Hyukjae, My Hand

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Donghae just wants to hold Hyukjae's hand. That's all he's ever wanted, to be there for him, through the good times and the bad times. Who knew love could be so hard.

 

 

 

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a/n: this is a story that is very close to me, i've grown very attached to it, what can i say! i hope you enjoy reading it! very angsty, genre is nonau although most scenarios are made up from my mine (or inspired from suju events then made up in my mind). thank you for reading! so much!

a/update: just saw this was recommended on eunhaekyuminfanficrec! thank you for whoever sent it in! i decided to change the title because i agree, full stops at the end of titles is a bit...bleh. anyhow, still the same story!

Foreword

Diary,

It's been a while. Not since I've written, but since I've started dating him. God, was it 2009? It was right after I came back from China...bizarre. I just...I feel sad today. I think it's the amount of time we've been 'together' together, and how little we've accomplished.

I wish we didn't live here. I love Korea, it's my home, but it's not right. We can't go on a date, not just because we are two idols, but because we are male. We can't go to a reasutant together and just stare at each other without comments and remarks. He's not one for public affection, but even if he were, we couldn't. Only on stage.

Diary, I'm exhausted.

- Hae

Author's Thoughts
riceyricey
chapter 12 is up!! less angst this time, finally!
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kkeuchi #1
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Ice_siri #2
Chapter 13: Glad I found this story...old but still gold....so beautifully written...i love it...
heederella #3
Chapter 13: oh god that was so amazing and heartbreaking TT_TT
it's hard to read it now with Teukie gone and Heenim still not back :(
And Hyuk.. i can actually really imagine him being stressed like that and it makes me so sad..
But it's good how they overcome obstacles together <3
PrincessG #4
Chapter 13: this is so heartbreakingly good ;;~;; tears just can't stop streaming while reading this</3 the fights, oh God this is really heart wrenching.

"Take my hand, Hyukjae, and we'll fight"

Gosh, i just T___T
MokonaModoki #5
oh~ i hope you would write sequel or something.
great story, was crying at some parts TT
saymyname #6
Chapter 13: Aww the end has still some things unresolved like Heechul, but I love the ending <3 It's sweet ><
Kyungsadistic #7
Chapter 13: Oh wow, even the end is sad but still happy and fluff at the same time. I'm glad I read your fic :) Until then~
CraZyDreamer_lord #8
Chapter 12: OK first thing I have got to saw is awww they are just so sweet.Eunhyuk is like a perfect mess I know how that feels at times and Donghae is the only one that can ever make his day feel not has bad has it is.
WhatTheHyuk #9
Chapter 12: I just...wow this was such a hard story to read, so complex and full of angst. It wasn't a story of only Donghae and Eunhyuk's love for each other but described a more meaningful sense to how two men fall in love. It was a beautiful story and one that filled me with a lot of different emotions but then again the best stories are the ones that bring emotion out of you while reading them:)
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