kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun

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                  kim jongin's guide to loving oh sehun [ a depressed individual]

 

 

i. give him a reason to get out of bed every single morning

ii Act like his phantom limb; be there when he needs you, leave when he doesn't.

iii. Go to Hallmark and buy him as many cards as you can with your allowance or salary.  

iv. Dig a hole in the backyard and give him a shovel. then step back as he rips his sadness in handfuls and bury it in the hole.

v. Cook a romantic dinner for two. play a recording of you saying something important again and again until the needle scratches.

vi. Fill the bathtub with roses and hot water. light some candles. remove his clothes one by one.

vii. Take him rollerblading at night.

viii. Be patient. things like these take time.

ix. Wait until there's a full moon. trace his scars. for each one revealed, tell him you'll stay for another year. Tell him that if he only had one scar, you'll stay forever.

x. Get a telescope and find mars

xi. Label it.

xii. Make it say: we were here.

 

 

[based off & inspired by her lovely poem]

Foreword

pairing: i don't know, don't you get sassy with me.
length: oneshot

for: eliah  who taught me that feelings were to be felt, not explained & that homo trees are cool. he shackled my ankles with sekai.

note: this is sad and boring and long, but i wanted to write sad and boring and long. i'm at 3k rn and i'm still writing this, so i might update in a little while or tomorrow. let's see. [photocredit]this mostly has little to no dialouge. because absolute feels. 

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wildvampire
#1
Chapter 1: Now im just gonna hug u and drown u in my tears *huggles*
exo-ticfangirl #2
Chapter 1: wow... this was very beautifully written. the days before yesterday, yesterday and tomorrow added so much to the emotion of the story. As jongin and sehuns relationship progressed you could gradually see sehun get better,whichmade me happy, but then you see what jongin has to go through and your heart slowly breaks, as did mine. this was a tragically beautiful story and im glad i found it :)
LarassihombingL
#3
Chapter 1: What did i just read? Omg author nim this story is...beautiful. Beautifully written with beautiful plot but..not so beautiful ending LOL.kinda remind me of anterograde tomorrow, but sure different.

This is..omg so angst and seems impossible yet so realistic.

idk what to say anymore omg
azeli_ouo #4
Chapter 1: No matter how many times i read this, i still feel my heart aching, and breaking oh-so-slowly. cuz jongin~ *SOBS* and broken heaters and surprise holes never sounded more sweet and sad at the same time *dying whale sounds*
I love angst too much. I love your angst. sjkhfsjkf this story is amazing.

I love you, and thank you so much.
vainilla
#5
Chapter 1: this was so beautiful and sad and wow i am at lack of words

i just can say that this will be one of my favorite angst starting now

wow, seriously, wow
kwon-saedism
#6
Chapter 1: OMG WHY DID I ONLY READ ABOUT THIS NOW?! this is just..i can't even...beyond amazing seriously. MUST READ THIS AGAIN <3
maddiepeticel
#7
Chapter 1: this is so so so beautiful...
i'm actually crying right now...
i suddenly related this story to born to die by lana del rey...
oh gosh. so gorgeous >.<