Letting You Go...

MBC Building

“Ji…”

Sica excitedly enter the BigBang changing room. He turns around as soon as hearing her voice. BigBang is in their preparation for their comeback stage. Sica comes to cheer them on.

“Sica-ah…” TOP hugs his little sister. GD stood up looking at them. Others members aren’t there.

“Oppa… I bring some food for all of you. I bet you’re not eating your lunch yet, right?”

Sica placed a picnic basket that she brought. GD and TOP nodded and start to take a peek into the basket.

“Are you sure that you cook all of this?” GD placed his hand around her waist while she take out the food she brought.

“Emmm…I…” Sica stutter.

“Hahaha…are you think you’re lucky enough to have her cook for you?” Fany ask GD sarcastically as soon as she entered the room.

“Fany-ah… how dare you.” Sica stomped her feet and sat on couch.

“Baby…” TOP take his girlfriend to his lap. “As I thought, this food is yours, right?”

“Nope. Hyo made it. She was makes a lunchbox for JunHo so I think why don’t she make it extra.” Fany smile sweetly to his boy.

GD takes a food and makes his way to Sica. “It doesn’t matter who made it. But I know you bring it here with love.” Sica blushed.

In Idol’s world they keep each other’s secret. It’s a mutual agreement that unwritten. They know that they not having any privacy out there so the only way to date is only when they’re in thir changing room among other’s idol. GD and Sica shared their lovey dovey time together. There’s nothing they have to fear.

“Sica-ah…” GD holds her in his arms. “You are not giving me your answer yet.”

Sica avoid his gaze. She knows that he is waiting for her answer. GD had asked her to be his girlfriend almost three times already. Yet she not answered any of them. She still confused with her heart. She tries to move on but still her mind always wandered to Jay.

GD sighs. “I’m not forcing you. I’ll wait. Just remembered I always loved you.” GD holds her hands.

Sica look deep in his eyes and nodded. She knows this man love her so much and always be there for her. But Jay is her first love. She needs a time to forget him even he really hurt her.

Fany just keep staring at the couple. She startles a bit when TOP’s hand sneaks to her waist.

“What are you staring at and ignoring your boyfriend?” TOP kiss top of her head.

“Nothing much. Just wondering about them.” TOP follow her gaze to his member and his little sister.

 “I don’t know too.”  TOP sighs. “I don’t believe she had forgotten Jay already. What ever she think she’s doing know, she just hurt herself more.”

Fany nodded. “Jay is not being good too. He keeps working, ignored everything around him. He just calls to check on SooYoung once a while.” She takes a deep breath and look at Sica. “SooYoung too. She just shut herself from anyone even Jay. Her nightmares become worse than before. Lucky enough we still have time before our comeback.”

“If being with Jiyong will make Sica happy than we let she be.” TOP turns Fany to face him. “And regarding your best friend let him taste his own poison. He will fight for Sica when he realizes that she is the one.”

“But…” TOP shut her with a light pecks.

“Let me finish. Believe me there’s nothing to worry. If they meant to be they’ll back together. In matter of Jiyong, he just wants Sica to be happy. Simple, right? Let times decide it. Now we just need to worry about Soo. We need Chansung’s help.”

Fany smiles. “You’re the best.” She kisses his cheek. “Now I know why I love you.”

“Wait. Are you saying that you love me just because I can solve your sisters’ problem?” TOP pouted.

“Anni… I love you because you are you.” Fany pinch his cheek and they laugh.

Jay’s Apartment

It’s been a while since last time she got there. She’s been avoiding all his called since the day she knows the truth. But today her step brought her here again. She opens the front door with her key. Silence room greet her. She walk to living room, her eyes explore that house. Slowly she walks to his bedroom. Her eyes stopped at the sleeping figure in working room. Look like he working till early this morning again. She approaches him slowly. Her eyes gaze at thinly body of him.

“Sica… Babe, I miss you.”

She startle a bit hearing he talk in his sleep. Sudden pains pinch her heart. She bit her lower lip suppress her tears. He stirred in his sleep. A photo drops from his hand. She bows to take it. There a picture of loving couple, the boy’s hand in the girl’s shoulder whiles her smiling blissfully. She wiped her tears as she step back. She moved to his bedroom, to his closet.

“Oppa, mianhe. It’s time for me to let you go.”

She reaches the top of his closet. She took his treasure box. As soon as she opened it, her eyes saw a pair of baby shoe and a sonogram of their baby. Her eyes been blurry by tears as she touches the picture. She wiped her tears and put it in her bag. She takes the entire thing that can remember him to their baby. She takes a last look to his bedroom. She takes a deep breath and approaches him again.

“Oppa, thank you for all this time. I’m really sorry for everything.” She kisses his cheek slowly. “Bye, I love you.” Her tears rolled as she walks away.

Jay startled from his deep sleep. He looks around. He had a weird dream. SooYoung comes to him in his dream. He stood up and walk to his room. He can smell her scents like she’s been there. He shook his head.

“Maybe I am worried about her too much.” He walks to his closet to get dress to his studio when he spots his treasure box. “What are these things doing here?” He places it back to top of his closet. He walks away when he realizes that box seems lighten than before. He takes it back.

He slowly sits on the edge of his bed and opens the box. He was so shock to find it’s empty. There is a letter there. Slowly he unfolded it and read.

My Baby Appa...

By the time you read this, I guess we won't be by your side already. I always tell you that you’re my everything, my life, and I can't live without you. It’s true.

The happiest moment of my life was with you. You give me a wonderful gift in my life. That is our baby. I have no regrets. If I can turn backs time I still won’t change it.

I’m sorry for making your life miserable. Hurting you is the last thing I’ll do. But still I’m hurting you with my selfish self. I and ShinWoo had done lot damage in your life. So it’s time for me to make amend. Forget everything had happened between us.

After letting you go, it's may be really tough for me too. I’ll try to live without you. I’ll promise you one thing that I’m not going to show you my tears. Please don't ask me whether I've been doing well or not anymore. Please turn away from me if we ever meet again. I’m afraid that I’ll hold on you and not letting you go.

Sica Unnie really loves you, so please go fight for her. Both of you suffered enough because of me. Please be happy. Take me out from this guilt with being happy.

I’m truly sorry. Remember I and ShinWoo always love you.

Love Eternally,

SooYoung and ShinWoo.

Jay tears flooded on his cheek. Now he knows him not dreaming when he heard SooYoung’s voice before. SooYoung took everything that related to ShinWoo with her. She just swept everything away. He felt a pain in his heart.

“Soo-ah…He was my baby too. Why you take everything from me…” Jay kneeled down beside his bed. He keeps reading her letter again and again.

Jay opened his eyes. He falls in sleep with SooYoung’s letter in his hand. He startled by incoming text.

From: Taec My Bro

To: Jay Hyung

Hyung,

SooYoung is in hospital now. She faint again.

Yoona told me that she is at Seoul Hospital.

I’m on my way too.

Jay eyes widen as he read Taecyeon’s text. He get dressed and sped to the hospital.

Seoul Hospital

SooYoung is still in emergency room when Jay arrived. He walks to waiting room.

“Hyung…” Taec hugs him.

“What are you doing here?” Fany ask him but his eyes stared at Sica who in GD’s arm.

“I’m here for my girl.” He said it calmly.

All faces in that waiting room was shock. Fany’s face turning white looking at Sica.

“What are you saying again?” Taeyeon try to reach him but manage to stop by WooYoung. HyoYeon hold JunHo hand tightly, same as Yoona holding to Taec when Taeyeon anger’s voice echo.

“Hyung, I warn you before; I won’t hesitate to take her from you if you make her cry again.” Chansung grab his shirt.

“I’m here for my baby’s mother.” He drops the bomb.

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A/N: Sica needs to know the truth right?

         The truth was reveal. How all will face the truth? 

        Will Sica say yes to GD?

        Will Chansung still stand by SooYoung side?

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