Ren woke up the next day, the sun rays hitting their faces,,he buried back his face from the man beside him that he didn't even notice immediately,,he look up and saw the sleeping face of Jr,,he sat up on the side still looking at the sleeping boy,,what happen last night? he murmur and pouted,,waiting for the other to open his eyes..

The boy moved,,,eyes opened,,eo!!! you're awake,,are you alright now? jr asked sitting while rubbing his puffy eyes ,,still sleepy,,

"im alright? what~~~ what happen last night? why~~ why are you here? ren asked looking down his lap..

"nothing,,you just slept,,i mean,,mj, put some drugs on your food so yeah,,,last night...jr can't explain,,,he doesn't know what to say,,

"i did something horrible again..i became so ty again,,am i right? ren said clenching his fist..

Jr notice him,,uneasy,,and the words that left on his mouth was actually worries of last night,,Jr knows it,,,spending few days with ren,,he can actually tell what was on ren's mind,,"nothing happened,you just fell asleep beside me,,don't worry about that...you did nothing,,jr lied, trying to make the other not to worry,,..

"you are lying,,i know i did something unpleasant to all,,,did they saw what was me,,? did they saw how y i am? ren questioned...he beamed a fake smile...

"no,,they are actually worried about you,,,,especially minhyun,,,jr answered assuring the boy,,,

"minhyun,,,he's not changing a bit,,,he always do worry about me,,,minhyun,,,minhyun,,,ren tears escaped his eyes as he remembered the past,,

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A year ago,,minhyun came back,,he was ren's only friend when they were young but because of unknown reason,he disappeared without telling ren,,,when they were at the age of entering middle school, minhyun showed up in the same school that ren was in, by that time ren wasn't talking anymore and he was with mj already,,,Minhyun tried to talk to ren but chances are just low,,ren was the gossip in the whole school,,minhyun was surprised by that, at how ren was addressed as public by all students,,

"minki! minhyun called and run towards the boy,,ren is expressionless, minhyun finds his friend different from what he is when they were young,, a lovely, hyper kid, the boy who don'tknow nothing but to sing, dance and smile along with it is now the opposite..ren is fierce, expressionless, cold, no trace of any smile from his lips,,,even the name was changed..minhyun wonder why until..

"ren!! a guy called the boy and ren immediately went to the boy but tears, he notice his friend tear down before he turn around to step closer to the caller....

"minki,,minhyun called again,,,

"stay away from me,,ren told him,,,im not a worthy friend on you anymore,,,don't stick unto me,,

"but~~~ minhyun didn't finish his words when mj grab his friend and suddenly gave him kisses that makes himself asked, why,,why his friend is like that,,,

"minhyun keeps talking to ren but ren ignored him,,trying to care for him and worry but ren ignore it all,,

Minhyun until now never gives up,,he still trying to get back his bestfriend...trying to search where his bestfriend was gone,,,inspite of his being a y, minhyun never fails to smile to him every single day...

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"He's my bestfriend but he left me,,,ren opened up to jr...

"he didn't,,,jr replied assuring the boy..

"what do you know about the past...ren questioned rolling his eyes and turned his sight to the window..

"he never did,,he was talking about his bestfriend all the time but he never told us that it was you,,he always tells me how he misses his friend but he can't show it,,minhyun left your place and he came to my place..his father suffered from disease that's why they stayed far from the city,,that was his father's wish,,i met him in the hospital, crying alone,,that's how we became friends..and when we were entering middle school he told me to just go to the city and study but i refused,,baekho and aron came to him and i was left in our previous town,,,you are the reason why he came back to city,,he wants to find you and say sorry for leaving,,but he was sad when he visited me telling me that his friend was gone already,,but he still did study in city,,,

Ren was silent,hearing the other's story,, he felt like he was the most cruel person in town inspite of his unfair life,,but he can't deny that he was angry with minhyun,,,But now that he understood everything, they were too young that time,,they can't decide by themselves that's why they need to follow the parents wish,,,but then the person he wanted to lean on when his mother left him was not around too, that's why he hated his life,,he was alone, lonely and no one could comfort him...

"look, i know you hate me,,,but we're all helping out,,i don't like what i am doing,,im against it actually but now, let me help you,,just trust us,,open yourself to us,,,you don't have to be at ease with us, just open up, let us try it,,,jr said,,not knowing actually why he was saying this,,why he was telling the boy to help him,,what he was saying is a big responsibility to be taken care off,,

Ren stared to jr,,looking at him in eyes like entering the other's soul..im afraid to trust anyone,,im afraid of people, im afraid of other's desire and words left with their mouth,,it was just pain in me,,,he uttered, showing that he can't trust anyone even the man infront of him,,,

"just me,,can't you? jr asked the boy seriously with sincerity in his eyes..

"how sure i am,,? ren questioned back not breaking their lock eyes,,

"just try it,if i failed to prove it then you are free to hate me more than you are hating me right now,,jr assured,,

Ren broke the stare,,eyes shoot to other direction and left the other on the bed, he went in the bathroom and look himself to the mirror,,,how can you trust other people,? how can you trust him? how? he talk to himself on the mirror staring to his pretty face,,,

"i'll wait downstairs,,we still need to attend afternoon class,,,jr shouted from outside,, he agape at the door but didn't replied...

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Jr sighed seeing the boy pass through his side ignoring what he just offered,,,what are you doing Jr,,you are as pitiful as him,,why you have to offer the impossible,,,,he hates people and you are not exempted to that...he mumbled scolding his self....

He took the photo of him and his sister,,,why oppa like this now? he poke his sisters cheek with that hard flat glass,,,what do you think of him? he asked talking to the smiling photo of them like an idiot...he chuckled and scratch his forehead and carried himself heading to his own room, proceeding straight to his own bathroom,,washing up,,,

Just as he exited his room, ren was exiting his room too properly dressed with his uniform,, hair loosened covering one of his eyes,,both locked their eyes together and snap out after few seconds...

"let's go,,jr told the blonde,,

Both left the house, ren behind him just walking the same speed,,,but not at the same level...Jr entered the car and followed by ren,,,silent,is killing the atmosphere,,no words uttered until they reach the noisy school ground...

They both walked together approaching their friends who were waiting at the lobby,,,ren froze the moment he lift his head and stopped at the lobby where their friends were standing...he gulped and eyes almost moistening his eyelashes,,

Jr look at ren,,"let's go...he said but ren was frozen on his spot,,,staring to a specific direction,,,trembling, doubled the beat of his nervousness compared before..." i said let's go,,Jr remind the boy again...

Ren wants to make his steps but he was badly frozen that time,,the yesterday's incident messing up his mind,,,he lived long with Mj but he didn't know how far the rude guy can go,,ren was thinking, Mj can do anything,,his life is not safe even though he was out of Mj's possession,,he was given a drug on his pocket without his knowing, he was drug once without noticing, what more the rude guy can do....

Jr slide his hand to ren's waist wrapping his arm around the boy and held him to walk,wiping the now wet eyes,,that makes the blond snap out and look at Jr who was now staring to him with a cold eyes,,Jr led the boy to their classroom and settle him on his seat,,followed by their friends behind and settle their own self to their respective seats...

They both saw the rude Mj stopped at their front class room,,ren was letting out continuous heavy breaths,,Jr smirked stabbing the guy with his sharp glare,,while Mj lift up his middle finger showing to him...

Jr laughed under his breath, he run his finger to his lips and turn to ren pulling him closer and face inched to the other, he thought of pissing off the rude boy by kissing the other,,back facing the rude boy he manage to lift up his middle finger too,,,

Jr won,,,after pulling out from ren, he continuously caress the blonde's cheek and wipe the side lips of him while looking at the pissed off guy outside, he laughed like an evil,,,he sighed and turn to ren who was now stunned and can't utter a single word,,ren saw what was the Mj's reaction,,Jr totally messed up with him,,,obviously,,,ren glared at jr,,,

"why? jr mouthed while laughing,,,ren shut his eyes and turned his sight away from the two...

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Mj was there outside trying to pissed off Jr and played a bit with his former but in reverse he was the one who got played and get pissed as Jr response to his game,,He saw Jr smirking as he smirked to him too that suddenly jr pulled ren into a kiss,,,

He punch the wall of the classroom and he was burning in anger,,he just walked out, he was lost with his own game...pointing to jr as if he was giving him a warning before totally disappearing to the other's sight...

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"what was that for? baekho let out his grudge again over Jr's action towards the blonde boy ..

"why? what did i do? jr grinned..

"you~~~ you~~~ ahhhh yo~~you kissed him,,,baekho stated hesitatingly...

"and so?! Jr laughed holding his stomach...

"yahhh!!why are you laughing? aron and minhyun asked in unison,,,

Ren glared to Jr almost bursting in anger,,,"yaahhh!! he shouted that makes all their classmates turn to them,,it was the first time they heard the poor boy shouted like that,,,even minhyun, aron and baekho was surprised,, mouth opened while looking at the boy...

Jr stopped and look at ren,,and shifted his eyes to everyone,,isshhhh,,,he hissed like threatening the whole class with something,,all immediately looked away...

"what was that commotion? Jr!!! the teacher came,,,pointing out to Jr,,,

"eeiii,,what did i do now? yahh noo~~~ jr was about to address the teacher as her noona but he notice everyone was paying attention at how he response to their teacher,,though it was already spread to the school that they are siblings they were still teacher-student when they were at school...he just shut his mouth and didn't answered..

Soon after the said commotion,,class had started...

Ren look at his side with his eyes..remembering what the other's action a while ago,,,why he did that?,,,he questioned surprisingly,,,

*Face were inches away eyes entering his soul.....a scene that makes his heart race,,,

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..update...itis late actually i trapped chatting with my fellow triple s sisters,,,mian,,,here it goes,,a simple update,,,,do leave your comment...and it took me long hours updating my hyunsaeng story...