Yoseob put his key to the door knob and turned the door open... He sit me at the door steps for me to took my shoes off. I examined my ankle, it was quite bad, started to swollen and it was painful even when I touched it... Yoseob took his sneakers out and picked me up bridal style in one quick move, startled me.
 
 
"Yoseob ah~!" - I said in shock as I automatically wrapped my arms around his neck to prevent me from falling.
 
"Your ankle is quite bad, it will be faster and less painful this way nae?" - He assured me with his soft voice as he carried me to the living room. Bokshiri ran out from his bedroom and waved his tail when he saw us. Yoseob put me on the sofa and started examine my ankle.
 
"I can fix this." - He quickly looked at it and took it in his strong grib, trying to be gentle so he didn't make me feel more painful and looked at me - "Trust me?"
 
 
Just by looking in his eyes, I trusted him with all my soul... I nodded and prepared myself coz I know it gonna be hurt... Clenching my fists and bitting my lips, I squeezed my eyes closed and waiting for the pain the ankle would give me...
 
 
"One..." - He started counting.
 
"Do it, I know you would do it at two, everyone does!" - I whined, I just wanted it to be over soon.
 
 
Didn't open my eyes but I could hear Yoseob's chuckle. Then his grib around my ankle tightened as he made one fast and strong move to get my ankle to its right place. It was extremely painful... I frowned and digged my nails harder in my palms... Somehow I didn't like to scream out the pain like other girls, I just held it in and endured it until it was over...

The pain at my ankle slowly faded away and I relaxed my body... I opened my eyes and looked at it, trying to move a little bit and it didn't hurt when I moved my feet anymore. But it was still weak... I was quite impressive coz I saw it many times on movies and all but haven't experienced myself, I didn't know the pain would gone for good like this... When I was still amazed that my feet could move again without hurting me, Yoseob sat down at the sofa, looking at me...

I looked over and saw his face... He had a few scratches on his forehead, one of his cheek had a bruise and a cut on his lower lip. There were several other scratches on his left elbow and arm...

"Did you have first aid kit here?" - I asked him. He need to be taken care of too, he looked quite in a bad condition himself.

As soon as Yoseob went to take the kit, my phone rang. I pulled it out of my pocket to see it was my aunt. I was very late from school, maybe she was worried.

"Nae auntie---" - I was thinking of a way to explain to her when she cut me off.

"Haewon ah, my friend had an accident so me and your uncle have to go to the hospital. I'm sorry I didn't prepare dinner for you. I don't know if I can come home tonight..." - She said frantically, as if she thought I was mad because she didn't prepare dinner for me.

"Kwenchanna. I'm at my friend house now, don't worry auntie." - I assured her.

"Oh~ good to hear you are finally going out visiting friends. Be good nae? I will call you back if I can't get home tonight~!"

"Nae."

I hung up. And Yoseob was back with the first aid kit on his hand and sat beside me... I turned to him and carefully taking care of his scratches on the arm and elbow first... I knew it was burning when I cleaned his wounds with hydrogen peroxide, but Yoseob didn't seem to change, he stayed stable and relax, as if he was familiar to all of this... Who was this boy? He was so sweet and innocent, but if he showed his strong and tough side, it was no kidding... I really curious about him...

"So..." - I tried to break the silence when I kept on treating his wounds - "... I didn't now you can fight."

"I haven't told you about my past. I had a not-so-good profile back there at Cube high school. Back at that time, I fought to defend myself and my friends, also for the pride of a young man, you know, boys. But now I'm not use to using my fist to talk anymore." - He accepted it with a smile on his face.

"So that's your friends?" - I remembered the five mysterious boys who helped us earlier...

"Nae. More than friends. They're like my brothers."

"Arraseo." - I finished treating his arm and moved on to his face...

I tried my best not to look into his eyes when I treated his wounds on the forehead... But I could still see that he was looking at me... The mood was down again, we all went back to silence... Our heartbeats were the only sound could be heard...

Suddenly, Yoseob gently reached his hand up to touch my hand, which was treating him... I startled a bit, and I couldn't move coz his touch gave me some kind of electric shock that made my heart raced up and my cheeks flushed... He didn't stop at the contact, but continued to slide his hand along mine and finally held it in his. His eyes never leave mine... But I just couldn't look straight to them... I kept avoiding his gaze...

"Haewon, please tell me why you are like this?" - He said, with the soft and sad tone, made me feel like someone was squeezing my heart... I could feel the pain in his voice...

"What do you mean? Nothing." - I lied, keeping my head down and didn't dare to look at him...

"So why did you ignore me when you still have feelings for me?" - He lower our hands and held my hand a bit tighter, as if he didn't want to let me go, didn't want me to ignore him anymore... I sighed... I knew I couldn't ignore him any longer...

"This is going no where... You have Minkyung, I think I should step aside so that you will feel more comfortable around her, and don't have to worry about me anymore." - I still looked down and finally said what I was thinking.

"What do you mean by 'You have Minkyung'? I told you, there was nothing between me and her!" - He was surprised, I didn't know if I heard it wrong, but Yoseob didn't seem like the type of man who would deny his love for someone just to make some other person feel good.

"I have eyes too you know, and I could see it. Very clearly, what happened between you two." - I remembered the day I knew that he was in love with Minkyung, and I couldn't help but feeling the pain growing inside... - "So you don't have to deny it to make me feel good. Afterall I don't want to mess up with your relationship, and I need to concentrate on my study too."

"Haewon listen to me." - He used his free hand to lift my chin up, I had no choice but meeting his gaze... And once I did, I was captivated by it... As much as I was trying to deny, I couldn't think of other things than he really had feelings for me - "Since the festival day, my feelings for you haven't changed. If it really does change, it just that I have more feelings for you."

His words were like the drugs to my soul... The pain disappeared as every words of him soaked into me...Just by looking in his eyes and I knew every words that he said, was from his heart... But when the brain knocked me out again with it's reasoning, the pain came back and it hurted me even more...

So what was the thing I saw on his neck if it wasn't a hickey?

Did he lie? Did he try to get two girls at a time?

If he didn't lie, so how did he get that hickey? I mean it can only be created by a passionate kiss right?

My eyes started to tear up when my heart and my mind dragged me into two different ways... I didn't realize I was trembling, keeping my tears from pouring down... His eyes, his eyes couldn't lie, I saw the truth in them, but what about the other thing that I saw with my own eyes? What was wrong?

As soon as I knew what happened, Yoseob leaned over and embraced me... When my face touched his chest, I couldn't take it anymore and started to cry... Why did it hurt so much to love someone?

"How could I fix all of these? How could I make you trust me again? What was all the sorrow in your eyes? I just want to have you back like the old days..." - He said, his voice was a little trembled, as if he was holding the tears inside himself... - " I don't need you to accept me, just don't push me away, it hurts. It hurts so much Haewon ah..." - Did it hurt him that much? Did he really have that much feeling for me?

"You hear that?" - He said, holding my head close to his chest... I heard his heartbeat clearly... I loved the sound of it, I could stay like this all day just to hear this sound... It was mesmerizing... I slightly nodded as an answer...- "Every single beat, is for you..."

My heart fluttered... Tears continued to stream down as I listened carefully to every beats of his heart...

Are they for me?

They ARE for me.

"Haewon... I love you." - Yoseob hugged me tight and breathed those magic words into my hair...

"I love you too..." - I quietly said into his shirt, gently grabbing it with both hands... I didn't know if I want him to hear it or not... I just couldn't hold it in anymore...

Yoseob pulled me out, I looked down, knowing that I was a total mess then, I must look so ugly when I cried like that... I quickly wiped my face with my palms, still not looking at him... He was still holding my shoulders loosely with his hands... Then he reached for my chin and lifted my face up, I blushed and looked at some invisible things behind him and pretended like I was very concentrated on it, avoiding his look...

As he closed the distance between our face, I couldn't ignore him anymore... I looked at his eyes, only to see he was looking down to my lips. My heart beating like mad and it was like all of my blood was poured to my face, I felt extremely hot and didn't know what to do... He got closer... My eyes drifted down to his lips... They looked perfect and kissable... I really wanted to do this with the man I loved... My heart fluttered, still couldn't believe that I finally got my first kiss with Yoseob...

'I hope that you can love me when the pain is gone...'

My eyes closed when our lips met, it was like heaven... We sat still, enjoying the perfectly pure feeling of the first kiss... I didn't even dare to breathe... Just when I felt Yoseob exhaled on my lips that I knew he was also holding his breath... Then he started to move his lips a little, while his hands awkwardly s around my neck and waist, pulling me closer... I startled and didn't know what to do, but then I decided to let the feeling took me to where it wanted, so I relaxed and kissed him back, while my hands cupped his little face and ran through his soft hair... The kiss got more and more passionate as we longing for each other for so long... Suddenly my mind went back to reality when I taste something like blood on his lips... The cut... I haven't treat it yet and now it starts bleeding again...

"Yoseob ah... I.. need to... treat your cut... first..." - I said between the kiss, trying to push him out.

"Aniya... You are... treating me..." - He said and held me closer, deepened the kiss...

I couldn't help but kiss him back... The way he was passionate like this, was so attractive... But my mind finally told me that his wound need to be treated so I gentle pulled myself out of him... As soon as I ended the kiss, he sat back and pouted like a kid when someone took the candy away from him. Seeing him like that made me chuckle. How could he be so manly and could switch back to a very cute kid a second later?

I treated his cut, and this time, he winced from the burning feeling and wiggled his head to ease the pain.

"Is it hurt that much?" - I questioned. He didn't seem to give any reaction when I treated his other wounds, but then he expressed a lot that really stunned me.

"Aniya~ I just want to be kittenish. Yoseob wants to feel that he is loved!" - He said in a cute voice that made me giggle. I never saw him so cute before. I knew he was a sweet boy, but he was seriously too cute.

"How many sides that you have in that little head? Today I have seen so many sides of you, really confusing. Yah, what kind of person you really are Yang Yo Seob?" - I chuckled. It has been a while since the last time I truly felt happy like this.

"I'm a sweet guy, who can be tough and cute keke~" - He sheepishly laughed.

"Never seeing anyone so cute before. Aigoo." - I said when I finished treating his wound and put the remaining things in the box - "You hungry?"

"Starving." - He whined.

"I think I have my chance to show you that I'm a good cook." - I smiled and got up, my ankle still felt a bit weird and weak.

Yoseob immediately stood up and supported me - "You still have to rest a little more to walk normally again."

"I'm fine." - I said but still leaned on him - "What do you wanna eat?"

"Actually, Hyunseung hyung left something in the fridge as he said he would be here tomorrow to make kimchi jjigae (kimchi soup) for me. It would be better if you make it for me tonight~! Coz his skill is a bit... huhm..." - He flinched as he remembered the taste of Hyunseung's jjigae.

"Ok, I'll make it for you."

Yoseob's POV

I helped her get into the kitchen and I just had to sit at the dining table looking at her, she was perfectly beautiful, and I couldn't count how many times I had imagined this scene. I felt delighted when I finally spoke up my mind and she accepted it. Hearing Haewon said she loved me, was the happiess thing ever happened to me.

But then I wondered, what did she really mean when she said 'I could see it with my own eyes' ?

"Haewon, can I ask you something?" - I rest my head on the table, still looking at her.

"Nae." - She turned around, put the chopping board on the table and sat opposite to me, starting to prepare the ingredients.

"What did you see that make you think me and Minkyung... You know... Dating?"

I could she that she didn't expect this question. Her mood went down in a second and she was blushing... I scanned through my head really hard to find if I did something wrong to make her misunderstood, but I gave up as I couldn't find anything.

"Ah... Huhm... What about you tell me. Did you do something to her?" - She answered my question by asking me another one.

"Aniya~! I didn't do anything!" - I sat straight up as I was shocked.

"Really? At the depository? Nothing?" - She trying to get something out of my head while chopping the ingredients.

'Crap. The depository. How could she know about that? I thought I wipe out all the lipstick! Did I?' - My head quickly flashed back to that day... Yeah that was the day Haewon pushed me away by giving me up to Minkyung.

"Ahem, hello?" - She reminded me that I didn't answer her question.

"Ah the depository... How... How did you know?" - I said like a kid who was busted doing something naughty.

"So... Do you love her?" - I could smell sadness and disappointment in her voice.

"Ani ani~! I told you, I love you, only you!" - I panicked.

"Then why did you do that?"

"What do you mean 'that'? I didn't do anything. She was the one trying to kiss me!" - I whined, I didn't want to hurt Haewon, I didn't cheat on her.

"Nae? You mean... You didn't leave your mark on her neck?" - She looked at me, questioning in her eyes.

"YA..YAH! I DIDN'T KISS HER I SWEAR!" - I stood up and defended myself, my cheeks reddened a bit.

"Ok I think that could be made by anyone... Huhm... What about the one on your neck?" - She completely had no idea just like me.

"The thing is... she attacked me... and I didn't want you to bother about that so I did wipe the lipstick out, but I think I didn't wipe it clean. I'm sorry for not telling you about that, I saw you were very tired that day and I didn't want you to be sad... Not that I lied to you, I swear!" - I said, looking at her eyes... I felt really bad... If I told her about it, or if I wiped all the lipstick out, she wouldn't have been sad and all of this wouldn't have happened.

Suddenly I saw Haewon grinned and soon it turned into giggles... I didn't know what she was thinking, I just stood there petrified and didn't know what to do...

"You didn't know that kind of kiss will left a hickey huh?" - She was still smiling at me.

"A hickey?" - I was stunned.

"Nae, only when you kiss someone passionately and wanna left your mark on them, you a part on their skin really hard to make a purplish mark, a hickey." - She explained.

I flinched as I remembered the weird way that Minkyung kissed me. And when I got the point, I could feel the blood rushed into my face... So I did wipe out all the lipstick, but that kind of mark couldn't be wiped so Haewon saw it. And all the misunderstanding began... I whined in miserable...

"I'm sorry Haewon, I didn't know that..." - I sheepishly said and scratched the back of my neck...

"Aniya, it's not your fault afterall. You're just so attractive to girls." - Haewon smiled and looked down - "This misunderstading is kinda my fault, I should have asked you, but I thought I was nothing to you so I didn't dare to ask..."

She stood up and brought the chopping board with the ingredients to the kitchen counter, turning her back to me. I walked to her and slowly hugged her from behind.

"I'm happy that everything's finally over." - I rested my chin on her shoulder... Her scent was so sweet, and her hair always had that lavender scent which was my favorite - "From now on, if things get wrong, do tell me nae? Don't just simple push me away like that."

She smiled and nodded her head. It was so peaceful... When the rain is over, comes the rainbow...

Dinner was finally ready... I had to admit that was the best kimchi jjigae I had ever tasted in my whole life. We ate together, laughters filled the room. Every pains and stresses was gone when I had Haewon beside me. We finished the dinner and washed the dishes together, playing around with each other.

"Yeoboseyo?" - Her phone rang and she picked it up - "Nae. Arraseo auntie. Don't worry. Nae!"

"What is it?"

"My aunt and uncle couldn't make it home tonight." - She signed.

"So... You don't have to go home now right? Stay a little more, I'll take you home later." - I insisted.

"Kay."

We finished cleaning up and I showed her around the house. After wandering around we got to my room. Haewon picked up a few pictures on my study table and smiled.

"Awww you look just like now when you're little." - She showed me the picture of a little boy at a beach, with a cute dimple on his face.

"Nae." - I smiled.

"Oh! I remember him. The one talking to you earlier." - She pointed at Doojoon in a picture that BEAST took together a year ago.

"Maja. He's Doojoon, our leader. We are a group back there at Cube high school."

"BEAST?" - She read the name out coz I wrote it at the corner of the picture.

"Yeah. BEAST. That's our group name."

"You don't look like one." - She looked at me in the picture and me in front of her, raising her eyebrow.

"Yah, you saw I can be tough. When I'm on a fight that's when I looked like a beast! Graaaa~" - I lifted my "paws" up, pretended to roar and approached her.

"You look more like a kitten now Yoseob ah." - She stepped back and couldn't hold her laugh inside.

"I'll eat you up, let's see I'm a kitten or a beast!" - I chased her around, soon I caught her and we both fell on my mattress, laughing like little kids.

"Yah~ Yoseob stop it! It's tickling. Yah~ Haha~" - I tickled her and she struggled to get out of my hand, snickering.

"Yoseobie is a beast, say it!" - I demanded, not letting her go.

"Yoseobie is a kittenish beast!" - She teased me.

I stopped tickling her and glued my lips to hers, while pinning her hands down, interlocking our fingers. I was the one on top so I used that as an advantage to trap her, she couldn't go anywhere, I wouldn't let her till she said it.

She was a little shock with my action, but I felt she was still smiling in the kiss. 'Still denying... I'll show you.' I thought and started biting her lower lips. Startling by my sudden attack, she let out a small whimper which so bad. I knew where this would lead to... My heart was craving for her, but my mind told me that we were both not ready... I'd better stop before I couldn't control myself... Let out a sigh, I gently pulled out and looked into her eyes...

"I guess I won." - Haewon avoided my gaze and flushed when I smiled and concluded.

"Yah~, you cheat." - She turned her head to the side.

I smiled and lay beside her, slipped my arm under her neck and pulled her closer... She snuggled closed to me and we stayed like that for a while, enjoying the moment...

"Hyunseung hyung always tells me that love is the most magical thing... I have to say I agree with him." - I played with her soft hair...

"But it can give your the worst pain too." - She added.

"Yeah. But as long as we sit back and talk about the problem, I think it will be fine."

"You know, you are the second boy that could make me feel secured while being with." - She admitted.

"So who is the first one?" - I was curious, so it seemed like she had a crush before me.

"A little boy, back there when I was twelve. I was beated up by the bullies, hurted and felt unwanted... He was the one treating me, physically and mentally..."

I stunned... My dream... The one I saw little Haewon turned into grown-up Haewon... And the blur vision that I saw a necklace on Haewon's neck... Couldn't it be...

"I didn't have a chance to ask his name. And I haven't seen him since that day... But from that on, he was the only boy that I could trust..." - She looked up to meet my gaze - "...until you beast messed up with my whole life."

"Ey you babo..." - I smiled and playfully hit her forehead with my knuckles.

"Wae? What was that for?" - She pouted at me.

I slipped my hand a long her jaw line - "For six years," - I continued tracing her neck and reached her collarbone - " you keep this," - I hooked my finger to her necklace and pulled it out - "yet you still didn't know his name?"

Haewon looked at me then the necklace, then back at me, "How do you know he gave me this?" , she took it in her hand and continued, "And what are you talking about?"

"I can't believe I gave my precious gift to a babo, who doesn't even care to examine it to find my name..." - I playfully sighed.

Haewon sat up right away and examined the necklace carefully. I lay there seeing her expression changed when she finally found something carved on the inner side of the ring...

"Yang... Yo... Seob. Oh my god!" - She read it out loud and couldn't hold her excitement - "It was you? Oppa? Yoseob?"

"The world is just so small, little Haewon." - I sat up ang hugged her tight.

"Oppa... No... Yoseob... No no... So the only two boys that I can trust, it just you?"

"We're destined to be huh?" - I released and looked at her - "Actually, I'm a few months older, so you can call me oppa. And I love hearing you call me like that." - I admitted.

"Not in front of other people~!" - She bargained.

"Not in front of OUR CLASS..." - I emphasized - "But when we're in unniversity, that deal is over. Deal?"

"Deal." - We shaked hands like working partners.

"So?"

"Nae?"

"There's no one here..." - I implied.

"I'm not used to it yet..." - She whined.

"Eyyy you promise!"

"Oh, look! It's late! You promised to take me home first!" - She looked at the clook and changed the subject.

It was late, nearly 10:00PM. So I surrendered and walked her home. I carried the school backpack for her and threw my jacket around her shoulders as it was cold outside. We walked silently side by side... Haewon wrapped her arms around mine coz her ankle was still weak and she didn't want me to give her a piggy back ride. We were still like usual, silent all the way, but the hearts now know we belong together... My phone suddenly rang, broke the silence. It was Doojoon.

"Is everything all right hyung?"

"Nae. Those jerks had their lesson. No one got hurt... Huhm... Besides Woonie..." - I could hear Dongwoon's whined at the other line - "He was distracted, but he's fine. Just being childish a little. And Gikwang is really a tough kid! I'm thinking of asking him to join BEAST, he's like our family now... Anyway, how's thing?"

"Oh, we're fine." - I smiled at her while mouthing 'Doojoon hyung' to her. She nodded and smiled back.

"Just fine? Eeyyy there had to be more~! Seriously, a boy and a girl running away after a fight like that! How's romantic!" - He said in excitement.

"Keke, nae. We're good now. Tell ya later hyung, I'm taking Haewon home."

"Oooh~~~ you two be with each other for 4 HOURS? Must be interesting, I can't wait to tell the guy! So you guy're a couple now huh? Ok take her home, call ya later!"

He was so excited and hung up, I shaked my head and put the phone back into my pocket... We continued walking, just a couple of blocks and we had to separate again until tomorrow...

Finally, we were standing in front of Haewon's house. We shyly said goodbye, she gave me my jacket back, took her backpack and went inside... I still smiled widely when she closed the door. So the happiest day of my life was completed... Was it?

I thought about Doojoon's words... 'So you two are a couple now...' Aish stupid me, I still didn't ask her properly... As I stood in front of her house scolding myself I could see the light in the room at the first floor brightened up the window curtain. I thought of something and called Haewon.

"Yeboseyo?"

"Haewon. You are in your room now right?"

"Nae. Wae?"

"Open the window." - I said as I moved a bit further from her house so she could see me.

She opened the window and I waved at her. She was a bit shock as she thought I was on my way home.

"Yah, why you still there?" - She looked at me and talked in the phone.

"I have something to ask you." - I said and hung up. Breathed in, I screamed out. 

"HAEWON AH, WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND?"

Everyone walked by looked at me, but I didn't care... I wanted everyone to know that I loved her and wanted her to be mine. A few strangers stopped to witness the scene... I smiled and looked at her, as I could see she was smiling and picked up her phone... My phone rang...

"I was waiting for you to ask." - She chuckled.

"So what do you say? Be mine?" - I asked her again, grinning.

"Nae." - She nodded and answered - "Oppa saranghaeyo."

"Nado saranghaeyo."

We hung up and she waving at me, telling me to go. I walked away but still looked back, until she closed the window... So... My day was finally completed... My heart knew that I finally found my other half... I was thankful to know her, to be there for her... I smiled at the memories... We had been through a lot... Finally I found my rose among those thorns... All the pain I had reminded me how much I loved and treasured her... And now, she's mine...

It hurts because I have you, my dream girl
Every single day and night, without a specific time or place
You’re like a thorn, and you come into my arms
even though I know I’ll be scarred...

You’re my dream girl and I can’t stop
More and more, more and more,
I’m falling for you baby...

                        ~Dream girl~

***********The End***********

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Finally~~~ It took forever for me to finish this chap ey? I did write it once, but it was a bit lousy so I rewrote it, that was why you have to wait for sooooooooo long, but I hope this chap is worth waiting^^

Overall I'm happy with this chap, many romantic scenes^///^ And the "bed scene" was hot but still cute right^^? trust me I tried my best not to make it NC-17=.=" My mind is being naughty...

And yeah, this fanfic is finally over *sobbing*. Thank you all for being there with me no matter what, support me, give me your love and encouragement^^ I'll work on the idea for the first chap of the sequel and will announce you here if I'm gonna do it or not. I think I will, but I couldn't think of many ideas right now so I think "Maybe we need, just a little more time~~~" ^^

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For now, I'll miss you guy so much! Annyeong~! Ksahamnida^^

Bonus: Author Erin^^

Yoseobie is my bias, but this Doopose is really addictive XD!!!