Chapter 51: To tell or not to tell
Mina's parents came home the next day as well as Taemin's parents. They had lunch together and after that Mina and her parents went home. Taemin decided to tell Ji Eun right now so he gathered all his courage and called her. They met up 30 minutes after at their old school.
He found Ji Eun playing on the swing.
"Hey", he said she looked up when she saw him and gave him a smile. When he came closer she stood up and hugged him.
"I miss you", Ji Eun said.
"You just saw me yesterday", Taemin said when she let him go.
JI EUN'S POV
I'm worried about Taemin, when I first saw him after I came back I knew he still loves me. But as days passed by I noticed the changes in him. I can tell that something had changed. Sometimes I think or rather I tell my self I imagine things too much.
I know he cares for Mina, it's not hard to tell. But the stolen glances from time to time, I even caught him staring at her it makes me think that something is not right. It's natural for Taemin to be nice to others, that's one of the things I love about him. But Mina is another thing.
I'm not the jealous type but not with Mina, she's the exception. What bothers me is that MIna doesn't even do anything to make me jealous she doesn't flirt with Taemin, she doesn't do anything to get Taemin's attention but she has it anyway without even asking for it.
Sometimes I think I came back too late.
"Funny but nowadays, I miss you more everyday", Ji Eun said. Taemin kept silent and sat on one end of the seesaw. Ji Eun followed him, she motioned for him to let her sit on the other end so he stood up and waited for her to settle before sitting down again. They played like when they were still little kids. This is Ji Eun's favorite. She always liked looking into Taemin's eyes when they play.
"Ji Eun", Taemin called her. She looked into his eyes bearing her soul to him. She was the one who said something had changed between them but Taemin was the one showing that they really did. They don't talk like they used to. "I have something to tell you".
Hearing those wotds made her heart skip a beat. She's afraid on what was to come next so she stopped him.
"Well you can tell me that some other time. Let's just have fun today". He looked at her and opened his mouth to say something.
I was ready to tell Ji Eun everthing but I heard her say please and I know I couldn't tell her now if I did it would crush her. I knew in my heart I'm in love with Mina. But I just can't discard Ji Eun just like that.
I'm not two-timing or something but she's important to me still. I know there's no easy way to tell her 'cause it would really break her heart. I made my decision already when I kissed Mina yesterday. I knew it's her lips I want to kiss forever. But I see the pain on Ji Eun's face, I couldn't help feeling like a jerk. Why do I end up hurting the ones I love?
sorry for the late update guys, been busy with school work...
and i'll be busy next week too... i'm having a hard time starting yuri and jonghyun's story i'm no longer sure of the plot.. i had to redo it 'cause i think it's not getting anywhere... any suggestion??
mina and taemin's story is getting more dramatic! ♥ but i don't think i'll be making a bed scene sorry @NappeunYeoja
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