I Love You...

*ChanSung Flashback*

There's always a girl that catch my eyes. The one and only I had loved for almost 3 years. Her beautiful face always in my dreams as long as I can remember. I always remember how I been so jealous seeing her with Jay Hyung. I know many boys are fall head to toe for her just because she is SNSD SooYoung. I still remember how I got my courage to talk to her after our performance last year.

"Hi. I'm 2PM ChanSung."

"SNSD SooYoung here." she smile and bowed. Her hair fall beautifully to her shoulder. I can stop to stare at her. 

I startle as I look at her confused face.

"Is there anything wrong in my face?" She keep touching her face.

"Anniyo...SooYoung-shi. Just you're so beautiful." She's blushing sweetly.

"I think I need to go. See you again ChanSung-shi. Give my regard to Jay Oppa."  I just staring at her way.

"Hyung...Please just once please set me up with SooYoung." I cling at Jay Hyung hand and keep whining at him.

"Aish this kid really..." Jay Hyung just hit my hand. "Arasso...you can come with me tomorrow. I'll meet her."

"Yes...Hyung, you the best." I rush to find the best cloth to meet her.

"Oppa..." She wave at Jay Hyung. She look so beautiful.

We walk closer to her. "Soo-ah, you had met him before." She just smile at me.

"How are you, SooYoung-shi?" I sit there shyly.

"I'm fine thanks. Just call me SooYoung, ChanSung-shi." She blush as she stare at Jay Hyung.

"Then you should call me ChanSung. too."

We keep talk and talk. After that Jay Hyung leave just to of us. We just sat there awkwardly. But I still remember how her eyes sparkling look at food. After that day, I met her several times. Until that day.

She look as beautiful as before waiting for me in our favorite cafe. I need to confess today.

"Soo-ah..." She look at me with her ice-cream at her lip. I take a napkin and whiped it. She's startle a bit. 

"Thanks..."

"I think I like you..." I blurt it out. I'm also shock at my words.

"What?" She looks really shock.

"I like you..." she chuckle at my remark.

"I like you too..." She continue to eat her ice cream.

"Soo-ah..." She looked at me again. "It's not that like 'like'. I mean I really like you and maybe that I love you."

She crease her brow and look at me. "Look Chansung-ah. We just et several times and most of it with Jay Oppa. How you so sure that you love me?"

"I know by my heart that you the one." I try to hold her hand but she stood up.

"No...Chansung-ah, I need to go." She rush out from the cafe.

It was the last time I talk to her. We met several time at backstage but she just avoid me. Till all of the chaos that happen to our group I just let her be. But now she in front of me.

*End of Flashback*

"Chansung-ah..."

That voice still same as before but what with this tears. "Soo-ah, are you okay?"

"Excuse me..." She try to run from Chansung but he faster than her as he grip her wrist.

"Soo-ah...why are you crying?" Chansung look deep in her eyes.

"Nothing." SooYoung wiped her tears and smile. "Where you heading?"

"I'm going to club. Why don't you join us? Taeyeon Noona also there." 

SooYoung look away as she know that Chansung stared at her. "It's okay. I just need some air."

"Can I join you?" Chansung ask when he saw SooYoung walk to leave him.

SooYoung turn and just give him a nodded.

They sat on the bench. Silence and awkwardness are all around them.

"Ehmmm..." Chansung break the silence. "Soo-ah, you know that I'm a good listener."

SooYoung nod and smile bitterly. Her tears rolled down again.

"Can I borrow your shoulder?"

As upon listen to SooYoung, Chansung pat his shoulder. "It's all yours."

After a while, SooYoung sobbed become slower. Chansung gaze at her.

"Soo-ah..."

"Hmm..."

"Why?"

SooYoung turn to look at him. "Now I know how hurt are you when I'm not turn back your feeling."

"No...I'm not hurt. I'm happy for loving you even from afar." Chansung hold her hand. "I'm still loving you."

"Chansung-ah, I love other person. Even he not love me back but I still love him. He is my everything." SooYoung pull her hand.

"I'll wait untill the day that you will come to me."

SooYoung stand. "I hope that day will come but I afraid that I'll let you down again." She turn and walk away.

Jay's Apartment

After SooYoung left, Jay start to clean up his apartment as Sica will come over.

"Coming..." He rush toward front door.

"Baby...Happy New Year."

"Babe..." Jay hold her in his arm.

They sat on couch in each other arm.

"Babe...I miss you." Jay kiss her cheek.

"Hehehe I miss you too..." Sica just rest in his shoulder.

"I told SooYoung baout us." Jay break the silence.

"Omo chinchayo?" Sica look worried. "So how is she?"

"She is happy for us. At first she eagerly to meet my girl. Then she look shock when I told that is you. But sh ereally happy for us?" Jay hold her hand tightly. "Now everything will be the same."

Sica smile and kiss him. A simple pecks become more passionate ad deeper.

"I want you."

He tell her between their kiss. Jay hold Sica and bring her to his bedroom. She blushing furiously as she look up Jay's eye. There are not lust but the love, desire and longing. Sica tighten her hold and kiss him.

"I'm yours. I love you."

A simple words that make him goes crazy. His hand wander all her body like it his first time explore her. He give her a breath-taking kiss as his hands were busy wandering around her now hot body… her eyes instantly close. She wrapped both of her arms around his neck… tilting her head for him to gain more access… his hand reached down to her pants… fiddling with its button, trying to take it off from her while his other hand trailed from her stomach up to one of her breast, slipping in his hand under her bra to caress one of her soft peaks…Her moan make him craved for more. They have a blissful night together. Proving their love for each other.

The nights become darker as the lovebirds lost in their own world.

In other side, the heart-broken girl waking the whole house with her nightmare scream searching for her loved one...

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A/N: Sorry for late update. My laptop broken so had to update during my work break.

        What happen when Sica know about ShinWoo? Can Chansung hold to SooYoung heart?