Flower of Despair

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Description

The story of a tender romance developing during the state of desperation. A story filled with sorrowful tears and surreal hope.

 

Follow a painter genius who's lost her talent on her journey to find a happy ending with the helping hand of a kind stranger. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Jung Hana, a 19-year-old painter genius, finds herself lost in deep desperation after she loses the feeling in her hand.

Shutting herself off from the world, she lives alone in the chaos called her mind.

Her salvation, art, becomes hopeless.

Life seems meaningless. 

 

Day by day, she pulls through like this.

 

Until one day, the leukemia sick Luhan appears in her life and reaches out to her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Created: Feb 4, 2013 |  Finished: Oct 11, 2013

 

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Playlist

 

 

f(x) - Beautiful Stranger

 

Girls' Generation - Lost in Love

 

Girls' Generation - Not Alone

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Characters:

 

Hana:

 

 

Luhan:

 

 

Credit for these two really, really beautiful character posters goes to the lovely meihehe! Thank you so much! <3

 

 

Read the Vietnamese translation here

Read the Indonesian translation here

Read the French translation here

Read the Malay translation here

 

(I don't anymore translations. Sorry, but it's too stressful to keep up with it with my stressful real life.)

Foreword

 

Author's Note:

Hello! 

This story is a rather sad and angsty one.. It will be calm and rather somber, which means I will concentrate more on the thoughts and characters than on the actions. 

The current poster is by Riichan, thank you so much!

THIS POSTER IS A PRESENT FROM autumn_seoul27, thank you!

 

 

This poster is a surprise present from Riicchan. Thank you so much! It's beautiful!

 

This poster here is a present from kpopimagination. Thank you very much! <3

 

Thank you for the poster, -kurenasai!

 

 

Thank you for the poster,painkillerxxx !

 

This is an edited version of my drawing by KisuloveKpop , thank you!

 

As for me, I used this prompt:

 

 

 

dreamyflower
(FoD) finally working on a new chap, guys, orz.

Comments

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Leyla_99
#1
So long ago read this amazing story. I remember crying in my bedroom late at night from reading this heartbroken story. Like i miss those moments when i still obsess with reading a fanfic.
snowcastles
#2
Chapter 4: It’s always important to have someone to confide your feelings/hardships with! I’m so glad that Luhan is willing to be that one branch of support for Hana, despite feeling like there’s no one else she could ever reach out to again. We all need someone like Luhan in our lives!
snowcastles
#3
Chapter 3: Poor Hana.. things are just getting progressively worse for her as time goes on. Her parents are so selfish and uncaring! Like seriously? It’s honestly ridiculous.
snowcastles
#4
Chapter 2: Man, I seriously relate to Hana’s troubled feelings and negative perceptions surrounding her internal/external issues. It’s hard, honestly. So glad that she’s finally meeting Luhan! He’s so positive and adorable! (:
snowcastles
#5
Chapter 1: My heart really goes out to the female lead in this one.. what a traumatic experience. Losing what you considered as the one and only thing that's extremely important to you is devastating in so many ways. Especially, when there's no potential recovery for it.
felizity
#6
Chapter 31: it made me cry real hard, but the fact that it given a lesson in life is just pure bliss
felizity
#7
Chapter 20: the pain, is just too much to bear
SRS375 #8
Chapter 31: you have no idea how many times i came back to this; and regardless of the count, i cry every time i read it like the first time.