kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun
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kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun [ a depressed individual]
i. give him a reason to get out of bed every single morning
ii Act like his phantom limb; be there when he needs you, leave when he doesn't.
iii. Go to Hallmark and buy him as many cards as you can with your allowance or salary.
iv. Dig a hole in the backyard and give him a shovel. then step back as he rips his sadness in handfuls and bury it in the hole.
v. Cook a romantic dinner for two. play a recording of you saying something important again and again until the needle scratches.
vi. Fill the bathtub with roses and hot water. light some candles. remove his clothes one by one.
vii. Take him rollerblading at night.
viii. Be patient. things like these take time.
ix. Wait until there's a full moon. trace his scars. for each one revealed, tell him you'll stay for another year. Tell him that if he only had one scar, you'll stay forever.
x. Get a telescope and find mars
xi. Label it.
xii. Make it say: we were here.
[based off & inspired by her lovely poem]
Foreword
pairing: i don't know, don't you get sassy with me.
length: oneshot
for: eliah who taught me that feelings were to be felt, not explained & that homo trees are cool. he shackled my ankles with sekai.
note: this is sad and boring and long, but i wanted to write sad and boring and long. i'm at 3k rn and i'm still writing this, so i might update in a little while or tomorrow. let's see. [photocredit]this mostly has little to no dialouge. because absolute feels.
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