Lost inside

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Summary: "They told me to kill myself so I've tried." 

 

Sometimes people loose themselves in the abyss of despair. They are hiding there, silently waiting for someone to discover them and bring them back to a place, where light shines. However, not all meet with their saviour; and not all have the strenght to escape without help; some remain lost, some just let go.  

 

...'cause no matter how hard you try... sometimes you just can't meet the expectations everybody puts on you...  

 

Disclaimer: I don't own anything besides my own ideas.

 

Warnings: malexmale,attempt suicide, depressing

 

ps: If you like my story, please don't forget to upvote. (all you have to do is click on the arrow that appears before the title). kamsamnida *bows*

Foreword

 

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Well in case you failed to notice, 

in case you failed to see,

this is my heart bleeding before you,

this is me down on my knees.

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"It's not true we don't know what we had until we loose it. The truth is, you knew what you had, you just didn't think you would loose it."

 

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I have this theory, that if we're told we're bad

Then that's the only idea we'll ever have

But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty

Someday we will become what we see

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The life is not always like a walk through a rose garden. Every day we face various obstacles and difficulties. We see the ones we care for hurt and in pain, we loose those we love and we suffer ourselves ... Sometimes we get over it, sometimes we move on ... But sometimes we just loose too much ... Would you be able to go on living if the purpose of your life was gone?

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nwh-gem
#1
Chapter 3: i almost danced reading chapter 2, knowing jae may be saved by junsu and yoochun. but chapter 3 broke my walls and made me cry a river! and then changmin at the end!
nwh-gem
#2
Chapter 1: omg! jaejoong! nooooo!


ah, sorry for reading your yunjae stories this late authornin!
blackqueenkai
#3
Chapter 1: Aaaawwww ing fans how dare they say something like that...poor jae
shion-chan #4
Chapter 6: beautiful story so dramatic and full of emotions
lavi018 #5
Chapter 7: Its really a very beautiful story, all the emotions, the feelings when darkness surrounds at night and the hopefulness when its still light in day.. The outwards appearance can maybe of an angel yet the despair in heart is not something that can be seen.. Sometimes all you need is to stop thinking like when jae sent the message and when yunho and changmin came to the hospital, all it takes is a helping hand and every pain can be overcome if there is a shoulder to share it.. It is not only happiness that should be shared but also pain but only with selected few.. I loved your story..
mycat1928 #6
Chapter 6: Sooo far away from reality, lol. Yup, that's why it's called fanfiction.
carmen_was_here
#7
Chapter 6: How come I never found this MASTER PICE!!!! Wonderful storie story!!!! the way you wrote all the feelings, and put everything It was just perfect!!!
Tomutionmyha
#8
Chapter 6: A very well done story, it was short but so emotional, thanks for sharing Author-nim.
hananoona
#9
Chapter 6: "The tragedy of life is not death but what we let die inside of us while we live."
i know it means nothing, but if one day you do publish a book which i'm sure will be great please do tell me to buy it.
hananoona
#10
Chapter 5: after all, all that is well ends well
and there was never anything better than them.