A Perfectly Starry Dream ✰
Description
Idols are there to be loved, to personnify perfection. For one particular girl though, SHINee had become so much more: she depended on them to escape reality, to dwell in an illusory happiness. But they did not know a thing about her, a normal fan who had become addicted to their personality, to their presence. Such was the fate of many, many other fangirls like her.
Meet Jwa Sang Hee.
Shy ✓
Lonely ✓
Misunderstood ✓
Too shy to talk to anyone, she finds it difficult to make friends and is constantly teased for her silence. To escape her loneliness, she relies on only two things to make it though the days: piano and SHINee. Many other students have always seen her as a silent and pretentious girl. Fortunately, Sang Hee is far from that: she has kindness with no bounds, is really talkative once her shyness goes away, gives with no regrets and is extremely caring.
It's a shame no one ever gave her the chance.
SHINee is the source of her happiness, of her smiles. They’ve been there for her, unwillingly yes, but they were the ones who sang her to sleep at night, who made her smile and forget her worries.
But what happens when Sang Hee finally meets her dream group? Will a story form itself from the tiniest of possibilities: the one of forging a relationship with the members of SHINee, beings from a seemingly unreachable world, the world of idols?
Read on to see how a common shy girl falls unexpectedly and painfully in love with SHINee's very own member, Jonghyun.
Love is never easy, but being in love with an idol has twice the difficulties, twice the pain... but also twice the happiness.
Here are the graphic designers who have helped with making this story appealing to the eyes!:
alexe - Fanfic poster/ Thanks so much, I can't stop watching the pictures scroll by LOL. <3
JaeJoongLove - Fanfic signature/ It's really gorgeous; I love the simplicity of it! Thank you! <3
amy91luvKey - Character Chart/ It's perfect! Thank you so much! It really catches the eye and it's clean and clear! <3
Here are the reviewers who've helped me with this fanfic~ <3:
DreamHighLove101's Reviews [Chapter 5] Deactivated, unfortunately. :c
Review Corner [Chapter 6] - fallissa
Heartbeat Graphics and Reviews [Chapter 13] - SHINeegirl910 and xforevax
Enchantress of Lexis [Chapter 17] - LittleRedCrown
- Reviews by KimAiko - [Chapter 20] - KimAiko
♥ E M E R A L D ₰ R E V I E W S ♥ [Chapter 25] - Goorforit
Reviews and Recommendations [Chapter 29?] - mashimarofan and cutiepiehunter
Professional Review Shop. [Chapter 35] - ChocoPanda
On a side note, I try to keep this fanfic as realistic as possible, so things will be moving slowly, like it usually does in real life. Some chapters will be a lot more detailed and slow-paced, to represent the importance of the event to the character. So please be patient and enjoy~. I'm aware that the story will be at times clichéd, but my main goal is to make my readers feel emotions while reading it. ^^
All the images posted at the beginning of each chapter are all edited by me, except for a few exceptions like my friends and graphic shops. They can be saved by all my readers, if they credit of course. :3
This is my very first fanfic, so please be nice ~ <3. Don't hesitate to drop a comment, I'll definitely reply in no time! :D
With that said, thank you for reading and subscribing and commenting if you can! <3
Read on for a little sneak peek of my writing style and Sang Hee's personality! <3
Foreword
The moonlight filtered into my room, softly illuminating my furniture. My electric piano's modest silhouette dimly sat on the other end of my room.
I was lying down on my bed, staring at the ceiling. Tomorrow was approaching quickly. Another day at school to face. School just felt endless, excruciating, scary. I didn’t want to face another day with all of them staring at me, talking foul words about me, making fun of me.
I felt overwhelmed by this twisted reality of what the government called education. For me, it was only mental torture, breaking my heart and dignity one prank at a time.
I don’t want to face them. I don’t want to hear their heart-wrenching remarks.
What was I to do though? I couldn’t escape it.
As I felt time slipping, running away from me, my fear grew more and more.
My need to be comforted swelled at the same rate; I didn’t want to be left alone, strangled by this fear.
So I did what I always did before sleeping.
I reached out for them, for my MP3 player on the night table. It gleamed for an instant in the moonlight. I turned it on and put my headphones on.
And soon enough, their angelic voices resounded in my ears, filled my heart with immediate relief.
And, just for that night, they were right beside me, singing me to sleep.
Whisper after whisper.
Word after word.
My only stars guiding me in this night called reality.
SHINee.
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