Jr is reading his book in his room when he heard the door on the other room click opened, he put down his book and get through his door, he opened it and saw the person living in his house heding on the stairs holding a glss,,,he cleared hi throat nd the person on the stair who took the first step immediately froze...

Ren's eyes wide open and his sleepy thought seems awoken from that sounds of throat...he froze grippin tight on the glass, he knows who belongs that sound, and that is fom the person he avoided for a week..

"Ren,,,can we talk? jonghyun spoke...

"Ahmmm de? i~ i am busy? ren lied of course, not facing the guy,,

"5 minutes won't take your whole time ren,,,we really need to talk now,,,,i men i want to talk to you,,,we can't~~~jonghyun beg,,,

"but i'm really busy, im sorry,,,maybe next time,,,,ren refused still facing on the stairs,,,he tarted to walk...

Jonghyun run and grab the blonde's hand that makes the glass fall and rolls down the stairs....He turn the blonde to face him...Ren's eyes becomes wider in surprise,,,He tried to pull back his hand but jr just tightened his grip to the wrist...

"Please,,i can't go on like this,,i can't take this anymore,,talk to me,,,i know there's no next time,,you're avoiding me, don't you? jr pleaded and alleged...

"Jr~~~~please, my hand is hurting.....ren said iting his lower lip..

"No..until you talk to me,,,,,jr said and drag him to the pink room...

"Jr,,what are you doing,,you're hurting me...ren protested but jr is determined to talk to him....

Jr locked the doorand release the hand of the blonde,,he look down the floor..Ren grab his phone and tried to call someone but jr shove the phone and it flew on the bed....

Ren tried to walk out of the room but jr pull him back, they both locked eyes but ren avoided the gaze from the other quickly,,,

"let's settle here, everything,,,jr said,,,

"i'm sorry i have to go...ren insisted and try to disappeared from that room....

"please ren,,please...jr plead again but ren is not listening,,,,He have no choice, grab back the londe and cup the face and in just seconds he sealed that heartshape lips with his,,

Ren is pushing the guy with all his strength but jr is too strong for him,,,Jr pushed the blonde on the wall and pin him there, roughly kissing him with a push..Rn is just too weak to prevent it, he wakedly squeeze the guy's sgirt on the chest and closed his eyes but a tear escaped from his eyes...

Jr saw the tears, he let go of the lips and flattened his forehead to the blonde's forehead,,,"i'm sorry, i~i didn't mean to hurt you, to force you,,,i just want to talk to you,,,,he whispered, he let go of him,,,,i just want to tell you that sungjae and i were over,,you know i love you, you know that the one i love is you,,i didn't push you to go overseas just to loose you and start with sungjae, i just want you to get better ren,,,i want you get treated to the best hospital overseas and thanks to seyong when he recommended his uncle to me,,,i love ou ren,,all the best in you i wished,,i can't bear seeing you in pain,,, he continued and step backward and left him still pinned on the wall..he exited with a tightened chest,,,

"Jonghyun~~~ren whispered on air,,,jonghyun,,,he repeated shutting his eyes,,,,jonghyun, comebck,,he continued whispering,,he glane to the door but the former was gone,,,,he run outside o hi room too, catching the guy who just left,,,,Jonghyun! he screamed,,,is it that really easy to levee me when i told you?..is it really easy to abandon me? can't you stay long even if i tell you to leave? can't you stay more even if i tell you i don't want to se you? n't you stay still even if i push you hard?...ren shouted his heart out,, felt weak and fell knee on the floor,,,

"Ren,,,jonghyun was surprised nd was stunned,,absorbing every sentence and questions that the latter had screamed out,,,Ren was crying,, he walk towrds the blonde when he realize what is happening,,,does ren saying or telling him to stay beside him? that's the question he have in mind now....he knlt down infront of the blonde and lift the chin....

"I always tell myself that i hate you,,for almost everyday, for every falling hair i have in every chemo, i'm telling myself that i hate the name jonghyun and the owner of it, but what my heart is telling is the opposite of that word,,,everyday, i hated myself, i hate my mind in telling those lies, but i also hate my heart for telling the truth. i admit i hate you when you just let me go,,,when you didn't even call  when i left,,,you hurt me but my heart says it's okay because maybe there are reasons for it, i tried to understand jr but it hurts me more, but then why i can't really hate you? i'm just fooling myself in hting you becuse my heart keeps saying that it's you,,it's you that i wanted,,Ren burst into crying..

"Ren,,,my ren,,,,my princess,,i'm really sorry....Jr cried too, wanting to burry his self to where he was right now so tht he won't see how hurtful he did to the blonde,,,,

"No...jonghyun, i know everything,,,,,seyong told me everything,,i know why you broke me up that day, seyong told me when i go treated well,,that's why i am here,,i want to ee you,, i really miss you but i don't know how can i start to tlk to you,,,Ren confessed...

"just talk to me like before,,,i love you ren,,now that you're back, i will never ever leave you again, i will never ever push you away anymore because i will die,,it kills me everyday, slowly killing me without you beside me,,,Jr cup the blonde's face while saying...

Ren jumped to jr and hugged him tight, i love you too jr,,,he whispered in between his sobs,,,i love you,,,and i won't lt you leave e again, shove me again..i'll definitel stick into you forever,,,,

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"ren~~~ come on we're late,,,,,jr shouted from the living room, waiting for his boyfriend to come out,,,

"I'm coming!!!! ren shouted back and rushed down to meet his over who already waiting for 30 minutes,,,,

"aigoo,, you never change huh? let's go we're late already...i'm sure the others already waiting for us,,jr said and hold hnds while walking towards the car...

It's already a week when the both parties cried out their grudges and feelings towards each other, reconciling and knowing how much they long for each other,,how much they love each other and how much they lied to one another and also how they fooled their own selves...,

They reach school hand in hand while wlking happily chatting and tickling ech other even though lots of students were there,, they never had worries about it plus the thing that mj, ren's former master is already drop his studies in that school due to some family matters and he neeed to follow his mom overseas,,and sungjae who finally given up jr left the country and let the two continued what was cut off a year go...

"Aigoo.. like a newly found love,,,you were oth too happy you know that,, you don't even notice that the whole school's topic is the two of you...front page in every news..aron spoke behind them, on his both sie were his boyfriend minhyun and to the other side is baekho,,,,

The two looked behind, jr scratched his back head while ren cups his face that turns into a red tomato,,,he blushed so much an suddenly felt embarrassed....Jr smiled when he notice his boyfriend's face, he put his arm around the waist and press him closer to him...

"I don't care what they were talking about,,,,as long as ren is with me,,am i right baby? jr cheesily said as he pinched the blonde's nose...

"You are so cheesy,,,,ren whispered but their friends heard it,,,,all laugh and he blushed even more,,,,,

The bell rang and so they all run the corridor to reach their classroom and sited in their seats panting and catching their breaths,, all glances to each other and exchange smiles...

Ren is the most happiest person in the world now, that's what he feels right now, thinking of his past, the tortures he had with mj's hands, that time that he never forgets, being the most known in the campus serves as his lesson and guide to be strong and be more confident to face every little and big trials in life,,,His life turns upside down, from the hands of his step father to the hands of Mj, rom having no mother at all at the young age until the time he had his proper mind and had grown up one but still became slave under  some people around him,,,

And he was thankful that Jr cme to his life as a saviour, as a hero, as  guardin, s  friend and of course as a lover. Jonghyun is his inspiration, his breath, his heartbeat, and his whole life,,,He's happy to have him beside him, the only person who could give more love to him, of course he has minhyun  his bestfriend but having Jr in his life makes his self to be completed, nothing to ask for more, jr is enough for him to live securely, safely, happily and all...

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"baby, i love you,,,jr told inside the pink walls of the room,,,laying on the pink sheets of the bed, caressing the soft skin of the blonde....

"I love you too baby...and i will always love you forever,,,,ren replied as he gave him a smile of assurance,,

Jr captured the blonde's lips and kissed them softly and with passion, Ren left a soft moan feeling the other's sweet kisses on him, he responded sweetly with that kiss, feeling the beat that his heart was drumming and feeling the other's beat that keeps responding to his beating chest,,,both took the night, the romance, another sweet scene of their love. For  Ren, this is one of the most captivating memory in their life,,,the night that he would never forget, this probably the best night after they reconcile and after confessing their love again..

"REN~~~~ jr whispered lovingly,,,

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...oh my gosh,,this is the final....huhuhu..crying,,,,i need to end it lol...hope you enjoyed reading this fic,,,