Loving you from a distance

Chapter 23

I don't think anyone would like to be in my place right now, I said really bad things about Donghae and he was right behind me
He looked really really shocked I felt embarrassed when I saw him, the bell rang and Donghae didn't say a word he just went back to his seat

Oh my God how can I fix this situation? I have to apologize to him properly I have to think of a good apology

I'm sorry Donghae I didn't know you were right behind me

Oh no that's really bad I can't say that to him

I'm so sorry Donghae I only said the truth

Oh no that's even worse
Why can't I think of a good apology I don't know what to do I almost cried
I looked at Donghae is he still mad at me

"Sungra" the teacher yelled
I jumped from my place he startled me
"What's the answer to this question?" the teacher stared at me he looked really mad
Oh God what was the question anyway! "em i…I don't know" I scratched my head
"Well then think hard about it in detention"
"Oh…no…I-"
"SHE'S SICK!" Eunhyuk told the teacher
I looked at Eunhyuk "I am?"
"Teacher Sungra isn't feeling well today" Eunhyuk told the teacher
Omo Eunhyuk is so cool I'll remember to be nicer to him from now on
"Ok then" the teacher said "you'll answer in her place Eunhyuk" and Eunhyuk answered correctly, whoa thank God! Having detention would be just too much for me

I sighed I really didn't mean to say these mean things about Donghae I don't know what to do I was thinking too hard that I messed up my hair

The bell rang and all the students were getting their stuff to go home
Everyone went with their partners; Donghae took his stuff and walked out without a word
Oh God he IS mad at me!

I took my stuff and ran after him oh God I feel so terrible "Donghae" I called him
But he didn't turn or even answer me "Donghae" I called him louder this time but he didn't answer either
I tried to walk faster than him and I faced him "Donghae please listen to me" I pleaded
But he pretended that he didn't see me and he moved out of the way!
"Donghae I'm so sorry I really didn't mean that I didn't mean to call you all that I'm so sorry I really feel terrible"
He didn't answer and continued walking in front of me
"I really messed up your image in front of Hara I'm really sorry I wasn't thinking straight"
He ignored me
"Please talk Donghae say anything"
He remained silent while walking away "but…what about our project how am I going to do it now? We're supposed to do it together"
He didn't talk at all "FINE! Well if you're not going to talk then I won't talk to you either! You're not the only one who can be silent!" I walked faster than him

That silly Donghae he's even annoying when he's silent , I didn't watch where I was going because I was thinking about him I didn't realize that I was walking on the road
I was thinking deeply of a good way to apologize to him, Donghae suddenly pulled my arm towards him and hugged me "Are you blind? Can't you see where you're going? That car almost hit you!"
"You finally spoke and you're calling me blind! I prefer you silent than being rude!" I glared at him
"Well then if I'm rude then you shouldn't hang around with me anymore" Donghae looked furious
"But I have to …because of that stupid project!"
"No need to hang anymore with me you acted like a know it all in front of Hara, just write the things you said about me and I'm sure you'll get an A for that"
"But… I really didn't mean to bad mouth you in front of Hara I'm so sorry I didn't know you cared so much about what she thinks of you"
"What? I don’t care about what she thinks of me"
"Then why are you mad?" I looked at him
"I'm mad because you don't know a thing about me but you pretend to know me too well, to tell you the truth I wasn't scared at all from that horror movie I just wanted to cheer you up that day even if it meant making a fool out of myself to you,So don't act like you know me!"
"I'm …I'm really sorry I didn't mean it that way that's not how I really see you lee Donghae you're… a really nice person sometimes" I looked down at the ground
"What? … Is that supposed to be an apology?" Donghae raised his eyebrows
I held Donghae's hand he looked surprised "I really… really need you"
Donghae stared at me
"I need you to help me get an A on this project" I told him
"Is that what you want? Hell no I'm not helping on this one do it by yourself" he walked away furiously
"This guy is really rude" I mumbled walking home by myself

I got home and walked to my room, my phone suddenly beeped I think I've got a message I and I read it

Hi everyone <3
Everyone is invited to my B-day party on Sunday and that includes Sungra haha XD
Please bring lots of gifts or you won't be admitted to the party haha joking again XD
I'd love to see you all at my party; my boyfriend has worked hard for it I could tell from his weird behavior
Remember to come at 7:30 PM everyone
Love, Jihoon

"I'd rather die than go to her stupid party" I threw my phone on my bed
"She's a big show off bragging about Siwon like that poor guy being with a dirty witch like her" I sighed
My phone beeped again, I've got another text message

Hi I'm not going to that lame party of course who wants to go and watch those two together anyway, I hope you're not sad about it cheer up he's not even cool that Siwon I'm a thousand times cooler than him
Sleep well tonight and have nice dreams :)
XOXO
Eunhyuk

Before I could reply Eunhyuk I got another text

Hello Sungra~
I hope you're feeling well ^^
I just wanted you to know that I won't be going to Jihoon's party
Since it will be really boring there I don't like these sorts of things
Whenever I'm at a party I would always get the spot light and
I end up feeling bad for the person who invited me
And I personally think that no one looks better with Siwon than you ^^
Good night^^ Kyuhyun

Tears of joy rolled down my eyes "these guys I love them so much"
I was happy that my friends were on my side so I didn't care about Jihoon's lame party and I slept like a baby

I woke up at 8:00 A.M I rubbed my eyes and looked at my hand phone I had a missed call and a text message from Donghae!
Are you up? I'm waiting at your door step for you
It was sent at 6:00 AM! But he can't be waiting for me for 2 hours, can he?
I looked out of my window and I saw him leaning on the front door of the house!
I grabbed a jacket and wore it as I ran down the stairs to see Donghae I opened up the front door and saw Donghae
He smiled
"W-why did you wait that long?" I was really surprised
"I… I felt really terrible and I wanted to start over with you, I've been really rude to you" he scratched his head "will you… will you go on a date with me?" Donghae blushed