How many months has it been since Jaejoong’s death? 5 months? 6 months?
Although you could talk now, you were quieter than usual and hardly ever smiled. There was no life in your eyes. As much as your aunt and Eunsuh tried to comfort you, you couldn’t be. You stopped by Midnight which was closed down. You sighed and carried onto Yunho’s club.
“Hey.” He softly smiled, “How are you?”
“Good.” You whispered the lie.
Yunho knew that, too, “Are you sure you don’t want me to take you to the cemetery?”
“Okay then…good luck.” He waved.
You bowed and left. You took a cab to the cemetery. You had buried Jaejoong next to his mother since you knew he would’ve wanted that. You placed flowers on both their graves. You bowed to Mrs. Kim’s grave, “Hello, omonim. I hope you’ve been well. Spring is coming.”
You slowly walked up to Jaejoong’s grave and knelt down in front of him. You gently patted the grassy mound, “Jaejoong oppa…” *I wanted to call you this so much. It’s unfair how my voice comes back after you’re not able to hear it anymore.* Tears welled up in your eyes. You squeezed the grass longingly, “Oppa, I miss you so much. Every day without you…they’re not worth it all. I wish you could’ve taken me with you.” You began to sob for the umpteenth time that day. You were doing that a lot lately.
You had flashbacks of Jaejoong.
His smile. His kiss. His hug. His promises. His love for you.
*Now no one will protect me anymore. No one will make me feel as safe as you did. No one will make me fall hard for them as I have done for you…*
“I want us to be together again.” You whispered.
You lay down next to his grave and gently stroked the grass as you hummed the song he had always sang to you in his arms during your sleep. You pretended Jaejoong was holding you. You could hear him humming along as the wind swept past you. You felt dazed but free and as if you were floating. You smiled with your eyes still closed, “Jaejoong oppa…saranghae…”
With that, your hand went limp.
It was all over the news later that day. Some girl, just like in that drama ‘I’m sorry I love you’, had passed away by her lover’s graveyard.
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