“So what… So what if I am gay… Do you hate me for it…? Do you think I am gross…? Nothing about me has changed Bora! I am still me! I am still your little brother! I am not different! Why must I succumb to your hurtful words?! Why must I be included in your book of names of the most vilest people?! Why me! I am still me. I am sick… and tired… of coming home to this house and seeing you with him… I am SICK and TIRED of seeing you happy all the time… I was never happy! I will never be happy! Without that son a Jiyong my life could have been a lot happier and better! All I see is black now… That’s all I ever want to see now… I wish I could sleep forever and not wake up anymore, because I know I will keep getting hurt and I DON’T want to be hurt anymore! I am tired… of everything and I am tired of you acting different towards me ever since you found out… I want someone that I could Ride or Die with! I want to be with that person like you are with Youngbae… It can never happen to me because I am Gay… and I can never find love… As you call it… I wish… That when I got hit by that car… or even fell down the stairs… I wish I just died.”

I want you all to know that whoever you are hating a lot right now... I don't know what you are doing to them... yelling at them, hating them because of who they are... maybe they made a mistake and you cursed them out... You tell them you don't love them anymore... but just know this... I am sure they still love you... Even when you don't love them anymore.

I encourage you all to re-think everything and look at the positives and forgive whatever has happened. Love that person... always make amends... because... you don't know the future... you don't know what could happen. Your last words to your brother, sister, daughter, son, bestfriend, cousin, etc... could be something hurtful... and you as a person may hate yourself for it... and will always wonder why did you say that. Never go to bed made at somebody because in the morning, they could be gone.