He's always been the man of her dreams.  Growing up she always think he's the one. 

She's always been by his side.  He taught she's the one until he met her.

One situation brike their frienship, his heart. Everything has change. He hate his bestfriend.

She never lose hope.

He just want her out of his life.  But what can  he do? I his fault.

She thinks it her fault. He hates her.

They're both broken.

They got married because of the mistake they've both done.

Now they have to face tomorrow together.  But how could that possibly happen if one person isn't willing to face it together?

Foreword:

Lee Donghae.  The only man I’ve ever love.  Why can’t you love back?

            I crying in depression as I see myself staring at the sleeping man beside.  I know I’ve done something wrong and I could never blame him for that.  It’s my entire fault.  He hates me and it’s all my fault.  My husband hates me.

“Yoona. . .

My heart swells with hatred in your name”

Those words he said earlier keep running on my mind.  My love, how can I make you forgive me?  I can feel my heartmyself breaking piece by piece.  I wish I could turn back the time when we were stills best friends.  Me, loving you secretly and you, love her endlessly.  I could bare that pain pain but, the pain of knowing the fact that you hate kills me inside. 

I stand and walk out of the room to prepare his breakfast and everything he needs for today. Moments later he walks out of the room wearing his business suit.

“Please have your breakfast” I said lowering my head.

“Not hungry”

“You ha-“

“Seriously, just keep your mouth shut ‘cause your voice really annoys the out of me.”

And he left.

Flashback (17 years ago):

“Yoona-ah! Don’t cry, we’ll be able to find them”

Hae-oppa assures me the time that we lost in the amusement park.  He holds my hand tightly and keeping me safe.  But I feel scared as hell.  I might not be able to my family again.

“Oppa, I’m scared. I’m really scared.” Hugs me tight this time and I flush.

“Don’t be scared.  I’ll keep you safe; no one can hurt you as long as I’m with you.  So, just hold my hands and we’ll return safely.

I nod.  From that moment I know he’s the one.  I’ve kept my feelings for him since then.

End of flashback.

Now, you’re the who is hurting and breaking my heart but I still love you with all the little pieces. 

Sometimes I just wish that I am just a kid again when I could just adore and love you freely.  I want to go back to time when you I only have you and you only have me.  But I don’t want to be selfish; I just want you to be happy again, to look at me again, to care for me again, to love me again.  I want to see you smile and say my name without hurting,hating me. 

Then tears escape from my eyes again. My heart is mourning but I have to be strong.

A knock from the door brings me back my conscious mind. I walk to the door as I fix myself. There I saw him, my brother. “Yunho-oppa” he spread his arms for a hug and burst into tears even before he could wrap his arms around me.

“He hates me oppa and it’s all my fault. If. . .  if I didn’t-”

“Sshh. It’s not your fault baby. Don’t blame everything to yourself.  You’re not the only one responsible for this. I. . . I feel like I’m responsible for this too.”

This is the best way to ease my pain. This is what I need for now. My brother’s presence, his warmth and love.  I feel like a lost child without by my side. 

“Hey Yoong, you’ve had breakfast already?”

“No. I don’t feel like eating.”

“Baby please, eat. It’s not just you.  You have to take really good care of yourself.”

Right.  It’s not just me.  I have someone inside me and I need to be strong.  I know God wouldn't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he won't trust me so much. . .

sorry for some gramatical errors.