But I love you

"Come eat Minhee. L's a fighter, he'll be up in no time." Sunggyu came in and said for the tenth time. You had stopped saying no after the third time. 

"Minhee. Get out of that room! It's been hours." Hoya shouted. You remained silent again.  It was because of you L got hurt. If you had of just stayed at home, Jaejoong wouldn't have had to beat up those guys and those guys wouldn't have gotten out their weapons. 

You refused to eat or drink anything how could you when L was unconscious. He had gotten hurt because he pushed you out of the way. You were meant to be unconcious, not him. At least if it was you who had gotten hurt you could have gone to hospital.

His face is so angelic whilst he sleeps, you thought as you pushed his hair back from on his face. He'd move around a lot, but each time he'd move, you'd hear him groan. He must be in so much pain. 

"L oppa. Wake up, okay? I'll make you lots of food. Infinite tells me you love to eat." You said giggling, remembering how when you baked the cookies L sat on top of the counter and licked the bowl like a little child. 

"Stop acting like you can't hear me!" You shouted at the unresponsive figure on the bed.

"He can't hear you! Minhee, you need to go eat something." This time Sungyeol came trying to get you out of the room. 

"He can. He's just mad. He told me to be good, but me and Jaejoong got into a fight with some guys." You started explaining but couldn't carry on due to the uncontrollable amount of tears falling from your eyes. Sungyeol held onto you and let you cry.

"You love him too, don't you?" You  barely heard Dongwoo say as he came into the room followed by Infinte. 

"Don't worry. He'll be okay." Sungjong said and sat down. 

"It's the first time he's seriously gotten hurt." Woohyun said as he looked at L. 

"Come eat Minhee, L will kill us when he wakes up if you don't eat." Sungyeol informed.

"I'll come, when he wakes up. Please, just let me stay with him; I want to take care of him." You pleaded.

"Okay." Was all Sunggyu could say, he knew from the look in your eyes you were determined to stay with L, you usualy wouldn't ignore what Sunggyu said. He then shooed all the boys away.

"L oppa. Wake up soon, deh? You can't die." You said through a shaking voice. "I need to tell you how much I love you. I didn't realise it but, I fell in love with you. I need to let you know. I need to make you happy again." You said as sat down beside him. He made you happy, he made you feel safe and you wanted to do the same.

You saw him move again, he looked as though he was in so much pain. He kept moving around, looking for a comfortable position, so you decided to sing to him; Love In The Ice by Dong Bang Shin Ki.

"You have a great voice, ." You heard someone say, so quietly, it was barely audible.