The plane landed safely and here he comes, finally able to smell the cold breeze of wind of Korea after a long hours of travel in the air,,it was a boring flight but yet he feels to excited, he thins about his friends the whole time and not to forget the person he had love the most and the person that caused pain to him but then, he can't explain the will to see him again, his heart tells him how excited he was to meet him again, though he is not expecting to hav  good outcome if they meet again,,

He exited the crowded airport after taking his luggage from the running conveyor,,,he stood at the front arrival area after collecting all his things, no one will fetch him actually,,,he sighed and look around,, he remembers, he need a place to stay because he isn't ready to go home at jr's place though his parents told him to go there,,how can he face the one who made him cry everyday in a span of whole year,,there is no day that he didn't cry and think about him,,,he is not yet ready to face his past lover but then he is so excited to go to korea,,that's the thing he can't explain even to his own mind,,,

He smiled, relax choi minki,,,he mumbled, just then he remembered he still have his friends to go,,he slid his hand on the front pocket of his jeans and picked out the smart phone that seyong had given to him use..he dialled the only number he always called and have conversation the whole year,,his bestriend,,,the call was answered in just a ring, unexpectedly,,he thought that his bestfriend might be busy or something, but lucky him, minhyun answered it instantly,,,

"who are you? the other line asked with a doubtful tone,,,he used different number,,what he expect from his bestfriend,,,

"hey minnie, it's me,,,,he answered back,,,it's Ren,,,i need a lift,,i mean fetch me,,i am in the airport,,,,he told,,

"de? whe~where are you? minhyun on the other line asked to confirm,,..obviously sounded shock,,

"Im in korea,,,i'm sorry it's too sudden,, i just can't go to jonghyun yet,,i don't exactly know how to go in there,, i mean how to face him,,,so can you come and get me here...it's okay if you can't,,i will just spend th night at the hotel...ren said sounded sad,,,

"No...okay,,wait for me,,,minhyun exclaimed,,,

"Okay,,thanks,,,,and owh please don't tell everyone yet, especially `~ jr...ren requested,,,

"okay,,minhyun answered and agreed,,,

The call ended, he slid back his phone to his pocket and fix his hair while smiling like a lost minded boy,,it has been over a year before he gained his hair back to normal,,,,he lost most of it due to his theraphy,,now he's glad his hair is normal as before, its just that it is shorter now than previous time,,,he dyed it again to make it look like the same,,,

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Minhyun was lost after the call,,, he became mute, speechless, looks like something had tied his tongue and he can't let out any words from his throat,,

"are you alright? aron, his boyfriend asked worriedly,,,

"what was that call just now?,,,minhyun mumbled, didn't even heard his boyfriend spoke to him,,,

"hey? what happen,,what call is that? who was that? you look so unsure and,,is that a prank call? aron asked again,,,

"what will i do? minyun mumbled again looking at his watch,,,it is lready past 5 and it is getting dark in an hour,,,

"minhyun,, minhyun?..aron shook his boyfriend,,,

"owh,,minhyun formed an o-shape with his lips,,,

"are you alright? aron repeatedly asked for the nth time,,,

"you seems lost,,what is that? baekho spoke and joined aron to snap their friend out,,,

"ahhh,,yeah,,i'm fine,,..just that,,,,im alright ...don't worry,,,minhyun assured with his smile,,

"Are you sure? the two said in unison while jr and sungjae were just observing,,,

"yes,,i am,,,aron,,,guys,,im sorry i need to go first,,,i mean,,i'll go my own,,,there's an urgent,,,minhyun told..

"i'll drive for you,,,let's go,,,aron said,,

"NO!!!!,,the boy exclaimed,,,,i mean,,i can,,,manage,,he added,,,

"what's happening to you,,,after that call...what was that urgent?,,,aron who got surprised asked the boy,,and so the rest was jaw dropped at how minhyun's act just now,,,

"nothing,,the boy response, still at lost,,he sighed,,i can't explain today,,just go home alone,,,i'm sorry,,i'll explain it to you next time,,,he added and run away from them,,,

"hey where are you going!!!!!,,,aron shouted,,,

"Just somewhere,,,,minhyun shouted back and paused from the door,,,he ran back to his boyfriend,,,,im sorry,,i need your car,,,he said and snatch the car key from aron's pocket..mianhae,,he apologize and peck his boyfriend on the lips and this time he is smiling too bright,,different from a while ago,,,

"hey mr. minhyun are you sick? aron asked in english,,,

"no..minhyun answered looking away from his boyfrien's eyes...

"are you sure? i can take you to the hospital,,right there,,,aron said pointing outside,,,

"no need, im totally fine,,,minhyun assured again starightly locking his eyes to the other and run after,,,..

"yahhh how can i go home!!! aron yelled,,,,

"you can have a lift from baekho,,,!! the boy shouted back and run again,,totally disappeared from the guys,,

Aron sighed with defeated face,,, what's wrong with him today? he was fine the whole day but now he looks like a crazy one,,,he commented,,,

"Let's go home,,let's call it a day,,i'm sleepy already,,,Jr said giving a palm on aron's back, a hard tap..,,,

"awh..aron groaned in pain reacing his back...

"let's go,,,let him be,,,jr said and exited the videoke room with sungjae first,,,

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Jr felt weird all of a sudden after minhyun received that mystery call,,,he doesn't know why but he thought of the blonde all of a sudden,,he bit his bottom lip and rub his chin with his index and middle finger while his other hand on the steering wheel, still driving but silent,,,

"hey,,are you sleepy? i can drive so you can have a nap...sungjae suggested,,,

"ah no,,it's okay,,jr said forcing a smile to the other,,,sungjae just shrug,,,

They reach home,,,i'll take a rest first,,,jr said and went upstairs immediately,,,he was about to twist the knob on his door when he glance at the next door,,he gulped and release his doorknob,,,he took few steps to his left and stood infront of that quiet room,,,he remembered how this room became alive after the death of his sister, the original owner of it,,,ren had stayed in that room for a long time, but the room became so gloomy after ren left the house,,,he visited the room oftenly but recently, he hadn't check it inside,,,

He twist the knob and opened it,,it is the same, pink wall, curtains and the sheets as well as the things inside,,,he smiled and sitted at the bed,,he caressed the soft sheet,,,i miss you,, do you look the same? the princess i had in this house?,,do you really miss me....? he let a small laugh and clasped his hands placing them in between his thighs infront of him and look at the ceiling,,,

"Hmmm,,as i expected,,you're here,,,a voice spoke..

"Just,,checking if ajjuma still cleaning this room,,,,jr said,,it was a lie of course,,

"you missed him? sungjae asked sarcastically,,,if you miss him then why you are still here? you better go to him,,,you know where he is,,,he added standing infront of jr with his arms crossed on his chest,,

"tshhh,,,jr chuckled,,,thank you,,,you never left me though we already broke up,,,he muttered seriously this time,,

"Aigoo,,do i need to hear that again,,,thanking me,,,,you hurt me,,,,~~~~sungje hissed,,,

"I'm sorry,,,but still im thankful,,,,jr told getting the boy's both hands and hold,,,

"just kidding,,,i am thankful, not you,,,you let me be with you inspite the worst thing i had done to you,,i'm sure ren will come back and realize how you sacrifice just for him to get treated,,,you just have to explain all of it,,want me to help you? sungjae said,,trying to cheer the boy,,,

"tskkk,,isnt that rude for you to explain instead of me?,,,,i won't allow that,,,it's me who needed to explain,,,i hurt you once and that's enough,,,jr said cupping the other's face,,,

"i'm leaving in two weeks,,i'm gonna miss you and the guys,,,i will call you so you won't be alone,,,sugjae said, his tears escaped,, it wasn't a long time ago since he accepted the fact that he is not for jr,, but seeing jr being miserable with his arms, he just decided to let him go and accept everything that all things will not go to his side,,,that everything in korea is not for him, that jr belongs to other heart,,,

"thank you,,jr uttered and pulled the boy into a hug,,,,

"we better get rest and,,,ahhhh yahhhh jr,,, i told you not to make me cry,,,,sungjae slap the other on the shoulder,,,

"mianhae,,,you have to rest now,,i'll do too,,,jr smiled as he wiped the boy's stained cheeks,,,

Sungjae nodded,,he feels sad but he need to be strong infront of jr,,,he can't regret tht he gave up finally and let this boy go and make him free,,,,

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Ren waved as soon as he saw his beloved bestfriend exiting a car,,,he smiled waving his two hands in the air so minhyun will notice him,,,

"ren~~ minhyun run to him and hugged him tightly in an instant,,,he pulled out after few seconds,,i missed you choi minki,,,aigoo, your hair is shorter,,, minhyun commented, he fix the blonde's fringe,,his happiness can't compare even if he is with his boyfriend, seeing his bestfriend being healthy and fine again,,,the last moment he saw him was in the hosptal back then and almost dying..

"i missed you too,,,,ren sobs,,

"aigoo,,don't cry you know how ugly you are when you cry...minhyun cheer his friend though he himself let his tears came down,,,

"yahh~~~~ you know you are uglier than me when you cry,,,ren grinned...

"let's go, so you can rest,,,eo,,wait,,what about your school in japan? and seyong,,,? minhyun asked...

"im transferring,,,my mom disagree but uncle allow me to,,,and seyong will come to give me my documents,,,ren replied,,,

"seyong will transfer here too? minhyun raised a brow,,,

"no,,he just wants to check out me here and bring my documents and some medicines and he'll go home back to japan again,,,,ren explained,,

"really! wait i think you are the rumoured student who will  be transferring, but the rumour is a girl.....minhyun said in confused...

"ahhhhh that thing,,,seyong,,,,it's seyong's fault,,,,we inquire in the school through phone but then he told the director that i am a girl....ren recalled when they made a call to the school director,,,

"eooo really? why did he do that? lying to the director about your gender? minhyun questioned and helped ren to take his luggage,,,heading to the car,,,

"he was upset and actually he refused to my transfering thing but he can't do something about it since he promised me to convinced my parents in going back here after i've done with my theraphy....ren laughed, he remembered how seyong looks so upset and been regretful with that promise,,,

"aigoo,,the guys will be surprised if they found out that you are that girl who will be transfering,,,minhyun laughed,,,

Ren sighed and muted,,"is jonghyun~~~~ i mean how is he? and sungjae too,,he asked hesitantly..awkward,,

"he's fine,,They're fine,,,sungjae still living with jr,,,and sungjae will actually~~~ minhyun answered but didn't able to finish his sentence,,,

"Ahhh de,,,i heard from uncle about that,,,i think they're going well agian,,wwhy i am asking nyway,,,,the blonde cut his friend,,,,owh by the way how's aron and baekho too?? he shift the topic to the other boys,,,it was too awkward asking a question about jr now,,,

"they're good,,,actually i just snatch this car from aron,,haissttt i wonder if baekho drop him home,,,,minhyun uttered and sigh,,,

"i'll stay with you for few days until seyong will come and bring my documents,,,then i will transfer to jr,,,uncle will surely asked jr about me,,,i don't want them to worry about me,,,,i just hope everything will be fine,,,ren pouted and been too worried how he will live with his ex-lover and to sungjae who lived with jr still,,,he sighed,,,

"everything will be alright soon,,,just wait,,,minhyun mumbled,,,,ren looked outside the car,,,

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Japan...

"yeobeo~~ why did you let ren to go back in korea? rens mom confronted,,though it was too late to complain again,,ren is already gone..

"it's better for him,,,father response,,,

"but you know that ren likes your son,,,they can't be together,,they need to treat each other as brothers and not a lover,,,mom said,,, upset,,,

"we can't live like this,,we needed to leave one of them so that we can be with the other one,,,we can't live separately all the time,,,.and besides they are not rea brothers..father explains,,,

"but~~~still,,its not right with the family,,,

"no buts,,jr told me,,,that punk loves your son,,,he told me he needs ren,,just the same like your son,,ren needs jr,,we know it,,,we can say ren is happy being with us but he is obviously sad,,seyong told me about it,,,seyong is just a good guy,,,he begged me to think about the two...we need to accept it,,it's time to accept it,,,father said,,,trying to convince the mother...

"i just can't believe why they ended liking each other,,,mom cried out, it was hard for her to see his son having a relationship with her husband's son,,,

"yeobeo,,we need to ccept it,,we need to accept that they both need each other,,it's better to let them be so that everything will go at peace,,,my son never had a good life after ren left korea for his theraphy,,,and so ren too,,

Ren's mom cried, she feels sorry for the two,,,she feels sorry for her husband,,,this isn't the plan,,this isn't what she was expecting to be,,,she expected a happy family with his two sons,,,,but everything had turned upside down and she needed to accept the fact that his son and her step son will be together more than just a step brothers....

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Seyong came to korea and visited his precious friend, ren,,,bringing all the documents and some medicines enough for few months,,,ren still needs to continue some of the medicines for fully recovering,,,,

"we're you doing fine? are you sure about this? we can go back to japan,,you can go back with me,,,,,seyong scratch his back neck nd click his tongue, obviously worrying for being too far from the blonde,,,

"seyong,,we talk about it already,,,you can visit me here as log as you want,,,or you can transfer here,,,ren suggested, he wants to cheer his friend,,,everything was thanks to him,,,his treatment,,,seyong was the one who convinced him to be treated overseas,,,seyong was the one accompanying him to the hospital because he doesn't want his mom to see him in pain while taking his chemo...

"i can't,,you know why,,right..tsk,,,,if you just didn't rejected me,,,,,seyong started again,,,

"again,,,again,,,tskkk,,,you have someone now,,why? do you regret being with him? ren gritted his teeth,,,

"aigoo arasseo,,,,thanks to you,, you introduced him to me,,i am so thankful,,,seyong replied sarcastically and rolled his eyes,,,

"yahhh,,don't let him cry,,if i knew you hurt him,, i will fly immediately to japan and kill you,,,,ren showed a fist to the boy,,,both laughed after,,,

"arasseo,,,arasseo,,i won't hurt him,,,how could i? seyong pinch ren's cheek and beam,,,

"what time is your flight tomorrrow? ren asked shoving seyong's hand frm his cheek,,

"ahhh de,,,i have to go,,,i'll just stay to the hotel because my flight is 6 in the morning,,,take care always,,just call me when you are sad or bored,,,you keep the phone i gave you right? seyong said, he feels sadder than before,,,

"don't worry, eomma,,,,i will be fine here,,i have minhyun here,,he'll take care of me...ren assured,,,why minhyun isn't home yet,,school is over,,i feel sorry for him,,he needed to hide me first,,i made him lie to his boyfriend,,,,he mumbled and frowned,,,,

"i'll get going,,,seyong stood up and  hug the blonde tightly,,,,

"take care too,,,call me when you arrive in japan,,alright? ren tap seyong's back,,,,

"de,,,seyong smiled to him and kissed him on the forehead before leaving,,,,

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Monday morning, ren's first day to his school,,,he feels excited, nervous at the same time,,,he headed straightly to the director's office to give his documents and also wanted to apoogize from the prank seyong had done,,lying about his gender,,,,

"Choi Minki? the director took off his reading glass and smiled,,

"de,,i'm sorry for the lies,,ren apologize,,,

"eo,,it's okay,,,your friend called again that time and explain,,he told me to keep it a secret to the school first,,,

"eo,,really? ren wonder when did seyong did that,,,

"so welcome back,,,,then,,you can go to your classroom,,,here is your schedule...the director held out the paper containing his schedule...

He stopped at the door,,he smiled, it's the same door as the classroom he was with back then,,,he gather some air from his diaphragm and blew it out heavily,,,he knock trice and twisted the knob after and entered, interrupting with the on going discussion,,,

"He bowed,,,all eyes were with him,,some were wondering if the boy who just entred is ren,,the famous in the school few years ago,,,,he smiled with his raise eyebrow,,,

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okay,,arasseo,,i failed,,,i didn't able to end it here,,another chapter but well obviously it will be really the end, but i think i cant update it next off because im selling givng back my internet connection because im going home on next month 11 so i need to settle everything here, it will be a waste if i pay full but use it for few days,,so please wait until then,,,,