No need "sorry"

-2 weeks later-

Kyuhyun POV

it has been 2 weeks after I know that lee donghae, eunhyuk classmate.. he looks okay along this time, nothing suspicious.. eunhyuk and donghae already seem close.. we even hangout together, with his friend too, choi siwon.. my classmate.. no wonder on the first day school, this siwon guy.. always watching me in the class, I bet he know that I'm friend with eunhyuk.. until few days ago.. he come to my place in the class.. at first, I decide just want to ignored him.. but not after he tell about his friend, lee donghae and start to asked me about eunhyuk, I feel weird.. so, I asked and he tell me everything.. but I did not commend his words hundred percent.

I was sitting at the window in my room, tender breeze blow my skin, cold.. made me some chill, I looked far outside.. there is a hill sight of covered with fog in the morning, beautiful and so relaxing.

I can't slept the whole night thinking of something, something that I don't want to hear from the first when eunhyuk told me about what happened between him and donghae on the first day of college, 

something that made me broken

yesterday, I accidentally overheard a conversation between donghae and siwon, I'm from staff room, sending some paper my teacher told me to.. but before I could step into the class.

-flashback-

"I think I like him, I like eunhyuk not only as a friend"

huh..? donghae? he say.. what???

"I know.. I saw how you looked at him.. how you treat him" siwon said.. make me take one stap back.. not believing what I'm hearing 

"help me siwon... I don't want this feeling to grow.. because If I let.. I will fall for him" donghae said 

I'm almost fell down.. this is the bad feeling what make me aware from the beginning.. I felt my tears already flow on my cheeks.. immediately I wipe it away.. I cannot cry like a baby, not yet.. nothing will happen if only him feel that, let just see how and what eunhyuk feel either same or not.

-end of flasback-    

I relieve a deep breath.. thinking all that.. I have to be strong, if eunhyuk really love donghae back.. nothing I can do anyway, I'm just his friend.. I can't determine with whom he can go out, likes and loves, as a friend, I need to support and always there when he needs.. even though my own heart shattered.. this the best way for maintaining relationships which have nurtured for 12 years.. long and precious.. and for sure I don't want to lose it.. just because of stupid feelings called "love".

my phone rings suddenly.. indicates one new message.. I achieve my phone was on study table beside my bed.. it's from eunhyuk.. I smiled.. seeing his name on my phone screen.

from : hyukkie

to : kyu

Kyu-ah... where are you? let's meet at the park.. I'm bored to death right now.. even it's still morning, I already feel it.. I'll be there in 10 minutes.. you will come right? you better come.. I hate "rejected"..

I chuckle reading his text.. and replied

to : hyukkie

from : kyu

okay, okay... stop sound threatening, I don't feel it at all.. hahaha.. I'll be there in 20 minutes.. just wait :P 

with that, I grab my towel and do quick shower.. I notice there one new message after came out from bathroom.

from : hyukkie

to : kyu

20 minutes??? why so long.. you don't need to put make up.. there no girls with take a walk early in the morning :P 

I replied..

to : hyukkie

from : kyu

stop mocking me, you too.. maybe there is.. :P just wait there.. and stop reply... you the one make me late.

*message sent*

I go to my wardrobe, and choose what I should wear.. after second, I take.. light black jeans, blue shirt and dark brown jacket.. after full dress, I take my phone, wallet and house keys in one direct, ready to go out.

I'm about to open the main door of my house.

"hyung!" I shouted.. shock seeing my hyung stood in front the door 

"hey..my little dongsaeng.. surprise!" he said with grinn "what the hell.. you should stop treat me like I'm not exist in the house" I said as he enter the house carrying his luggage "when you arrive? why not call me? I can fetch you at the airport"

"hahaha..slow down boy.. I already said just now.. it was a surprise.. right?" he smiled..

"fine.. but you know I don't like surprise..." I said.. taking his bag to his room "your room still same hyung" he smiled and give me a hug

"I miss you, kyu.. I miss korea.. and I miss our home so muchh" he said as I hugged him back, understand his feel.. my brother working abroad.. that's why, every time he came home, he could surprise me and honestly.. I don't like it.. not because of him.. it's me, I really do not like surprises.. but I know he just want to make me happy.. so, I don't mind and use to it.. I miss him too. 

"so, hyung, why so sudden??" I asked.. and he smiled happily.. "I have converted back to korea by employers" he said make me shock even more and happy at the same time.. "really hyung????" he nod and I hug him tight.. "whoh.. relax kid, can't breath" I release the arms and looked at my watch as my hyung walking to the kitchen.. "damn! teuk hyung.. I'm late to see hyukk at the park.. see you later" I said and rushing towards the door.. but not before I heard teuk hyung yelled "come back early.. we will be dining out tonight"

I walk fast as I could.. and looked at my watch again and again.. "shit!" I curse because I'm late for 10 minutes already.

when I nearly reached the park, I quicken the pace and stop... seeing the figure not so far in front.

eunhyuk? he was kissing....? with....... DONGHAE??? no wayy.. my eyes was ready to weep.. and I can't hold it anymore as it already flows on my cheek, more fast when I heard eunhyuk calling my name.. I can't looked back as I was running fast and fast as I could.

why this happen...? why eunhyuk..? WHY!? I realize now, that I'm not afford to face it. 

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I'm back.... very sorry for making you wait... T^T school thing really torture me.. T.T

so, here the fifth chapter.. what do you think??? >_<

I just think to put little bit drama.. hehehe.. no worries.. the ending will be happy.. I'm sure for it.. *wink

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