nobody POV

Kyuhyun look at his cell phone, broken on the floor.. and he burst into tears 

-30 Minutes ago-    he dashed his door.. do not care about the presence of his brother at home, reflection eunhyuk and donghae kissing still playing on his mind.. half of himself, would like to say what he sees is not true, only the figments of the imagination.. but it's not.. he is not able.. not able to see eunhyuk, his hyukkie together with others.. yes.. it is a certainty now.. however, he did not know, what to do.. whether he could have eunhyuk? whereas he has knew his answer.. he was crying uncontrolled.. he really wrong.. thinks that he can.    he was mess and pain, he's hovering in his room and he can't think of anything.. other than what is seen by his just now.. he feels like he wants to kill himself, so that all can diminish.   after moments, his phone vibrates in the pocket of the jacket worn by him, he took .. and see the ID that appears on the screen, it's eunhyuk..  why!??? he's inside screaming.  once again, the face of a person he loves kissed, comes to mind.. he shouted with all his might.. and threw his phone to the wall.. and he collapse on the floor.   -end of flashback-   he can't believe everything that has happened this fast.. it only 2 weeks.

what should I do?? oh godd.. help me.. I cannot go on like this.. hard.. very hard.. I can't bear it 

he cried again   within a few minutes, someone knocked on his door.. he knew who it was.. and he needed him at this time.. he not bother to open it as the door open and his brother peeking from outside.. "kyu.. can I come in?" his brother asked.. kyu not turned to look at door but only nodded.. he tried to hide his tears but unable because it hurts so much.   slowly, the latter closed the door and walked towards the younger.. he know something happen to him, and he sure the other need someone to talk, support or at least.. a hug.   he picked the latter who was sitting on the floor with his red, puffy eyes and sat on the bedside.. the other did not protest as he just too tired to move himself.. he looked at the younger with sorrow and compassion, he knew about the other feeling for eunhyuk and he also knew that he have expressed his feelings but it was rejected.. he didn't blame any one of them, he understood the other just want to continued with the friendship.. but he also cannot see his the only one brother suffering like this.. maybe this is the first time to see the younger like this because all this time he just know that the latter very happy with his life.. happy with someone his care about.. and that is why he's okay working abroad, not worry so much since he know the younger can take care good of himself.    he hug him hoping to reducing the pain in his heart, and the other hug him back.. more tight, and started to cry again.. he let him.. let his tears flow with the pain.. he don't want to talk if the other still not ready.   after seconds, the younger calm down a bit.. but still hugging him.. "why?" he speak "am I didn't deserved to be loved?" he said again make the older sigh "kyu.. everyone in this world deserve the 'love' okay, include you, I love you.. right?" the older said, pull a bit to look at the other.    "it's not same" the younger said back "I know.. but you have to remember, you still have me that always love you.."   "................................."   "you can tell me.. what happen? if that