"Sorry Mina, I can't love you back".
We stared at each other and I felt like the world stood still. I'm so afraid to let go of him knowing this might be the last time I can hold him. But he's already telling me he can't like me. Wait, why can't he? My head screams this questions, I did not realize I actually voiced out what I was thinking.
"Remember when you gave me those chocolates last time?", his eyes getting sad and I just nodded. "There was a girl who always give me chocolates. I don't really like sweets but I ate the ones she gives. I eat them 'cause they're from someone special, I eat them 'cause I like her". Taemin paused maybe to gather more strenght I shold be the one doing that. I wanted to tell him to stop talking but I can't even speak. "JI EUN is that girl".
I already knew he was gonna say that, I knew what was coming but still it hurts more when he said it. Everything around me seems too much. I turned to look at the others. They seem to look fine, all of them. They can't hear my heart breaking right? I slowly push Taemin away but he did not let go of my hand. I looked at our joined hands and thought of all the things we shared. The hugs, the food, the jokes, the tears and kisses.
"Mina, I'm sor - ", I cut him off this time.
"Please Taemin", I started to speak and controlled my emotions. I don't want him to see me cry again. I don't wanna see pity in his eyes. "Please don't say sorry again", I finally finished what I wanted to say.
The music stopped. "I wanna go home", I said loud enough for the others to hear.
"Hey,what's going on?", Onew said looking at the two of us.
"I need to go home. Thanks for everything guys", I look at them except for Taemin. "I enjoyed everything. Mom said I can't stay late", Key knew I was lying though he was there when my mom said I can stay as late as I want but luckily he did not say anything instead he told everyone he'll be taking me home. Even Yuri did not ask questions, she just looked at me with her sad eyes as if she can see my heart breaking.
As soon as I got into Key's car my tears started to fall and I cried like there's no tomorrow. Key did not ask or say anything. He just drove. My mind is not even capable of thinking, I just feel pain. I cried as if I lost something that I could never find again.
SORRY GUYS BUT MY EYES ARE REALLY TIRED AND MY BRAIN IS SCREAMING FOR SLEEP!!!!!
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thanks for all comments! seriously my eyes can't keep up no more. I'M OFF!