Haejung's eyes were wide as saucers as she watched Doojoon's face come closer to hers and his lips settle themselves on top of her own as if they belonged there. No sign whatsoever and not a hint that he was going to do that and BBAM! He was kissing her.

Sure, Korean dramas here and there had sudden kisses that seemed awfully romantic.

When the girl was ranting off and complaining and the guy would suddenly kiss her to shut her up. The girl would stare at the guy with wide wide eyes as hers were now, but later soften and lean into the guy's touch.

Unfortunately, that wasn't what she felt like doing right then, our dear Haejung.

She desperately tried to close her eyes because it sure wasn't romantic to stare at a guy as he kissed you, but she couldn't. She couldn't enjoy the kiss. In fact, she was suffering in it.

It was vastly different from the kisses she shared with Luhan. It wasn't like she kissed Luhan a lot though, they shared a few and all those were just pecks on the lips, chaste innocent kisses.

But it felt totally different and Haejung couldn't help but think of Luhan as Doojoon's lips moved on top of hers. Luhan's lips were soft and gentle, they pressed onto hers in a respectful but confident way as if claiming her as his.

Doojoon was kissing her as if it was the end of the world and on her bottom lip so hard, she thought she might lose that part of her body. It was like he was trying so so hard to gain some reaction from her but she just didn't respond. Haejung couldn't find the heart to.

Why were the kisses so different? Why didn't she feel the tingles and the happiness when Doojoon kissed her? Wasn't this what she wanted?

Unless...

*What I wanted has changed a long time ago.* Haejung suddenly realized. She pushed Doojoon off her and immediately used the back of her hand to wipe the remains of his lips on hers, frowning in disgust.

She stared at the ground, the revelation seemed to set her whole world in vibrate and her mind was in a swirl. Oh my goodness, if she didn't like Doojoon anymore, it meant...

"I love Luhan." she whispered.

Doojoon caught what she said and winced. "I'm trying to convince you that I'm better than him, see?" he told her. "I broke up with Haneul for you, Haejung! I want to be with you! Luhan's not good enough!"

But Haejung wasn't listening. She gulped and the loud beating of her heart against her ribcage silenced everything else in the world.

She loved Luhan. She knew he was a robot, and she couldn't help but fall.

And the worse thing about it was, she didn't care. So what if he was a robot? If he had to leave one day, she'd enjoy the time she had with him till that day came. Because she loved him too much to care if he was human.

Luhan was her life.

Haejung turned around, grabbing her bag that had fallen onto the ground when Doojoon kissed her, and ran. Ran like she never did before.

Doojoon stared with a scowl on his face. He heard snickers and snapped his head around, catching his friends laughing from behind the pillar. "So I guess you failed, hyung?" Yoseob sang.

Doojoon took off a shoe and threw it at the visual maknae. "I don't want to say this, but," Kikwang grinned. "Told you so, hyung. Someone as pure as Yoo Haejung isn't for you. You better go find Haneul, I think she's in the village bar."

Luhan folded the last of his shirts neatly and packed it into his bag pack.

He sighed and sat down on the bunk, his fingers trailing to his neck and he unhooked the robot necklace Haejung had given him for his "birthday". The robot looked up at him with it's jewel eyes, as if mocking his stupidity.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, feeling tears welling up in them. Damn, why did Dr Yang make negative emotions for him as well? If only he couldn't feel the hurt.

Luhan searched around the room and found a piece of paper and pen. He wrote a quick letter and folded it, signing off his name. He put it on the top of the desk and set the robot necklace on top of it.

He hugged the back pack and looked up at the top bunk in which Haejung had been sleeping in for the past few days. It had her smell. His acute senses could capture her odour so accurately and it pained him that he wouldn't have the chance to hold her to sleep any longer.

He found that he couldn't sleep without her by his side anymore. She was his life.

"But you have to leave, Luhan." Luhan whispered to himself, a tear trickling down his cheek. "You've got to leave because your mission is almost completed."

He sighed and hugged the bag tighter. "I'm sorry I can't be here to see you get together with Yoon Doojoon, Jungie." he murmured sadly. "I know I'm supposed to see through it till the end when he finally asks you to be his girlfriend, but I don't think I can do it."

"I love you. I'm in love with you." Luhan whispered. "I don't know what to do, Dr Yang never once taught me about it. And it pains me to see you with another guy, even with one of my friends like Chen. I can't be a good robot boyfriend if I have selfish feelings like this."

"Chen's right." Luhan closed his eyes. "Love is selfish but it can be selfless as well. I want to be selfless too, but I think the selfish part is stronger in me. I don't think I can stick around and pretend nothing is wrong when all I want is to hold and kiss you. I'm sorry Jungie. I really am."

Luhan took a deep breath and stood up. He took a last look at the caravan and he went to the door, opening it. He went out without another backward glance and closed the door behind him.

*Goodbye EXO-M. Goodbye Jungie.* He thought sadly, as he trudged towards the train station.

"If only I wasn't a robot." Luhan muttered. "If only I was a human, I could fight for Jungie's love."

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Behind the caravan, Chen dropped his book in surprise.

He hid himself and took deep breaths. 

"Luhan hyung's a robot?"

"LUHANNNNN!!!!" a shriek made him stop in his tracks.

Luhan blinked, a jolt making him awake all of a sudden. Her voice. It was her voice.

"Jungie?" Luhan looked in the direction where Haejung's voice came from and he saw her running madly towards him. Her hair was in a mess, her breath coming out in pants, a guy's baseball jacket hanging loosely over her frame and threatening to fall off.

Haejung reached his side in less than a minute and she flung her arms around his neck. "Luhan." she panted, her heart thudding madly against his chest.

Luhan's arms wound around her waist automatically and he took a deep breath as he buried his face in her hair. "Jungie what are you doing here? Weren't you with Yoon Doojoon?" he asked, biting bad the sad tone from his voice.

Haejung tore herself away from him to look at him and Luhan immediately felt the loss from the contact. "Yeah but I-" she faltered. Her eyes trailed to the bag pack Luhan was carrying and her brows rose.

"What is in that bag, Luhan?" her voice trembled. "What are you...where are you going?" her voice rose with hysteria.

"Calm down Jungie." Luhan cupped her cheeks. "I'm just returning to the RB company. I know I haven't seen the mission through but I think you can do it can't you? I mean, Yoon Doojoon seems to be interested in you now and it won't be long till he asks you to be his girlfriend. I have nothing to do here anymore."

"He already did." Haejung cut in, her voice sharp. At Luhan's fallen face, she quickly added. "But I rejected him."

Luhan's eyes rounded. "But he's the goal of the mission right? He's who you want..."

"Luhan...I don't know how to say this." Haejung stared at her feet, her cheeks reddening by the second. "I know it's absurd. I know it's impossible. But I don't care even if it only lasts a week or a few days, Luhan. I...I love you." she whispered timidly.

Luhan took a sharp intake of breath. His supersonic ears picked up her words even though she only whispered them, and his mouth instantly went dry. She....loved him?

"Wait you mean you love me or you're in love with me in the romantic sense?" Luhan quickly clarified before his hopes were raised too high.

Haejung blinked at him in confusion. "Uh...the latter? I'm...in love with you."

Luhan's face lit up so brilliantly that Haejung realized all his previous smiles to date were incomparable to this one. He took a step to close the distance between them and reached to curl a lock of her hair behind her ear.

The exact same actions Doojoon had done but with vastly different effects. She could hardly breathe.

"Even if I'm a robot?" he murmured softly. "Even if I'm not human and I don't have a heart?"

Haejung nodded determinedly. "Even if you're a robot, I love you."

Luhan curled his arms around her and tightened his grip, leaning his forehead against hers. "And this robot loves you too." he whispered against her lips before capturing them fully in a mind-blowing kiss.

Haejung couldn't help the smile as she kissed him back. The exhileration, the sweetness, the happiness.

How she thought she could find them in Doojoon, she did not know. All she knew was that Luhan was her life, and she would never let him go.

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Hey I'm back :)

I guess some of you didn't read my letter to you guys I posted the last chapter. It was a letter plus my informing you guys that I was going overseas. I'm now back. YAY.

Anyway, I just really wanted to thank you guys for all the support here, in case you guys don't read my blog.

Imagine my surprise when I saw that I won the Author of the Year awards when I came back from my trip! Oh my goodness. And not only that, but Story of the Year and also Best Original Character Byul from My Bodyguard Princess! LE FAINTS. Where did you guys get all this info anyway!

I never expected any of this and just...THANK YOU. I can't thank you guys enough.

Thank you for all your support through these days and I will continue writing more and hopefully, better stories.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.