I Don't Want Anything to Do With You Any More!

Help! Rescue Me and My Genius!

Chapter 16: I Don't Want Anything to Do With You Any More!

Heechul's perfect masks breaks.

One second later and I would have to suffer that tongue kiss he has planned. (And my fans would all faint, right? Me, too. See? Bad idea.)

Nobody is allowed to call him ugly. And nobody is allowed to affirm that he calls himself ugly.

That's everything I wanted. Heechul loosing his temper.

And so, the snowball will start rolling.

„I am too ugly for that crazy book-adorer? I am too perfect for him instead! Never say something like that again, you little damn brat! Kim Heechul is never to ugly for anybody!“, Heechul straighten out vehemently.

Nearly simultaneous to him, Siwon stops to act like he doesn't care about anything. (Well, of course he does, he is just too kind to exaggerate immediately... and maybe he doesn't want us to know about his weird jealousy). His eyebrows, which were all the time like this ò.ó, switches to that .\_/. .
And now the best. He isn't angry at me. I am just the poor distraught girlfriend.

Who actually said all these bad things I told him about?

Right. Heechul.

„My believe bothers you? Why? You lived with me in the same dorm for so many years already and did it bother you anyway?“, he asks sulkily.

And then they both recognize what the other have said.

„I am a crazy book-adorer? Do you even listen to your own words? I read it because it's the Word of God. I would never adore a modest book.“, he defends himself, just ignoring Heechul's self-praising part (because of that I would be angry... but we know that bastard Heechul, huh?).

The answer is an ill crazy-Heechul-laughter mixed with an ill bitchy-Cinderelly-laughter.

„What is a … ?“, Donghae whispers to Hyukjae.

„Don't aks, listen!“, Hyukjae responds still taken in their fight.

„Do you listen to your own words? You sound like a fucking monk! Did your beloved god actually ever said one helpful word?“

„In the bible, verse...“

„See? That crazy book again.“, Heechul smirks, „Everytime you read in it, you loose pretty much brain cells, don't you?“

Siwon's eyes get... dark. It's like a black light shines out of them. (scaaaary...)
 

„Infidel.“

„Better an infidel than a naive bloody idiot who believes in all this shit he is told. It's more fun talking to a stone than talking with god...“

„You don't talk to god, you thank him and ask him for advice.“

„But he doesn't give you advice! Not now, not tomorrow and also the last thousands of years not!Dumb fools. There is nothing to thank him for! He doesn't even exist!“, Heechul says heavily breathing. He likes arguing a lot. But arguing with Siwon? That breaks his heart and makes him react


Siwon closes his mouth in the act of saying something against him.

„Don't ever say that again.“, Siwon whispers and it sounds as if you told a little boy that santa clause got a cold and wouldn't bring presents at christmas eve. Totally unbelieving. (Heechul would be proud of me, comparing santa and god, right?)

Heechul snorts angry.

„Why shouldn't I? I don't believe in such ugly things. I am an atheist.“

„What is an... ?“, Donghae tries to ask, but just like before he is interrupted by Hyukjae covering his mouth to make him shut up.

Siwon keeps silent. (and I feel kinda sorry, because I doesn't planned to hurt Siwon as well...)

„Yeah... you are...“, he begins with a cold voice which sends cold shivers up and down my spine. I never saw Siwon as cold as this and all the others seem to feel same. „Maybe that's the reason... why we won't ever be compatible.“

He sends the shocked Heechul a long and cold glare, but although he hides it very well you can see the deep pain inside. Even seeing Heechul eyes wide-open, totally heart-broken and more hurt than ever before can't educe a single peaceable reaction from him.

And with Siwon passing off, their deep relationship seems to break apart.

„But...“, Heechul wisphers monotonic, still gazing unbelieving after the leaving Siwon.

I... should I have a bad conscience? Maybe about hurting Siwon... I like siwon. But Heechul? Well, he deserves it... or... no. He deserves it.

Donghae tugs at Hyukjae's sleeve (the part the monkeys left).

„Doesn't Siwon like Heechul-hyung anymore?“, he asks with tears in his eyes.

Hyukjae seems to be in trouble. He looks at me seeking help with eyes asking : How should I explain him that?

I wag my head and hike my shoulders. What means, that I don't know either. And it's his problem, not mine. (Is Hae my best friend or his?)

„Well...“, he starts but forgot what to say after looking into Hae's big teary eyes.

„Hyukkie... aren't we all a family? Aren't we a family anymore?“, he asks once again and his tears starts to fall. „Siwon can't be mad at Heechul-hyung! I don't want that! What about being a happy family...“, he whines.

Hyukjae put his arms around him and chucks his back calmingly.

And then his cross gaze meets me.

„This.is.all.your.fault.“, he hisses angry. „And now Hae is crying! Mend that matter! Before it just gets worse...“

„Nope.“, like a five-year-old I blow up my cheeks and look stubbornin another direction. (He deserves it! He deserves it, he deserves it, he deserves it!)

Donghae cries even louder and Hyukjae's gaze becomes more intense.

My eyes turn towards Heechul, who is still standing at the same place as before, staring at the place where Siwon left a minute ago. (He... he... oh, damn it! Fucking bad conscience...)

I sigh and face Hyukjae again, who is very busy calming Hae down. (family-stuff always grieve him deeply)

„Very well then. I will play Cupid and bring them together again... But just to show you that I am a master in manipulating people! Not because Heechul-hyung doesn't deserve it! I didn't have done something wrong!“, I clarify forcefully.

Then I limp (yes, I am still injured) past Heechul.

„Wait here. Don't move until I'm back.“, I grunt with clenched teeth and go after Siwon.

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Chapter 16 ~

And once again... I finished the chapter before I could write everything I wanted to... 

In my defense, I wanted to keep my promise and update earlier once and because it seems like last chapter was... not so easy to understang (sorry, I always forget to write the most important sentences^^').

Well, I hope that you like this chapter^^ Even if... well, I sundered SiChul ^^ I am a very bad person, aren't I? (muhaha~)

Should they come together again?