6 Occupy My Heart
Sooyoung, Yoona, Tiffany, Jessica, and the rest of SNSD + cameos
Can someone new occupy the heart that has been occupied by its first love?
The young heart never forgets...
The first love is never forgotten...
But the heart knows when to forget...
When it has found love again...
[A/N: Also uploaded in SSF]
I was sitting on one of the benches at the waiting area at the airport, waiting for my flight. I have a Manga with me because it’s my collection and life!! I’m reading Soul Eater now, Volume 5th.
“Shin, I’ll miss you!” I heard a little girl say to a boy around her age as she hugged him tightly. I just glanced from behind my little Manga. I did not want to watch such sad scene but when I heard sniffles from both kids, my heart sank. I put down my book.
“I will miss you too, Gabby! But don’t worry, I’ll always call you! I’ll text you too!” The boy with a shiny black hair that’s waxed into tiny spikes held the young girl’s wrist. “And I’m always with you when you have that bracelet so don’t lose it.”
The girl named Gabby nodded while she continued sobbing. “We’ll chat when you arrive, ok?”
“Ne! I’ll see you soon, Gabby!” Shin hugged his friend again and left off with his parents to catch their flight.
“Gabby, Shin will just be away for a while to study because he wants to become a doctor. You also have to study so you can become a lawyer, okay?” Probably her mother, the woman crouched to wipe Gabby’s fresh tears.
Then it occurred to me that the whole scene reminded me of my own heartbreaking goodbye to a very special friend named Mimi. But unlike easier communications nowadays, we never had the chance to really write each other because she kept moving from different places. I wonder where she could be now. Is she happy? Are her eyes still innocent and smiling?
I closed my book and put it back in my bag. My flight’s called and I’m going to Seoul to attend my father’s wedding to his new lady. I missed daddy. I didn’t really miss that city because it’s the city that took away my best friend, my dad, my brother and the girl I lost a very long time ago.
I wonder... will I ever see her again? I think it must be crazy. But then again, I never stopped praying for that. As I neared the plane that will take me back to Korea, my mind has been filled with thoughts of whether I should stay longer or not. There’s just one person that makes me want to stay.
I don’t know if she’s still there...
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