~ Forsaken Love ~ Foreword~
(20th of June 2008, a Celestine Blue story)

SM Entertainment, an entertainment company that had realized a huge number of artist’s dreams. Expanding their market from Korea to Japan, China, and so many more Asia countries and now even America is in their eyes. Lee Soo Man, the founder of this company; Boa, SES, HOT, Shinwa, TVXQ, CSJH, Super Junior, SNSD and Shinee he had made them became one of the shiniest star in Asia. If it is not him, I would have spent the rest of my life in the orphanage house. He was my father’s best friend back in the time when I was not even in this world yet. My savior, he pays for my and Li Xin studies, everything ever since my father died in a car accident in Korea. One day, Uncle Soo Man flew over to China and that was then I followed him to Korea and became an artist assistant in SM Entertainment. Stepping into this company, I never know that I am actually stepping into a miserable life.

“Can’t we at least try? I’ll not do as how they wanted me to. This is our love, we need to fight till the end to show them we’re not in a game.” His arms around me become tighter as he said so softly to avoid attracting any attention. I closed my eyes listening to his voice clearly for the very last time. “I don’t care what other say and feel. I only want an answer from you; your feeling was the only thing that I’m concerned about.”

That’s what bugging me that much. I could hardly make a decision inside my body but I know is now or never. Pushing him off heartlessly, I looked into his eyes unfeelingly. “Enough Junsu…it’s all over. I can’t let this ruin my career. You could say that I’m selfish but this is reality.” I crossed my arms over my chest and looked away from Junsu, trying hard to hold back my tears. “What on earth are you thinking about? Fight till the end?” I imitated his voice sarcastically.

He held on my arm and turned me around to face him directly. I could feel his hold was trembling. “Ri In, I know you’re being harsh in order to push me away. I’ll not be trapped by you,” he forced out a laugh that filled with scare.

“Let go of my hand,” I swung off his hand. “Do you know how much I’ve suffered in China? When I’m in Korea, initially, I was just an assistant that so similar to a dog. Didn’t you hate me very much back then?”

“Ri In, that’s not the point,” Junsu grabbed hold on my shoulder, not letting me to turn away from his gaze. “I love you and you know it, we both in love with each other so much and I’m sure our fans will understand us.”

“Stop all those nonsense!” I shouted. “Love? I was just using you to gain popularity but it seems I used the wrong way or I shouldn’t have use you at the very first place.” I rolled my eyes, “Kim Junsu, listens you’re just a tool for me to gain more popularity. There’s not a word that I’ve said to you is true. Telling you how much I love you, it’s all not true.”

He released my hand and stepped back, “I don’t believe…”

“Whether you believe or not, that’s the truth. This is reality…in order to survive in this entertainment world, I have no choice. I’ll not ruin my life.” I said coldly. All of a sudden, I felt so pain. Aside from the pain in my heart, my face is now aching as she slapped me.

“Jang Ri In, how could you treat Junsu oppa in this way,” it was Taeyeon. I was still staring still on the carpeted floor. “Do you know how much Junsu oppa love you but you’re just using him to be more popular? You’re insane.”

How would I not know. No one could see the saddest face on earth beneath my current heartless and arrogant mask of face. I looked up to Taeyeon, still with a cold face of expression, “Since you care about him so much, I’ll leave him to you. There are still lots of thing I need to do. Bye…”

Everything happened in sudden, I came in SM as an assistant, suddenly I was transformed into a singer which been dubbed as Chinese Boa. I could hardly hold on any longer. A love which brings so many troubles, hurting so many people, not accepted by anyone nor did any of his fans give us their blessing; how can a person like me not forsake this love. If this relationship would ruin his career, I have no choice. Perhaps, if only our love could go through thick and thin…but would I regret? Would all those I’ve done, this is the thing I regretted the most? I don’t know, and don’t want to know, no right to know…

Characters:
Kim Junsu
Jang Ri In (Zhang Li Yin)
Kim Taeyeon
Hankyung (Han Geng)

Presented by Celestine Blue
//Forsaken Love//

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hihi…it’s me again, Celestine blue with another brand new Suyin story…
this story revolve between Ri In who forsaken a love that was so strong she have with Junsu…oblivious to why she made this decision, Junsu’s love for her gradually became hatred which makes him cannot not torture her…
aside from having his lingering love for her, Taeyeon often stay by his side intends being a replacement of Ri In in his heart.
wish you all enjoy the foreword…keep reading as it will get more interesting…