No need "sorry"

Kyuhyun POV

I was waiting for hyukkie at the same place before we parted to find our class this morning, I have no idea why he was late.. did he lost... or something bad happen to him? ohh, please.. hope everything was fine.. my inner said.

I was so concerned about him, although I know he will be okay without me, and he could take care of himself, I don't know, I just can't.. I can't stop this feel, all because my compassion to him.. I love him.. I love him so muchh.. 

hyukjae is my bestfriends, I would prefer to call him by nickname I gave to him, hyukkie, I starts calling him by the nickname when I realized my true feelings towards him, I know him for more than 10 years and there no second was made me feel bored with him.. otherwise, a sense of affection for a friend one time, has turned into one other feeling... a feeling...called love.. I unable to ignore him or this feel despite my confession was rejected, it because my love for him are increasingly every second, every day and never fade....

"kyuhyun...." I stopped thinking when heard my name was called "hey.." I said smiling, It's eunhyuk.. he was 

-at the cafateria-

"so, going to tell me what happen? why you running just now?" I asked hyukkie after we got some strawberry milk and waffle for him.

"of course I will tell you" he said in a tone impatient and signs he not forget about it "you know.. the guy name lee donghae, eish.. he is annoying.." he said again with tone of disgust while munch his waffle..

adorable.. I swear I never tired watching him like this forever.. "a guy?" I asked him trying to focus on what he's talking about "yea.. a guy.." he said, drinking his strawberry milk.. "you want some?" he asked me and I just shook my head, feeling funny with his puerile-cared behavior..

"maybe he interested in you" I said chuckle "ha-ha~ that the most insane thing I ever know.." and before I can say anything "you do not think that is not really, right?" he continue make me think for a second..

I don't know... "of course not.. hahaha.." I fake laughing, I can't tell him, I don't want him to worry about something not sure.. 

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"kyuhyun... are you okay?" ........ "huh? oh,yes..I'm fine.." I smiled to hide my real feeling at this time.. and he smiled back, I'm not okay.. after what eunhyuk told me everything happen between him and that guy name lee donghae.. I just keep quite and nodded sometimes, respond to what he said.. I don't know why I have bad feelings about this.. I'm not sure what it is, but the thing for sure is, it is not good..

we still have about 10 minutes after we done at the cafeteria, so we decide to take a look around the college, we stopped at small garden where there was a pond, hyukkie peeking into it and laugh when he seem like found something funny inside..

"what so funny?" I asked curious, he keep smiling.. "you know...that donghae.. why I find him weirdo.." 

he stop a while before continued again "instead of his way and apparently as I told you earlier, he is actually kinda liking some kiddo's stuff like nemo, hahahaha.." he burst laughing, make me want to tease him a little..  

"what the different between that and the addiction to strawberry?" my turn to burst out.. he stopped.. 

"strawberry is not kiddo's stuff, everybody like it.." he said to uphold the facts about strawberries.. 

"still no different, addictive is still addictive" I replied trying to calm, "I just love strawberry more than other fruits.. does not mean I am addicted to strawberry, huh..!" he stick out his tongue.. aigo~ this kid.. never grown up, hahaha.. "just accept the fact that you are "crazy" about strawberry, then I will never say anything again" I said with grinned and he just rolled his eyes "whatever.." he said, sound give up.. and get up, start walking away.. "hyukkie, wait.." he ignoring me "are you mad?" I asked him teasing.. he look at other side and keep walking.. "let's go hyukkie.. let's get back to the class or someone could kidnap you" I said, pull his hand with me, he pouted.. "hahaha.. don't pouted, you look worst.." I said again and he pouted deeper...

...I'm sorry, I don't think I can stop loving you...hyukkie...

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HyukJae POV

I was sitting at my place, looked out the window.. thinking about what kyu had said while we was in the garden moment ago.. his words, bit offended me, I knew he was joking, but I still feel bad, I don't know, why I'm become so sensitive, when I feel this, somehow it really hurt.. I hate how it feel.. yes, this is not the first time I feel this...

did kyu be friends with me because he had to.... or because he wants to keep my heart ... oh godd.. my heart will become more painful when think things like that.. I do not want doubting our friendship because I really love it and I'm sure, kyu as well... although sometimes.. we look like lovers.. it because we are comfortable that way..

don't tell me you never see any skinship before, same goes to me and kyu.. when we hangout, we held hands, hugged, cuddle under the sunset and sometimes, kyu will peck on my lips, it just a normal thing that me and kyu always did......we did it as a friends, everlastingfriends.. we made promise not to leave each other in no matter what, nevertheless, I'm not sure anymore what exactly I feel, since kyu did the confession, that's why there's time I become so sensitive at his words.. 

"we know and together for almost 12 years hyukkie, how we can leave each other now.." kyu words playing in my mind again..

My mind stopped seeing Donghae waving his hand in front of my face, "hello~~~ anybody here..??" My eyes blinked for a second to recognize the environment then I looked up at donghae who had stand beside me for how long I'm not sure.. 

"thinking of something important??" he asked me "you wanna know for how long I'm waving my hands infront of your face just now?" I looked at him shyly "h-how long?" I asked, embarrassed tone "7 minutes, 36 second" jinjja~~? I should not trance on my first day college, aishh..

"sorry...." I said slow, loud enough for him to hear.. "no biggie... I.. just wondering what make you went so far..?" he awsered, make me feel uncomfortable "it's nothing... by the way, where's the teacher? not coming yet??" I asked trying to change the topic.. "hmm.. I don't know, I think she will be here in minutes.." I nodded, and resting my head down on the table, but before I could going deep into my mind again...

"don't need to change the topic if you don't want to talked about it, I'm not the type who like to force anyway.." he whispered, and when I about to lift up my head back "we're friends..right, eunhyuk?" I heard him giggle, make me to continue hiding my face from seeing him.. eish~this guy.. stop make me feel like something.

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CHAPTER 4 PUBLISH!!! finally... ohh, mianhe for being late posting this.. I'm quite buzy today >_<
I mean really,really buzy.. and now.. here you go.. (^-^)
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