if i was given to make a wish, it would sure be to remove all the sweet memories i had with him. the pain and sorrow that i am going through now is unbearable, as even the pain of death would be much better.

 "  hey Jiyeon, chill babe his just a jerk, you can find someone way better than that losser , come on !!! "       said Hwayoung my best friend in the whole world

  i could only just turn my head  give her a smile showing that i am alright but  deep down i feel like i am being torn appart as if  my heart is ripped out and thrown in the ocean.

So many puzzles and unanswered questions running in my mind now that this just adds on the pain. why did so many things happened in a very short duration of time .... is this called the circle of life or is it my karma that is hitting me back.... arghhh