Choice...

"Andwae...andwae..."

Jay startle by SooYoung's scream. He run towards his bedroom and clearly see SooYoung crying in her sleep.

"Jebal oppa...Andwae..." SooYoung act like trying to stop someone.

"Soo-ah..." Jay shake to wake her up. His heart ache so much seeing SooYoung like that.

 "Oppa..." SooYoung open her blurry eyes which full of tears. 

"Soo-ah...Shhhh...It's just another nightmare." Jay take her in his arms.

SooYoung feel really safe whenever she's in Jay arms. "Oppa, mianhe. I'm always make you worried."

Jay whiped her tears with his thumbs. "Now you know. What was that again?"

"Anniya oppa. That just nightmare." SooYoung give him a smile. "I'll sleep again. Just do your work."

Jay nod and smile. "Soo-ah, gwaenchanha. Oppa here now. Sleep well." Jay kiss her forehead and tuck her in bed. 

 "Good night oppa." SooYoung give him the sweetest smile she had just to assure him. Her smile fade as soon Jay left the room.

SooYoung tearing again remembered the nightmare that she had almost everynight. That's all about back then.

*SooYoung Flashback*

After two days in hospital, I'm back again to our dorm. None of my members know about my pregnancy. Our manager already warned me to keep it as secret as my life depend on it. Gosh I want to tell them so much.

"Soo-ah, are you okay?  What doctor said?" My members bombarded me with a question.

"I'm okay. Just need a a little rest." I'm smiling to assure them.

"Okay, get rest. We have another sched." Taeyeon unnie pat my back. "Come kids." All my members rush out after they take me to my room.

I sit in my room. A lot of think come to me. What will happen next. I just don't know what 'm going to do. I think I need to tell him. I take my phone to text him.

To: My Oppa

From: SooYoung

Oppa, eodisseo?

Can we talk?

I'm nervous waiting for his reply. We don't really talk after that night. We just avoiding each others and our busy sched just help us to make an excuse. Then a sound incoming message startle me.

To: SooYoung

From: My Oppa

I have photoshoot now.

My sched finish later at night.

See me at park near your dorm at 11.

My heart beating so fast. I actually can hear my heartbeat. I glanced at my watch. "It's 5 hour more. How will he react?" I just keep talking to myself. 

At The Park.

I'm waiting for him. I keep fidgeting my finger. "Oh Gosh I'm really nervous." I'm in a deep thought when I heard his voice.

"Soo-ah..." He stood there in his disguise, a hoodie and a glass.

"Oppa..." I  squeeze to give him a space. It's really awkward. We just can't look at each others. I can feel his coldness. There's no more a warm aura that I always feel when I'm with him. My tears start to form.

He turn his head towards me when he heard I'm sobbing. "Soo-ah..." That's all he can say. My heart hurt.

"Mianhe oppa. I shouldn't come at first place." I'm in my way when he grab my wrist. He take me back at the bench.

"I'm the one who should say sorry. If I'm not..." 

I cut his words "Oppa, what happen already happen. I have no regret."

"Mianhe Soo-ah." He sigh. "WooYoung tell us that you're in hospital. So how are you?"

"Oppa..." I look deep in his eyes. There's something that I can't tell in there. He looks so miserable. I don't want to bring any problem to him. I just smile and shook my head. "Anniya Oppa. Everything is okay."

"Your eyes tell me that is not okay. Tell me Soo." He hold my hand as he look straight at my eyes. I just can't lie to him.

"Oppa...I'm pregnant." There's totally a silent. I look at him. He truly shock. He stilted. My tears rolled down seeing him like that.

"Mianhe Oppa. I'm not asking you to take any responsibility. Mianhe." My eyes flooded by tears as I walk away.

I walk until the end of road and fell in the ground. I'm crying my heart out there. My world seems to stop until I heard someone running towards me. The footsteps stop behind me and I feel a pair of hand hugging me from the back.

"SooYoung-ah, mianhe. I'm a jerk. I just don't know how to react." I can feel his tears soak my back.

I turn to face him. I look in his eyes "Anniya oppa. I'm sorry too." He hug me again.

We sit there hand in hand. "How long?" He ask me. He seems look calmer now.

"4th week." I take his hand to my stomach. "He's here."

 "Oppa..." I look in his eyes. I tell him everything all had happen two days ago. About the abortion.

I'm crying again as I'm finish telling him. "Oppa...Eotteokhe? I can't let them kill him"

"Don't worry Soo. I'd take care this. We will keep him. I'll talk to Jin-Young hyung." He smile and kiss my forehead. "You gonna be mummy now. Don't be such a crybaby. Come let's go, I'll walk you home." He take my hand.

"It's okay. I can walk alone. I don't want my members see you." I wave to him and leave.

Two days later.

SME Building.

"SooYoung...LSM want to see you." My manager call me when we're practicing for a concert. I know what will he ask me. I'm walk to LSM office. 

"SooYoung...can you tell me what was this?" He threw pictures at me as soon as I'm in his office. I'm shock. That were all taken that night when I'm meeting him. All of them are showing he kiss, hug me.

"Is he the father?" LSM yelled at me. I just can't answer him. He sigh and calling someone. "Jin-Young, we need to talk." I gasped. Is he calling JYP?

In the same time. JYPE Building.

Jay in JYP office looking at the picture when LSM call. "Yes, hyung. I'm on my way."

"Jay, we need to go to SME. But before that I want to know. What was that? I thought you're seeing Jessica. Look I never stop all of you go out and date but you need to be careful. Lucky enough this guy just need money."

Jay startle in hearing Sica's name. "Hyung, actually there are big issue here." JYP tilt his head. "SooYoung is pregnant and it's my child."

"What you just said? Gosh Jay. I thought LSM want to meet just all about this dating things." JYP really angry.

"Hyung, I'm sorry." JYP just shook his head and leave. Jay follow him.

SME Building.

"Hyung..." JYP barge in LSM office. Jay rush to me.

"Jin-Young, how you take care your kids?" LSM really angry. JYP just shook his head. "I decide to settle this. So please tell your kid there's no way they can keep the baby."

"Andwae...andwae..." I'm on my kneeled begging my CEO.

"No hyung. That's will not happen. We already decide to keep this baby." Jay hold JYP hand.

"No Jay. 2PM gonna release new album. This is really bad." JYP push Jay's hand.

LSM look at me. "I believe your manager told you already." I'm crying hard thinking of their decision.

Jay on his knee. "Please sir, I'll do anything. Just let us keep the baby."

They walk away and discuss. Jay hug me tightly when they approach us again.

"The only choice you have. Abort the baby or leave." JYP told his decision to Jay.

"And you SooYoung., I'll send you away when your pregnancy reach 5 month. Until then you will follow all your sched." I'm shock at their decision. I look at Jay. He just nodded his head.

"Andwae...Jebal oppa..." I hold Jay arm. "Let's abort him. Please oppa. Your members and music are everything. You can't agree with them." I'm crying so hard as I heard Jay decision.

"I'll leave 2PM and South Korea. Just keep the baby safe." Jay closed his eyes. Tears flooded his cheek.

"Andwae...Jebal oppa..."

His decision being my nightmare since then...

*End of Flashback*

Jay working for his comeback, but he just can't focus. He dialed his phone.

"Hyung..."

"Jay-ah, why you sound so worry?" Jihoon hyung understand him so much.

"SooYoung is here..." Jay sigh. "She got a nightmare again."

"Why is she with you? Jay, how many times I have to tell you. What happen back then is not your fault. You should let her know that you love Sica not her. What happen between both of you just an accident. You're in the wrong place at wrong time. So does she." Jihoon hyung nag again. "She should move on already."

"Hyung...you know how much she suffer." Jay sigh again. "And she is my baby mother"

"Like you're not. Sica suffer too. It's the time for you to back to Sica. Don't you forget the baby is gone already. Think Jay."

"Arasso hyung." Jay hung up.

"If I'm not there that night..." Jay sigh again and again. "Sica-ah, I miss you..."

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A/N : Will Jay leave SooYoung to back to Sica?

          Will Sica forgive him?

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