouble calling you here. I knew you couldn't answer your phone."
She smiled, accepting a card from a customer before running it, phone tucked between her ear and shoulder, "It's fine..what are you doing?"
"Hiding from Shaun," he laughed, "No..I'm grabbing some food, then it's back to practice."
"Why are you guys practicing so intensely? I've never known you to work this hard for one appearance."
"Sunbae-nim added four more dancers..so they have to be taught everything, formations have changed, I'm nervous, it's chaos."
"Well don't be, you'll do great."
"Thank you," he sighed, "I can't wait to relax. I'm beat. Are you eating?"
Lena sighed, nodding before she realized he couldn't see it, "Yes, Bae. Every day. It's not like I starve myself, I just don't eat at work. All this sugar is disgusting."
She paused, hearing talking in the background, Young Bae speaking to someone too far away to hear.
"Hey Lena, I-"
"You gotta go, I know. Practice hard, Bae..and make sure you get enough sleep," she ordered, smiling when she heard him laugh.
"Kay. Love you."
"Love you too."
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Are you busy tonight?
Lena read the message under the counter, glancing around before responding, sliding her phone back into her apron.
I work til ten.
She checked her phone an hour later, surprised Ji Yong hadn't text her back. She shrugged, going back to her task of cleaning and helping customers.
Six thirty rolled around and Lena was surprised when she felt someone standing behind her as she scrubbed a booth seat. Looking over her shoulder she grinned.
"Hey JiJi! What are you doing here?"
"I came-"
"Sorry! Sorry! I'm late," Mari announced, running through the main door, tying her apron on, "I meant to be here at six."
"Mar, you don't work tonight," Lena said slowly, "What's going on?"
"I asked her if she'd work for you," Ji Yong cut in, "You're coming with me."
"Ji, you can't, I-"
"I worked it out with whatserface," Mari said, waving off any arguments, "The other new kid's gonna take a few of my hours tomorrow so everything works out. Go! Be a cheerleader!"
Lena stared at her strangely as Ji Yong tugged her apron ties, yanking it off and handing it to Mari as he pushed the brunette towards the door, "We gotta go, baby. Get your stuff."
She grabbed for her purse when Mari tossed it to her, shouldering her bag and waving to her friend as Ji Yong rushed her out the door and into a van.
"Where are we going?" she asked as the van pulled away from her work place.
"We are going to Bae's debut."
"But I thought he was practicing all this time?"
"He was," Ji Yong nodded, staring out the window, "For his debut. At MNET. He told you about this."
She rubbed her forehead, "I am so lost. What time does it happen?"
He chuckled, "Oh..it doesn't just happen, it takes hours. Hours. But I thought you'd like to go."
Lena nodded, smiling, "Thank you for working this out."
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"That was rough," Lena groaned, "Those girls are kind of crazy!"
Ji Yong laughed, nodding as he pulled her through the building, "They're crazy for your man. So be grateful he's all yours, kay?"
She smiled, running up the stairs behind him. Following him into a room, she was surprised at the amount of people as music played quietly, everyone doing their own thing.
"What is going on in here?" she asked, holding onto his arm as he weaved through people, nodding to some here and there, greeting Shaun on his way past.
"Getting ready for stage one," he said, parking her on a couch, "Do your best to not get in the way..I have to go get make up done and I'll be back, okay?"
She nodded in understanding as he disappeared into a seperate room. Lena watched as Shaun worked with six or seven dancers, the guys practicing in a small corner as another man recorded them, talking quietly about what was going on. Lena smiled, waving when Sol noticed her, waving back before returning his attention to the group he was with. Everyone was bustling around fixing outfits and doing make up that she barely noticed when Ji Yong returned, collapsing next to her.
"See anything interesting?" he asked, leaning against her shoulder.
She turned, an eyebrow raised, "Other than that hair, no," she grinned, moving to touch it when he slapped her hand away.
"It took forever to make it stand this way..You can mess with it later, okay?"
"Deal," she beamed, "When do I get to see Young Bae?"
"You really don't," he said, giving her an exaggerated sad face when she pouted, "He'll be distracted if he sees you. You're like..silent support? Like Mari said, you're here to cheer him on and that's what matters."
"Fine," she mumbled, arms crossed as the small group in the corner seperated, walking past, "What's going on here?"
"The girls help them with make-up so the stylist noonas can concentrate on any costume problems," he explained, "It makes it so much easier on everyone."
She nodded as she watched a few of the boys make faces at having to have make-up applied.
"I'm gonna get a drink, want anything?" he asked, standing from the couch.
"Water please."
Once more, Ji Yong disappeared into the crowd, leaving Lena alone again.
"Are you bored yet?"
She looked up, smiling as Sol took Ji Yong's seat, crossing one leg over the other, "Not yet. There's so much going on, I don't even know where to look."
"I guess," he shrugged, "Meanwhile, I think I'm dying. It's hot in here."
Lena smiled apologetically, "It is pretty bad. And you have to wear all that..I'm sorry."
He shrugged, stretching across the couch to grab a kit from one of the other dancers, glaring at the powder inside, "This crap stinks, too. Can you help me?"
Lena nodded, taking it from him and applying a light layer, brushing the excess off before closing the box, "All better," she smiled, handing it back, "Any idea how long til you go on?"
"Twenty minutes? I don't know..we're heading up now," he said, nodding towards the hall where people were filing out towards the elevators, "Come on."
"I'm waiting for Ji."
"I think he already went," Sol smiled, "Just come on. He'll find you regardless."
Lena stood from the couch, walking quickly to keep up with him and not get run over by other people, "We are not all gonna fit in here," she said, stopping when he stepped into the open elevator, too many people already inside.
"I will not be held responsible for you getting lost," he informed her, dragging her inside, Lena against the wall between two other dancers and Sol.
She watched in alarm when the male to her left started making techno-like sounds, the others dancing animatedly.
"What the hell is going on here," she mumbled, scooting closer to Sol, earning a laugh.
"Welcome to pre-show jitters. We're nervous," he explained, bouncing on his toes as the elevator descended.
"Why? I saw you guys practicing, you'll do great!"
He smiled, Lena surprised when she noticed a few of the others grinning in response as well.
"We're here!" Shaun cheered as everyone stepped out of the lift, dancers following him towards the stage.
Lena looked to see Ji Yong standing below a light can, swaying to the music coming through the speakers as he talked to someone next to him. Fans were being led in from outside, directed to a small area around the stage that was cordoned off from the rest of the sound stage.
"Way to leave me behind!" she whined, shoving him playfully.
"You found me," he grinned, "I knew you couldn't get too far."
"You're an ass," she finally mumbled, turning to watch as the camera crews rolled left and right, stage lights and sound being tested.
"You're about to see what it takes to film a four minute song for a network," Ji Yong said when she finally stopped sulking.
"I am already in awe," she replied, "There are so many lights in here! How can anyone see?!"
Ji Yong smiled, "You get used to it. Now hush..and don't go wandering. We can't risk Bae seeing you, okay? He needs to focus."
Lena nodded, moving to sit against a cabinet as music began playing louder, Young Bae climbing a short set of steps from the back of the stage, shrugging a jacket on. She watched the dancers file onto the stage, torn between joining Young Bae and watching what Shaun was trying to show them last minute. Finally everyone was together as his song came on, the stage coming to life as they began dancing.
When the song came to an end, Lena was cheering just as loud as the fans, bouncing in place.
"That was amazing!" she cheered, shaking Ji Yong, "I can't believe how amazing this is!"
"He's not even done yet," Ji Yong laughed, "Calm down..they'll record it at least another four times. Maybe more."
She took a deep breath, fanning herself as she took a seat on the bench next to Ji Yong while everything was reset. They ran through the performance two more times before Lena noticed Shaun sitting nervously, leg bouncing as he analyzed everything. She leaned in as Ji Yong spoke to him, the pair discussing the most recent performance.
"He looks nervous," Ji Yong pointed out.
"Yeah, I think so too," Shaun agreed, moving closer to him.
"Why?" he asked, smoothing his hair.
"I don't know," Shaun shrugged, "His eyes keep going down," Ji Yong nodded along, "And the dancers aren't thinking."
"He's not focused."
"Yeah. And only certain parts does he let go. I can tell."
Lena watched as Shaun pushed off from the bench, moving to talk to the dancers as they seperated to the side of the stage, taking a water break.
"What's wrong?" she asked, tapping Ji Yong's shoulder, "Why'd Shaun say he's not focused?"
"He keeps looking down," Ji Yong explained, "You can tell he's nervous. He's not focusing enough, and it's showing..he's worrying."
"Can I go talk to him?" she asked, hands clasped in her lap.
"I don't know, Lena..It's not a great idea-"
"Please," she begged, "I won't make it worse!"
He watched his friend flop down on the edge of the stage, grabbing a water bottle as Shaun spoke to him.
"Fine. But you have two minutes and you're done."
Lena nodded, jumping up from her seat and weaving through people. Approaching from his left, she watched as he nodded, speaking to Shaun about the choreography. She stole a make-up sponge from one of the cases she passed, smiling to one of the stylists when she allowed her to pass, coming to stand next to Young Bae.
He took another gulp from his water bottle, cheeks puffed out as he nodded to his choreographer. Lena patted his face with the sponge, drying sweat as Shaun encouraged him.
"Let's bring that top quality out okay? I see it. It's getting better and better each time but you gotta turn it on right now. The eyes..they say alot. I like when you start grooving, you give me more energy, I wanna see that. You've done this before, it's time to do it again! You know this."
Young Bae nodded, watching him walk over to speak to his dancers again.
"He's right, you know."
He jumped, surprised when he realized it was Lena and no longer his stylist keeping him cool.
"Ja-"
She cut him off, dabbing around his mouth before he took a drink from his water, smiling.
"I'm glad you came," he said quietly, closing an eye as another stylist dabbed make-up on his face, brushing it on evenly.
"I am too," she smiled, "This is amazing."
"It's not," he said solemnly, "We're doing terribly. I can just see it every time we cut. I'm so nervous."
"Don't be," she insisted, wiping at his forehead once more.
"Easy for you to say," he chuckled, "I'm all alone up here..I've never done anything like this without the others nearby. I feel sick."
Lena watched the stylist walk away before she squeezed his hand gently, "Don't be dumb. What's there to be nervous about?"
"Them," he nodded to the crowd of people waiting for him to perform again, "There's all these fans here and-"
"What'd you just say?"
"There's all these fans-"
"What?"
He stared at he blankly, "What's your point, Lena?"
"My point is that they're fans. They're your fans. They are here for you. You could stand up here and do absolutely nothing and they would not love you any less. I'd be more worried about the camera men, they're not as easily wooed," she winked, earning a laugh.
"Thank you," he said quietly, watching her throw the sponge into a trash can.
"Whose stage is this?" she asked.
"Mine," he smiled, tugging at the cuffs of his jacket.
"You got this," Lena smiled, holding her fist up, Young Bae bumping his against hers, "Now go make everyone proud."
She watched him climb back onto the stage before following Shaun back through the crowd to join Ji Yong as the music began once more.
It was on the last chorus when Lena started laughing, watching Shaun and Ji Yong dance around, singing and pumping their arms in the air as Young Bae danced on the smaller platform closest to them, singing enthusiastically.
"That's what I'm talkin' about!" Shaun yelled, "That's it!"
The song ended and everyone was applauding as stage hands came on, already resituating everything for the next stage. Lena gave Young Bae a thumbs up, earning a brilliant smile in return as he fanned his jacket around him, accepting another water from a stage hand.
"Stage two!" Ji Yong cheered, dragging Lena with him back to the elevator.
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Ji Yong tugged at his ear, his bag slung over his shoulder as everyone loaded into the elevator. Lena stood next to him, amused as Young Bae's eyes closed, seemily asleep against the wall.
"I'm so tired," Ji Yong said quietly, receiving a nod from Lena.
"Me too," she agreed, nudging Young Bae as the elevator opened and they followed the other occupants outside, climbing into their own van.
"Good job!" Ji Yong cheered as they climbed into the van, waving to everyone else leaving as their vehicle pulled away.
Young Bae yawned, staring out the window as they rounded a corner, radio playing quietly, "Where are we going?" he asked, pulling Lena against his side, an arm around her shoulder.
"It's four. We're taking her home, then we're going to the dorm."
He looked at Lena, the brunette stiffling a yawn with her hand, "I work tomorrow, Bae."
"Oh..what time?"
She smiled sleepily, "Nine."
"Omo why did you come?" he asked, "You should be sleeping!"
"And I will be," she reasoned, "As soon as I get home."
"Lena-"
She cut him off, kissing him gently, "I wouldn't have missed this for the world, so just stop."
He looked at her for a long minute before pulling her into a hug, kissing her forehead.
"Thank you."
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Kinda blah but I really do love the ML documentaries. What's everyone think??
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Loeeezy on says about chapter 125:
I've been re-reading your story again and again and again and again. Please update soon, authornim. You make a great story. Always. I'm a fan.
youngbaebabe23 on says about chapter 42:
omg that chapter was unfriggin believable adorable i loved it.
wrecklesstwat on says about chapter 125:
God, i love you woman. this story is just, i can't even, omg. i barely could find any legit awesome smut of YB till i met this ____. ooh are you still gonna continue this?
SmutBites on says about chapter 125:
I have not been on in... MONTHS. I had fun catching up on this story. I forgot how much I loved it.
Dominatrix Lena was nice--I wish she would've sat on his face or something a little more intense though. But as YB says, 'Practice makes perfect' --There must be a round 2. ;)
I feel like poor Lena, I still don't get eh V-Day joke. ;A;
Fanjjuma on says:
This is the reason why i signed up with aff. Love the story and i love reading it over and over again!!
fancy-bowtie on says:
This fic is amazing thank you sooo much for always updating this thing and not like... dying halfway :3 Thank you thank you it's amazing! keep writing :D
baozihasabubblebutt on says about chapter 125:
I will never look at "v-day" the same way ever again.
samuraigirl on says about chapter 125:
Nyahahaha. V-Day, I love it!
sheldane on says about chapter 77:
Frrakin love this chap.. lol I could totally see tabi buying a car just for the ske of its estetics and not even knowing the name of it... Driving license partvis so accurate lol
OptimusFanGirl on says about chapter 125:
LOL Bae at the end
precious
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